I'm Tired, Love Me

Disappear

“Kok so bengong? Let's sit here” said as he patted the long sofa in the room.

I walked slowly and sat down on the single sofa located next to the long sofa.

“Mas, please don't do anything like in the elevator earlier” I said opening my voice, and still lowering my head

“Sorry Rhey, I just don't want anyone to tease you anything else until it abuses you”

“But it is precisely you who harassed me mas” said I was sad and almost shed tears

“I'm sorry Rhey” she knelt in front of me

“I'm sorry I got too carried away, I love you” her words made me lower my head because my heart is beating fast “I know this is wrong, but feelings can never be lied to. Don't lower your head Rhey, look at me” his left hand holds mine, while his right hand tries to lift my chin.

“Don't be like this mas” I said that was uncomfortable because he was right in front of me and just stared straight at my eyes

“I don't want to make the same mistake with Bagas” I tried to explain

“I'm sorry ya” he said with a friendly smile, rubbed my head then sat back on the long sofa, I just replied with a nod.

“Later there will be someone here to bring you your clothes and other equipment” he told me that someone will be here to send my equipment, while pressing the remote button to turn on the TV

“Iya mas”

“I live alone here panicked?” Ask

“Emmm dare kok” I replied hesitantly while looking at my right left

“Hahaha very funny this you, already so this gedenya still afraid?” He said mockingly

“Not afraid but do not know the place aja” replied me brave even though there is actually fear as well. “Leave alone I did not pa pa kok” back I pretend to be brave.

“Hemmm okay if so, later if anyone wiggles the curtains you say yes, maybe you want to acquaintance” damn his words make me goosebumps and my eyes immediately stare towards the curtains that cover that window and shudder in horror

“Eh mas don't go first, wait for me to enter the room first yes, I sleep aja deh” said I began to fear

“You sure you don't want me to stay?” He said with a smile, I immediately replied with a nod of my head

“You wait here aja mas, later call me twice if there is no answer means I have slept, you stay what” I said explaining

“Okay-okay I watch the ball first if so” he said staring back at the TV

I entered the room that was somehow whose room, laying down my body on the soft and soft king-size bed. I who had been tired of crying spent the rest of my tears for Bagas, it did not take long to be closed because of fatigue.

***

Mentari greeting from behind the window curtain, “ya geez what time is this?” I said while reaching for the phone that I put next to my pillow “Yah the battery abis also” I want to see the clock on my phone, staring at my phone turned out to be out of battery, I put back my phone, I put my phone, sitting my body on a mattress “Thank you God for still giving me health, still giving me a place to take shelter. Forgive all my mistakes, O Allah. Give the best way out to this sinful servant.” I pray for thanksgiving.

Standing up from the bed, opened the curtains so that the sunlight could illuminate this room. Then walk to get out of the room.

“Good morning non” I was surprised by the greeting mbak Sari who was cooking in the kitchen

“Lho mbak Sari how can it be here?” I was surprised and surprised

“Iya non, last night someone came to the house carrying a non car, ask to bring non clothes, and all non equipment, and all non, keep me brought here deh” said mbak Sari while arranging food at the dining table

I sat down on the chair next to the dining table,

“Breakfast first non” mbak Sari told me to eat,

“At first I did not believe non, kept the guy contacted his boss, and his boss used a video call, I was surprised it turned out his boss was den Arlo non, I'm afraid, keep den Arlo direct his camera towards non Rheyna who is sleeping soundly, finally I believe non and follow that person” said mbak Sari explained at length.

“Ha? He showed me who was sleeping? Then he entered my room dong? I'm so sorry he entered sih” I said while patting my forehead

“Tadi out of dawn prayer also den Arlo in the room non briefly continued my farewell home he said non”

“Lho he just came home early this morning mbak?” There are so many surprises

“Iya non, den Arlo sleep there non, I asked to sleep on the sofa not allowed same den Arlo, forced to sleep in the room next to non situ” while pointing to the sofa and the room next to my room

“Bagas yesterday came home no mbak?” I asked to switch the conversation about Arlo

“Back home non, nyariin non Rheyna I said not yet home, continue den Bagas go straight away again non” explained mbak Sari

“Mbak Sari bring me charge my phone no? My phone battery runs out about nya” I asked my phone charger

“I put in the blue bag it's non” said mbak Sari pointed at the blue colored bag that is linked above the suitcase bag

“Makasih ya mbak already aidedin” said I was sincere for the help given mbak Sari to me

“Sama-sama non”

After finishing a few spoonfuls of fried rice that Sari made for our breakfast, I took my suitcase into the room, charged my phone and then I took a shower. While in the bathroom I thought about my next plans, what should I do with a marriage that no longer has Bagas' affection for me, our son who is no longer there, he said, another woman who seems to be pregnant with Bagas child, all the problems make me have to really be able to decide the best thing for me and my future.

After I finished the shower I saw my phone that was still 50% charged, pinning my finger on the light flat object, touching the balloon symbol that contained the green phone handle image, saw some messages from Bagas, my mama and Ratna.

“I beg you to listen to my explanation first, don't be like this”

“You where Rhey”

“Rhey don't ignore me like this”

“Where are you?”

“Who brought you ha? Your affair?” Some chat from Bagas that made me even more fed up.

“Where are you nak?”

“Do you have the same problem Bagas?”

“So she was here asking you”

“Please contact mommy yes son,mama same papa worry” Message from my mom makes me disappointed in myself for not being able to make my parents happy

“Rhey went where? That dipper call me if you have any call me. Make trouble what else is Rhey man?”

“Kabarin me ya Rhey klo you have read my message this” Fill in a message from my best friend Retno.

I decided to call my mom first, tell my mom that tomorrow I'll come to her house to explain everything to mom and dad.

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