I'm Tired, Love Me

Best Road

‘Akh ehm’ I stretched the muscles all over my body, but my eyes still did not want to open, it did not feel like to get out of the blanket and re-hugging the bolster, but a voice surprised me, but,

“Good morning dear” I turned to the source of the voice

“Ha? This video call is not closed from last night?” Look at the man across

“I want to see you when I wake up, beautiful but unfortunately there is a tuh” iller while pointing at the corner of his lips that make me rub the tip of my lips

“Akhhh lied, no nih” I said with a frown

“Mandi there, continue to directly bring items to apartment”

“Still sleepy nih” while covering my face with bolsters

“Later to continue sleeping, or want to wait for me to bathe?” With his style of raising his two eyebrows

“What cow in bathein” said I got rid of the bolster from my face

“If there is a beautiful cow like this, I will ternakin a lot, let my employees no single” he laugh, I look at his face when laughing, I look at his face, I feel like he laughs more now “Iya I realize I'm cute, but don't take netes so also dongaluya” he laughs again when I reflex rub the end of my lips that are not wet

“Basic rese’, yes I took a shower first if so”

“Okay I want to prepare a file for a meeting first if so, see you dear” the man who is neat with his suit ends our connected video call from last night

Today I plan to leave my mom's house and move into Arlo's apartment. Before lunchtime I should have gotten out of this house, because I didn't want to see Bagas again.

“Mbak Sari has prepared everything we will bring?” I asked Mbak Sari

“Already non, non breakfast before we leave, I have cooked sauteed shrimp and non” shrimp peyek make me tempted with a menu that mbak Sari cook

“Wah special menu nih” said I who went straight to the kitchen and took the dishes, said the bitter person was bitter, but bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter not as bitter as my wedding trip hahaha

“Mbak your cooking is very steady, I am lazy to cook this way, it is better to cook mbak Sari turns out” I chuckle

“Spend non, let it contain more body let it look fresh” I replied by nodding my head

After finishing eating mbak Sari clean all the dirty dishes. After finishing with the dishwasher, Mbak Sari swept the floor. Ms. Sari changed her clothes and then lifted some suitcases and placed on the front porch of the mother's house, for later I arranged in the car.

I put all my clothes still on the dresser, powder, moisturizer, perfume, lipglosh, comb, and other items I put in a special bag of makeup. I glanced at a glimpse of my room which would soon be a room for the orphanage children. I went out of the room and closed the door, then circled my gaze around ‘this house will be crowded with children's voices, but if I am here it will be crowded with my quarrels and Bagas’.

I walked out of the living room, closed the main door of my mother's house and locked it. Then opened the back door of the car and put one by one our suitcases, me and mbak Sari. Ms. Sari helped me tidy up the suitcase in the car. I pulled out the car from the garage and Mbak Sari was in charge of closing and locking the gate of the house mama.

During our trip accompanied by the sweet voice bang Duta SO7, the,

Lord

I walk through the night

After my heart broke

I pray that I hope

It's best for him

She said

You should be like me

Which I have let already

It's easy for you

It's easy for you

If only your love were like my love

After a while you come back

Ask me how I am

You have no right to ask me about my life

It's getting me hurt

It's easy for you

It's easy for you

Just try your wounds like mine

You have no right to ask me about my situation

You have no right to ask me about my situation

It's easy for you

It's easy for you

If only your love were like my love

For some people who have caused someone to hurt, apologizing is easy, and assuming that an apology alone can make everything okay, but not with the injured, is easy, even an apology can hurt her again and the best medicine is to leave her far behind and make her regret that she has hurt something precious. I was driving with my thoughts filling my brain, until Sari's voice startled me,

“Non, can we stop by that supermarket?” Tanya mbak Sari while pointing at a supermarket with a red logo

“Can I buy, anyone want to buy?” I asked while looking at the rearview, because I wanted to turn left

“You buy some ingredients for cooking only non, same want to buy bath soap and laundry soap that has run out” mbak Sari

“Okey mbak, I also want to buy some snacks for friends draw” said sumringah

I turned my car towards the supermarket, parked it and we got out of the car entering the supermarket. Mbak Sari took her grocery troly and pushed her towards the fruit basket, which was a fruit basket,

“Non want what fruit?” Ask Sari while choosing apples

“Pear, duku, sama strowberry aja deh mbak” replied me while circulating the view, which was answered with a nod by mbak Sari,

While choosing a fish, someone greeted me,

“Mbak..” greet that person

“Hei” I replied briefly with a look of surprise on my face

“Mbak forgive me” said the woman

“For?” I pretend I don't know

“For all that I have done to mbak and mbak” family he replied while looking down, and I returned to my activities choosing fish

“I've forgiven you, I hope you don't experience what I've experienced” answered me without seeing the woman

“I'm sorry I made you lose Bagas” he said which I answered briefly

“The best way is to leave her and flaunt her with her choice” I said casually “if she loves me, she won't have an affair with you, if he is having an affair with you it means he is not really sincere love me” replied me while handing over to the squid fish pack officer that I have put in plastic to weigh,

“Thank you mas” said I am friendly with a smile engraved on the staff weighing the part and reply with a thank you.

I left the fish shelf and went to the meat rack, but she still followed me,

“What more do you want from me?” I asked in a less-than-liked tone

“Mas Bagas last night did not come home to see me mbak” replied sadly

“It's no longer my business” I replied indifferently “Owh Yes last night he forced to meet me at my parents' house, even he tried to hug me, he even tried to hug me, but it's too bad I didn't respond to him and I kicked him out of my parents' house, and after that I didn't know where he was, and then I didn't know where he was, uh but he had said the hell that today after he worked he wanted to stop by my parents' house” obviously me with a cynical smile on my lips, it passed leaving the pregnant woman alone there.

Seriate….