I'm Tired, Love Me

Gita

To be honest, I'm ashamed to accuse Steve of being married, even if I misjudged Steve. The photo that Steve kept was of his mother when he was young.

“It looks like the stewardess has a special relationship with you.” I speak to drive away my shame.

“Which flight attendant?” Steve pretended not to know.

“That you drove out earlier, named Gita.”

“She was just my instant date a while back, when I was on my way home to Germany.” The answer is like no burden.

“Owh your date.” That's all I can say from my mouth.

I glanced at Arlo's mas who closed his eyes, but I was sure he was stealing my hearing.

I no longer cared about Steve, I just tried to concentrate on continuing to draw me. I don't know if I feel like the contents in my brain are disappearing in an instant, I'm between two men who are dizzying me.

“Honey why silence me?” Steve tried to hold my hand but I rebuffed him.

“Be quiet I don't want to talk to you anything.” I snapped at him, in a slightly loud voice, so that Arlo turned his head to us, with questioning eyes, but I turned my eyes back to the front.

Steve got out of his chair and knelt before me,

“I'm sorry Rhey, why are you yelling at me? Is that how big of a mistake I made you?” Her hands were spilled on both my thighs.

“IYA, I HATE YOU Steve.” With a soft voice but full of emphasis.

“Explain to me Rhey, am I wrong to love you? I never meant to lie to you, but whenever I wanted to help you or give you my attention, you always thought that I was Rhey's married man, I just wanted to prove it to you straight away, that I'm not a married man.” He shook my feet, asking me to understand him.

“You are not a married man, but you are a man who plays women, I do not like men who think of women only as objects of lust only.” I explained my dislike for Steve's attitude toward the flight attendant.

I waved at the flight attendant standing up, who happened to be Gita.

“Mbak Gita, can I have a blanket and a bottle of soft drinks?” My love for Gita who was looking at Steve who was still faithful knelt before me.

“Good bu” answer

“I want wine, all of you bring.” Steve told me without looking at Gita.

“Good.” Answer the Gita briefly and pass.

“Keep Steve, I want to sleep.” Even though it's still 5pm, I want to rest my mind.

“I will be like this until you accept me.”

“As for if that's what you want, I don't care.” I leaned my back and stared out the window, only a stretch of clouds could be seen.

“Excuse” Gita's voice makes me turn, “Please drink bu” Gita thrust softdrink that I ordered, red.

“Thank you Mbak Gita.” Answer me with a smile.

“Gita explain to her what is our relationship? Because of your words, my future wife is angry with me.” Steve charged Gita with an unpleasant tone.

“Sorry my master is working, must not mix personal affairs, I excuse me.” Gita replied politely.

“Is that how you treat women ha? After you enjoy then you have the right to throw it away?” I snapped at Steve in front of Gita who looked down.

“Honey listen first, let him explain what relationship made me date him.” Steve spoke softly to me and begged.

“Quick Gita!” Steve again yelled at Gita, and I leaned back my body and did not want to see them again, while Arlo was still faithfully staring at me.

“I'm sorry Steve” Gita started as unwilling and apologized. “I'm sorry ma'am, sir Steve had no intention of dating me. It's just. I like Mr. Steve bu.” Her tears started to flow. “I mixed medicine on Mr. Steve's drink, so that Mr. Steve would like to date me on the plane toilet.” I was shocked and looked at Gita with an incredulous look.

“Am I the first man to touch you?” I saw Arlo smiling cynically looking at Steve.

“No sir, forgive me. May I return to continue my work?” I know Gita must be very shy about admitting everything in front of me.

“Go back to work mbak Gita.” I answered Gita's question.

Steve was silent when he heard me answer Gita's question. With tears still flowing, Gita nodded and left us.

I leaned back on my back, and slid my legs, then closed my eyes. Steve was still kneeling before me.

“Honey, come on don't be like this. Isn't everything clear.”

“Sssstttt I want to rest, drink your wine and shut up Steve. Let me calm my mind.” With my eyes closed I spoke to Steve.

“Good honey, I'll let you rest.” Steve got up from in front of me and sat in his own chair, then started drinking the wine he had ordered.

I, who initially only intended to close my eyes, actually fell asleep. Steve woke me up when it was time for dinner.

“Honey let's get up first, what do you want to eat?”

“I am not hungry” I replied with eyes still closed and still very sleepy

“Please eat a little first yuk” Steve persuaded me.

“Do not want, later let me order by myself if you are hungry.” Answer me again and pull my blanket over my head.

Finally Steve ordered a meal for himself, but did not forget to tell the steward to serve me when I woke up. Gita is no longer serving us, it looks like she changed her position with the steward, so that she will no longer be dealing with Steve and me.

I took a quick glance, as Steve was enjoying his wine after his dinner was over. He was reading a fairly thick book, while occasionally sipping wine. I went back to sleep.

The lights in the cabin had been turned off, only a small illumination to illuminate the way to the toilet, while in the first class cabin it was filled only by me, Steve and Arlo.

I was agitated because my bladder seemed to be full, and my stomach was feeling a little hungry. I woke up to go to the toilet, and would order food for me who had missed my dinner, while it was now 10 p.m., and the view outside the window was already very dark.

I walked towards the toilet, and saw the flight attendants and flight attendants sleeping. I finally decided to urinate first out of pity to see those on duty asleep.

I finished my urination, it was a great relief when I took it out, because I no longer shivered because I held back my pee.

I opened the toilet door, but quickly someone pushed my body back into the toilet. I was still very surprised when that person flipped my body and silenced my mouth with one hand.

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