I'm Tired, Love Me

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Arriving at my mother's house, time shows at 01:00 in the morning

“Come in the first mas, I anter mama to the room first” I invite mas Arlo to enter the house of mama and sit in the living room, I'm waiting for you,

“Mbak Sari can you make a drink for Arlo? All of you please masakin mama something that can make mama eat ya mbak, kasian mama must not have eaten from earlier” I asked for help mbak Sari to make me drink for mas Arlo and food for mama

I took my mom to my room,

“Mama rest first yes ma, I am in the guest room for a while later I accompany mama again” say goodbye to mama and only answered with a nod to the head of mama then hugged her roll back to me

“Mas thank you so much for helping us, sorry until so late even mas is still here to help me, thank you for bothering to finance everything, I owe you a lot the same mas” I thank you for all the help

“Sama-sama, but I did not give you any loan so do not feel indebted to me” he replied with a smile

“You want to stay here continue or still want to go back to the apartment?” Ask Arlo to make sure

“Looks like I'll stay here mas, pity mama no one accompany”

“Yes later let me tell people to send your stuff ya” said mas Arlo while sipping tea in a cup

“No need to mas, soon let me take it myself aj” said I refused subtly

“I go between you guys, let your car Mr. Aman bring it to the apartment so you can go home by your own car”

“But mas..” I said interrupt

“No use but but but, I wait here until you want me to take you to the apartment, it's midnight Rhey” he replied forcefully

“Iya deh, but I bribe mama for a while ya mas” said I finally approve

“Ok take your time” he replied as he blinked one of his eyes flirtatious and only I answered with a smile, then passed inside to feed mama

“Come dong ma eat first huh ma? A little ma” said I persuaded mama

“Mama no laper nak” replied sad mama

“If mama does not eat later maagh his relapse ma” said I remind

“Mama kangen papaamu nak” replied mama while crying

“If mama like this must be papa also sad ma” said I again persuaded and tried to thrust a spoon in front of mama's mouth and only managed to enter a few mouthfuls and said mama was full

“Ma, I go for a while yes, want to take my clothes and mbak Sari for a while, mama rest ya” say goodbye to mama and answered with a nod of mama

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On the way to the apartment, I just kept looking straight ahead, thinking about my mistakes, thinking about what I should do.

“I didn't see Bagas, did you contact him?” Tanya mas Arlo broke my daydream

“I blocked his contact, already do not want to deal with him anymore mas” replied me while looking at Arlo mas who looks handsome, then I hurriedly turned my eyes

“But he deserves to know Rhey, however you are still husband and wife” he again argues

“Yesterday from my mom's house, I stopped by the supermarket and I know who I saw?” I tried asking him “Bagas was walking with the woman, hugging the woman tightly, a thing he hadn't done to me in a long time. Why do I keep it.” I replied heartily staring out the window

“If you need my help just say it, don't hesitate ya”

“Mas have a lawyer acquaintance?” I said later

“What is a lawyer for?” Ask for wonder

“To take care of my divorce with Bagas mas” I replied

“Are you sure you want a divorce?” He asked to be sure, and I answered immediately with a definite nod

“Okay later let me help”

“But mas, can not if I do not have to meet Bagas? I want to end soon without having to meet his”

“Try me later to talk to a lawyer first, how good, because I don't know about divorce, if about the company I can definitely answer” he said with a smile.

Arriving at the parking lot of the apartment I immediately went down, walking slowly because the atmosphere was already very quiet considering this was already at 02:00 pm, suddenly Mas Arlo hugged my shoulder, and I was hugged,

“What is it like Bagas hugging the woman?” He said then laugh

“What’an mas” I said try to dodge, but directly pulled back by mas Arlo

“Stay like this, so that the incident the other day does not happen again, at this hour usually some people just come home from club” he said, making me let him hug my shoulder temporarily

After entering the apartment room I immediately went to the room mbak Sari first, cleaned up the belongings mbak Sari, then switched to my room to pack my things, 2 suitcases were ready in front of the door. Then I turned to the kitchen, about to pack the vegetables, fruit and fish I had bought yesterday. While passing through the TV room I saw Arlo sleeping in a sitting position, I let him and planned to wake him up later when I had finished packing everything.

I opened the frezer, took the fish and meat I had bought yesterday, put it in the grocery bag, then I opened the lower refrigerator door, stuffed all the vegetables and fruit into the grocery bag, and closed the fridge with the grocery bag I had placed on the floor.

I turned my back, how surprised I was when Arlo was already standing in front of me,

“Eh mas make a shock anyway, I guess again sleep” I said while laughing to expel my surprise and my heart is pounding fast,

“How can I sleep if you keep bothering me” he replied as he walked forward slowly making me step back and stare at the refrigerator door

“Ha? Who's bothering you? I even set everything up not making a sound” I defended myself

“Your smile, your jutek, your cries, your fragrance, everything about you bothered my mind, danced in my mind” said as he continued to look at me, leaning his left hand on the refrigerator door

“Hahaha what’an anyway mas, yuk I want to go back to my mother's house, already at three o'clock you must also be tired, mas” said I tried to divert the conversation and his eyes by staring at the direction of my watch

“Look at me Rhey, don't switch this conversation” he said pulling my chin gently and looking back into my eyes, as if hypnotizing me

“What if I really love you?” Questions that surprised me

“Don't joke with the feeling, it's not funny tau” said I pushed his body a little, but failed because he grabbed my wrist, looked back at me sharply

“Will I prove” the answer is for sure

“Gak per...” I didn't finish saying that she suddenly kissed me, made me surprised and tried to push back, but my efforts were in vain because she caught my hands and lifted them up on my head, lock it on top and lean on the refrigerator.

Seriate…….

...Who would wish there was a 21+ scene? 😁...