I'm Tired, Love Me

I'm Tired, Love Me
Shopping



6 Months later


My stomach is already bloated, my gestational age has entered 7 months. Nausea and vomiting was only felt until I was 3 months pregnant, after I could freely eat anything, only I was still allergic to cigarette smoke, things I never liked before.


“Baby streets yuk? You can shop for junior gear, right?” Since I was pregnant, Steve often asked me to date the mall, whether watching a movie or just eating, Steve often took me shopping for baby needs in my womb, which Steve called “Junior”.


“Boleh dear, all I want to buy clothes in, it's not crowded all mine.” We talked in between breakfast.


“Mbak Sari follow yuk, at home continue not bosen what? Follow ya mbak.” I invited Mbak Sari all of you, because all this time Mbak Sari just at home,.


“Later ngerepotin non equal sir again.” Sari's mother wants to reject me.


“Aduh mbak kayak with anyone, let's come yes once in a while we eat out together.” Steve took Sari.


“Good sir.” Sari finally agreed to come with me and Steve.


“Ya already finished breakfast we are ready yes, shower first there.” I said remind Steve to take a shower


“Baby I swim bentar yes, out of it immediately shower kok.” Since I was pregnant somehow Steve became more lazy to take a bath, what else on a Sunday like this, Steve would not take a shower if it was not at bedtime, because if he doesn't shower then I'll tell him to sleep in the TV room because I don't like sleeping with Steve if he hasn't had a shower.


“I'm coming ya darling.” Suddenly I wanted to come with Steve to swim. Steve nodded and walked towards the pool.


After finishing swimming, Steve and I took a shower and got ready, because Sari was ready first when Steve and I just finished swimming.


“Mbak Sari is ready? Come.” I called Mbak Sari in front of her room.


“Iya non, briefly.” Not long after, Sari came out of her room.


“For a while, Mr. Sono is still traveling here, it is close to kok said earlier.” Steve sitting on the living room couch told us to wait for Mr. Sono for a bit.


Mr. Sono who used to pretend to rent this house, was actually Steve's driver, and now Mr. Sono asked Steve to take us for a walk in the mall.


“That's like the sound of the motor sir Sono mbak, can you please open the fence mbak? All of you tell turn on the car yes mbak, just leave for us.”


“Iya sir.” Mbak Sari went out of the house and opened the fence, Mr. Sono.


Sari's brother sat in front with Sono's driving, and in the middle was me with Steve. Throughout the journey Steve always approached me, hugged me and occasionally rubbed my stomach.


“Papa's son asks for lunch, son?” Steve was talking to the child in my womb.


“Ask ramen can pa?” I replied in the voice of a child, as if the one answering was the baby in my womb.


“Bby, how many bowls of mami eat it? Hahaha.” Steve teases.


“Sayangggg, eat me a lot huh? Yes, it is not so if it is.” I pretended to be angry, “we fasted yes son, papi stingy.” I threw my face towards the car window.


“Jagan mengambek dong dear, want ramen same restaurant in buy also not pa pa, want ta dear?”


“Do not want, let me fast. Let papi kapok ya nak.”


“Can't fast, if you don't want to eat later let me carry to his restaurant.”


“Enak aja in the hold, ntar dikirain you again carry the bear again.”


“My wife is beautiful like this, who would dare say you are a bear? Ask in tampol what, are you cute like a panda ya baby.” His laughter broke again.


“Ih evil I said kayak panda. Mbak Sari let's go down aja.” Ms. Sari and Mr. Sono just smiled in response to my conversation and Steve who made me goiter.


“You are more gemesin low if goiter gini, here kiss first dong.” Steve pulled my shoulder and kissed me on my forehead.


“I want to eat 2 bowls anyway, it's his fault you make me emotional, so the laper is this double.”


We arrived at the lobby mall, Steve and Steve got out of the car, while Mr. Sono left us, and will pick us up later when we finished shopping.


I entered a baby supply store with the symbol ‘M’. I used to come here when I was pregnant with Vano, and I only bought a few clothes, because Bagas was restricting me.


“Honey buy some yes, the clothes do not need much ya.” I told Steve to buy only a few.


“Why is that?”


“Yes so that his ashes are not too much.” I answered as if I had forgotten who my husband was now.


“Baby, buy everything junior and you need, do not limit it. My money will not run out if only buy necessities like this, even ten children I can afford dear.”


“Yeah I forgot who my husband is now, my sugar daddy huh. Hahaha”


I only choose 10 pairs of clothes and pants, and 3 pairs of shoes only. I went around the store accompanied by Mbak Sari and 1 store clerk, while Steve also went around the store himself and accompanied by a salesman. Don't forget I bought cloth for bedong.


“Mbak Sari, Steve where are ya?” I was looking for Steve.


“That's non, again look around the baby box.” Ma'am Sari pointed towards the end of the shop.


“Owh yes already, let's wait in front of the cashier. Ma'am Sari said Steve yes when I was finished, I sat there first, tired also streets when only this one shop. hehehe”


I sat in a chair given by a saleswoman who is special for pregnant women who are tired. And mbak Sari was calling Steve who was answered with a nod by Steve.


“Udah finished baby picky?” Steve came up to me and stroked my shoulder.


“Udah finished dear, sugar daddy turn payin nih.” I answered with a mocking smile.


“Hahaha, okay.”


“It's done sir shopping?” Ask the cashier who will count our amount.


“Already mbak, please later everything between my house yes. That mbak said earlier that the shopping can be sent to home.” Steve pointed to a salesman who served him. I just watched Steve and listened to their conversation.


“Can pack, what's more the shopping is very much like this, and there are big items so surely we will be able to send you.” The cashier replied it was friendly.


‘If shopping gini aja so friendly, I used to only shop 1 t-shirt only service like I want to steal here.’ I've had the experience of wearing less in classy shops like this, where the salesman looks at someone from his appearance alone, anyone has experienced like Rheyna too? Hehehe


After the cashier counted the amount of our groceries, which the receipt had been rolled up, I was surprised, how could my small groceries be a long receipt.


“Totally twenty-eight million three hundred twenty-one thousand eight hundred pack.” The cashier mentioned the amount that made me tick, because it was impossible if the amount of my groceries reached the tens of millions.


Steve handed his card to the cashier, “Darling wait, not wrong that number?” I'm sure there must be an error in the number, Steve just lifted his shoulder as if to answer ‘Gak know, yes already pay aja.’


“Mbak, is it not wrong that the number? I only bought a few sets of low.” clothes and shoes I tried to ask the cashier.


“Sorry ma'am, but the amount is correct bu.” The cashier was confused because of my question.


“That's my child's box the same bathtub has been inserted all right mbak?” Steve interrupted our conversation.


“Already sir, the stroller is also already pack.” Answer the cashier.


“Lho darling? You bought all that?” I asked Steve again and only answered with a horse's grin from his lips. “Pantes just ended so much. Yes, it really means.” I told the cashier to continue the transaction.


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