I'm Tired, Love Me

Illusive

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Someone opened my room door. I, who was about to get out of my bed, went back inside my blanket, pretending to be asleep.

That guy turned off the power TV with the remote I put next to my head adjacent to my phone. He moved my phone over the nightstand. I recognize this perfume.

“Sayanggg, you are very tired ya” his voice is soft as a whisper

“Don't like to put a phone near your head I sayang” he started stroking my hair, really I was confused what I should do

“I miss you, but you always avoid me” she started kissing my forehead and caressing my cheeks, I was so scared of this state, she said,

“Is it because Lila you're avoiding me? Is it because of the kids?” His hands began to caress my open arms. I cursed to myself why I had to use a negligee with this thin rope.

Krringgg Krringgg

I was shocked by the sound of my phone ringing, and grateful that the caress in my hand she stopped, and I heard her coming out of my room, but not closing my room, I saw the shadow still in front of the door,

“Heeeemmm hi Steve” I pretended like a person who just woke up from sleep

“Are you okay Rhey” Steve's voice sounded worried for me

“You must have missed me so much Steve, to the point of calling me while I was sleeping” I spoke a little loudly and smirked my voice

“I know you are pretending Rhey, just answer yes or no question I am Rhey” he give me code “What is this scaring you?”

“Yes honey” I replied pretending to be friendly on the phone, because Arlo was still stealing hear in front of the room, I still see the shadow

“Okey I understand. Is he still there Rhey?” Follow-up questions

“Iya honey, I also miss you” My answer is always I make as happy as possible

“Rhey, I'm on my way there, do you want to come down and wait for me to be lobbed now?” He wants to save me from Arlo

“Oh honey you really miss me? Alright I'll go down to the lobby for you” my password just keep playing

“Don't hang up Rhey's phone, and quickly come down” I flick the blanket, hurry up to pick up my Sweater, put it on and button it

“Wait honey, ah you are so cute” opened the room door and walked towards the main door, I saw with my tail, he put his body on the long sofa in front of the TV, he said,

“I Love you too honey, hahaha” I just keep talking friendly, even though Steve was just silent across there

“Quick down to the Rhey lobby, soon I reach”

“He followed me Steve” I whispered to Steve

“Quiet and keep pretending like Rhey” he's trying to calm me down

“Iya dear, this again wait for the elevator for a while ya” I already want to cry, but I try to strengthen my heart

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“Quick get into the elevator and press the close button, let him use the other elevator” I follow all Steve's orders, pressing the close button continuously. I stared at Arlo's shadow as the elevator doors closed. My tears fell instantly, I was really scared.

“Hey are you crying?” Ask

“I'm afraid Steve, I'm afraid” I'm really scared

“I am waiting for you in front of the elevator, don't be afraid Rhey” I still keep crying until the elevator takes me down and the door opens.

I saw that Steve was waiting for me in front of the open elevator door and I came out still crying,

“Hei stop crying Rhey” said he held both of my arms,

“I'm really scared of Steve” I replied with a sob

Tyingg

“What is he Rhey?” Steve turned his back to the elevator exit, so that I could see what Arlo was, and I nodded and bowed my head to Steve's shoulder, with Steve still holding me slightly

“Hey baby, why are you crying? You must miss me” Steve pretends to be like me

“I miss you so much, Steve” I still looked down not dare to look at the person who stood about 2 meters behind Steve, he turned his back on us

“Let's spend the night together baby, don't cry anymore” Steve dropped me off, hugged my shoulder tightly and kissed the top of my head, and I just kept quiet to get away from Arlo's mas.

Steve led me to his car parked in front of the main door of the Lobby. The Range Rover is very shiny black. He opened the door for me and led me to sit on the soft seat, asked me to put my seatbelt on, then he closed the car door by my side, and he slightly ran towards the driver's door, open it and sit down and close the door again, then drive the car away from the apartment.

I was still afraid and occasionally as much as I could, wiping my tears.

Steve stopped his car in front of the minimarket which was open 24 hours, he got down and bought something. Before long he returned with the bouquet, I don't know what it was.

“Drink Rhey” he thrust cold mineral water, taken from the package he brought after he re-entered his car

“Thank you” with my hoarse voice I received the gift

“Eat this, may your mood improve Rhey” he again thrust a box of almond chocolate

“Kok you know I like almond chocolate?” I asked with my hand to accept the gift and open it immediately

“At the cafe I saw that you ate the chocolate ice cream, so I concluded by myself” he took out a cigarette and lit it

“You smoke Steve?” I leaned my body against the car door

“Iya, only if you are dizzy just” while blowing cigarette smoke

Uhukkk uhukkk uhukkk

“Hey you why?” He faced me while patting my back gently

“I can't stand Steve” cigarette smoke I replied honestly

“Oh My God Rhey why not say” threw away his cigarette, and opened all the windows of his car, shaking his hands in the air like throwing air with his hands

Uhukk uhukk uhukk

I still coughed, because it felt like it was making my throat hurt.

“Sorry I'm Rhey, come out for a while let me clear the rest of the smoke” I came out carrying my mineral water, standing in a place not far from Steve's car. I called Mbak Sari, though,

“Assalamualikum non” distinctive hoarse voice wake up

“Wa’alaikumsalam. My mother came out of the apartment” I paused my sentence, set my breath that felt tight when remembering Arlo mas entered my room settles

“Lho non where malem-malem gini? How do you not wake me?” Sari was surprised

“I escaped mbak”

“Arun from whom non?”

“Mas Arlo. He came into my room earlier, I was talking to my friend on the phone, I heard someone open the main door mbak. I pretended to be asleep, he went into my room mbak, I can't say anything” I started as much as I wanted and shed tears in my eyes

“Astagfirullah, with Arlo. I did not think he was like that non” must have been surprised like I was surprised

“Later if I go home mbak Sari I call again yes. Now I'm going to sleep first. Assalamualaikum” I ended my phone with mbak Sari

“Wa’’alaikumsalam. Be careful non” before closing the call I heard a reply mbak Sari

“Waw RHEYNA AUUUROOORAAA, not expecting to meet here now” that voice surprised me.

Seriate……