I'm Tired, Love Me

Bule

I took out my drawing paper from the garden, watched for a bit and then placed it on the table to my left. Switch by taking out my laptop and my pencil.

Drrreeetttt Drrreeettt

I looked at the screen of the phone I put on my drawing paper,

Mas Arlo Calling's….

“Assaamaikum” I say hello

“Wa’alaikumsalam” he answered my greetings “Rhey where are you? It's almost maghrib but you haven't returned” panicked voices from across there

“I was looking for inspiration to draw mas, don't wait for me because I don't know yet what time you will return me while pressing the power button of my laptop

“Iya where you love”

“I am at cafe mas, just a moment I want to enjoy my solitude” I finally expressed what I want

“I'm just worried Rhey” sounds resigned

“Mas I'm not a little girl anymore” my protest

“You're not afraid to see Bagas again?”

“I'm not afraid to meet Bagas, I'm just lazy. Anyway we've divorced” I replied casually

“Permis brother, his order” mas waiter delivered my order

“Thank you mas” I replied kindly and replied with a smile

“Hallo, mas I want another picture yes. Go home kasian kids and mbak Lila must be waiting for you”

“But Rhey..”.

“Assalamualaikum” my greeting cut the protest sentence he was about to say, I pressed the red picture on my phone screen and switched off my phone.

I took a straw that was still wrapped, opened it and put it in the glass, sipped a little liquid in the glass and then switched to chocolate ice cream sprinkled with chopped cashews and chocolate sauce, heeemmmm is very appetizing. I lifted the bowl containing the 2scoop of chocolate ice cream, leaned my back on the chair and started scooping the creamy soft ice cream, ah I will definitely come back here for this ice cream, my inner.

After finishing the ice cream in the bowl, I went back to my laptop and occasionally drank my caramel machiato. I found an idea for my drawing, soon I took my drawing paper back drawing it there.

Once again delicately drawing, I heard a quarrel at the back end not far from where I was sitting.

Several visitors noticed their quarrels, including me turning their heads, only a moment later I returned to my picture and laptop.

There was a visitor who had just ordered a drink and brought it towards me, probably going to sit in my back row, he said, because this side is quiet and there is only me and the couple who were fighting earlier, when I passed by how shocked I was when the drink he was carrying spilled on my shirt and laptop and the drawing paper I was holding. She was knocked over by the woman who was fighting with her partner earlier, the woman ran towards the cafe exit like she was crying.

I was angry because of the results of the picture and my laptop that was splashed with iced coffee milk, even my laptop suddenly died. I was confused to take a tissue to wipe my laptop.

“Ahhh forgive me miss” bule apologized and helped me clean my dead laptop

I just kept quiet not answering the guy, wanting to cry because my laptop is dead and also the result of my image that has become faded.

“Hei are you okay miss?” The bule man asked me again

“My laptop died, you broke it” I answered softly while continuing to clean my laptop

“I’m really sorry, miss” said with a tone of regret

“Have let it go, maybe I'm less fortunate” after I closed my laptop.

The man called the waiter to clean my desk and reorder the menu I ordered earlier.

“Hei don't need to order me anything, I'll just go home” prevent me on that bule guy

“Please wait a moment, let me apologize properly” he replied with a smile

“Do not worry it is not entirely your fault tuan” I replied to open the hoodie and jacket that I wear because it has been wet by the coffee liquid, which fortunately did not hit my shirt and my jeans.

“Move there miss, leave the table and floor in the clean first, and please wait just a minute” the door is friendly

“Alright mister” I replied, put my laptop in a bag, took my phone and left my drawing paper on the table

“Miss your picture..” the man reminded me that the already dirty picture was left on the table

“Oh leave it alone, it can not continue the picture” replied I resignedly, sitting behind the chair I was sitting in

“May I...” asked while pointing at the seat opposite me

“Oh please mr”

The bule man is about 185cm tall if I think, his athletic body is printed from the slim fit shirt he uses, with dark brown hair, it looks like he's a young executive, but I didn't notice him for long.

I turned my phone back on, and there were some incoming messages from Sari and Arlo.

Sari Maak

“Non den Arlo is home, but wait another 1 hour aja non, fearing he is still waiting under”

The content of Sari's message made me smile

Mas Arlo's

“Don't come home late baby, I'm worried about you. Love u”

The content of the message from Arlo's mas made me even more afraid to get close to him. I'm afraid there's a heart that's going to hurt like I used to.

I put my phone back down without replying to messages from them.

“Excuse me sister order” the waiter brought the order ordered by mr. bule for me just like my order at the beginning, and for him I don't know what he ordered

“Thank you” the man said to the waiter

“You're welcome sir” replied the maid with her friendly smile, then resumed her other work.

“Please miss...” The man seemed to hang his sentence

“Rheyna, Rheyna Aurora sir” I replied as I reached out

“Steve” hands outstretched to shake my hand with her charming smile

“Once again forgive me miss Rheyna” with her visibly sorry face

“It’s ok Mr. Steve, besides my laptop is old, it's time to change” I give a reason so he does not feel too guilty

“Call me Steve just miss Rheyna”

“Alright Steve, call me Rheyna only if so” I reply

“Deal” said with a Smile

“Sorry Rheyna, I just saw you drawing, do you like drawing?”

“True Steve, I like to draw and the broken picture earlier actually I will participate in the race, but no matter what I can still draw again” explained me while smiling and lifting a bowl containing ice cream chocolate “ I eat yes Steve” my permission on who buys

“Please Rheyna” with a hand that takes her drink and slightly drinks it “What race is Rheyna?” Ask

“Heemm product design food and beverage company in Germany” with mouth full of ice cream I answer it

“Wow you cool” compliment “why do you draw on paper? Not drawing on tabs or ipad only? Isn't that more practical”

“That's too expansive Steve” with a little laugh I answered it

“Wait a minute Rheyna” she stood up and walked a little away from me and contacted someone

Shortly after contacting someone he sat back down and drank his drink.

Time shows at seven o'clock in the night,

“You waiting for someone?”

“No Steve” replied I looked at him

“Do you want to wait here until 8?”

“What's Steve for?” I'm confused

“To spend the sandwich was Rheyna” with a laugh and pointed at 3 slices of unspoiled sandwich

“Hahaha well Steve” I took 1 piece of sandwich and started eating it

Seriate……

...Who is this babang bule?...

...For vote or flowers or coffee dong make babang bule 🤭...