I'm Tired, Love Me

Increasingly

I woke up so late today, I slept better than usual, probably because I was too tired lately, but my heart was pounding again when I remembered the kiss, I felt like a girl in love again, but I hurriedly dismissed the thought, because I knew our position was not possible.

Dreeet Dreeettt, shakes my phone wake me up from my daydreams about it,

Mas Arlo Calling's….

“Heeem” answered

“Assalamualaikum jutek” the reply that made me upset

“Wa’alaikumsalam” answered me with a typical lazy and hoarse tone like a new person waking up

“Newly wake up huh? Ih tuh beleknya clean first” ledeknya

“Ihhhh what’an sih” reply me while pouting

“Do not use pouting, I kiss again low ya” he said scare me

“Yeeee it wants you”

“Customs, but there is also the ease of tuh” ledeknya successful make me more embarrassed

“I closed his phone” threatened me because I was further embarrassed

“Hahahaha yes yes sorry jutek” said he apologized but kept saying I “jutek”

“What's the phone?” I tried to neutralize my voice

“Duh so sweet voice if this hehehe” he said trying to seduce “still so filing a divorce? Or to be canceled?” Ask

“So, so mas” answered me quickly

“Such a reply, hahaha. Yeah, I asked for your wedding book whether there are some files that you have to sign, you can go to my office? Or do I want to have Mr Aman take your file?”

“But my marriage book is at Bagas mas, later I ask for help mbak Sari to take it home there first ya”

“Ok if it is later afternoon or evening only the file you sign”

“Mas, I was afraid to meet Bagas if your kantormu” I explained if I was lazy to meet Bagas if I had to go to his office

“Hahaha, you are here after office hours, Bagas usually comes home on time anyway, I am overtime today and Aman sir I assigned to take the files outside the city, you didn't come here by yourself?”

“Iya mas pa pa pa pa, if so later I call if I want to leave” I said

“Ok jutekku, Assalamualaikum”

“Wa’alaikumsalam” I put my phone on the bed and walked out the room looking for mbak Sari who turned out to have just come out of the mama's room

“Mama want to eat mbak?” I asked Mbak Sari

“Only two non” bribes replied mbak Sari sadly

“Yes already pa pa mbak, later bribed again aja” I said later

“Iya non” said mbak Sari who will walk to the kitchen

“Eh yes mbak” said I stopped footsteps mbak Sari

“Can you ask for help mbak?” I asked Mbak Sari

“Please what non?” Tanya mbak Sari was curious

“Please let Sari go home, get me my precious letters that are in my closet drawer, and all the jewelry that I keep in the box in the closet clothes hanger mbak” said I explained

“Insyaallah can be non, now or later non?” Ask Sari then

“Mbak Sari get ready first I will order ojek online if it is ready”

Shortly afterwards, Sari was ready to go and I ordered an online motorcycle taxi and advised Sari to contact me immediately if all was done, he said, so I can order the motorcycle online again.

Two hours later from the time Sari left, Mbak Sari contacted me to immediately order online motorcycle taxi, because she had finished taking my order.

After the shower I went to see my mother,

“Mama” my broom to mom who is daydreaming in bed

“Iya nak” replied mama while looking at me

“Mama eat a lot yes, I do not want mama sick, I just have a mama now” I said while hugging mama and leaning on my shoulder

“Your future is still long, son, pursue your ideals, be yourself, do not be affected by anything around you that tries to make you fall, you know, papa and mama's job is done delivering you until you mature” said mama laughed away

“I still need mama, need all mama prayer, need hugging mama” I said later

“Mommy's prayers will always accompany your steps, never fall into sadness, actually coming will definitely go only time and different ways”

I just fell silent not wanting to answer mama again, I just wanted to hug mama tightly.

Sari ma'am has come and held all the items I ordered earlier. I started to prepare the file that Arlo asked for, put it in the map and put it on the living room table so as not to forget to bring it.

At 16:00 I was getting ready to take a shower so that it wasn't too late I got to Arlo's mas office.

At 16:45 I was done getting ready, and I called Arlo,

“Assalamualaikum jutek”

“Wa’alaikumsalam mas, ih time called jutek mulu even though I have not jutek” replied back with a jutek tone

“Hahaha still jutek”

“Ya I have not been there deh” replied I pretended to be angry

“Lho don't dong, here gih ni files are ready to be signed low, let's be fast in the process” he said seduce

“Yes I've gone there now mas, Assalamualaikum”

“Iya dear, Wa’alaikumsalam” replied who then disconnected the phone call

‘What’an the hell people use dear-sad everything, flirtatious sih’ I said to myself with a heart that beats back fast hearing those words

“Ma I say I take care of my job first ya” say to mama, reasoned to take care of the job because I do not want to make mama burdened with my divorce affairs

“Iya son, good luck and success yes nak” said mama

“Aamiin” I replied while kissing my mother's hand, and then exited my mama's room

“Mbak Sari, titip mama yes. I'm going to the Arlo mas office to file my divorce with Bagas” I leave my mom on Mbak Sari

“Iya non, hopefully all goes smoothly yes non and hopefully non can get happiness back” said mbak Sari

“Aamiin, mbak please do not tell mama about my divorce, I said I went to work” explained me to mbak Sari.

“Siap non, be careful on the road” I smile and give my thumbs up on mbak Sari

“Mbak don't forget to bribe mama ya” said I half yelled from the front porch of the house

“Ready non” answered mbak Sari also half yelling

I drove my vehicle to Arlo's office. On the way I thought about why Arlo's getting better at me? Why is he getting more attention? Why is he that I know is quiet turned out to be a chatty person? Why isn't she as cold as I've seen all this time when I met at a family event? And more and more the others….

Seriate……