I'm Tired, Love Me

Admiral's Secret

Three days have passed and today is the time for Vano to come home. According to doctors, Vano's condition is very good, only Vano must be controlled by his drinking intake.

I decided to keep giving Vano ASI until I was 2 years old but by pumping it up and giving it away in a bottle because I planned to work part-time by drawing illustrations and selling them online,yes I do have a hobby of drawing but I have not played my pencil for a long time because of my busy life and my responsibility to be a mother. Even I have not met my best friend Retno for a long time, we only exchange news through chat or videocall only, because Retno who currently lives in the Capital so that the distance separates us.

I went home with Vano alone because Bagas pamit can not take me home he had to meet this morning accompanied Arlo mas he said.

Arriving home, I put Vano who was asleep during the trip. Then I lay my body on my soft bed

“Finally I feel your tenderness, after 3 days I have to sleep on the sofa” I said while laughing at myself

Ting …. Ting….

There's 3 whatsup messages coming in on my phone

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“Hai”

“Home home?”

“Vano is healthy?”

A message from a phone number I don't know,

“Sorry who is it?” I answered the message

“I'm nobody”

“Only someone who admires you” replied to the message

I try not to care about the message anymore, I don't like people who are too mysterious, and I don't want to get tired of guessing who he is.

I canceled my intention to take a nap, I went out of the room and mcao mbak Sari who was on the front porch cleaning the garden,

“Mbak Sari, later if there is ojol send goods for me please accept yes, and this later give to the driver ojolnya to buy es”

“Good non” said mba Sari while receiving the money I deposited to give tips on ojol driver

I bought an ASI pump through online.

Then I went back to my room and went back to breaking down my body, took my phone and contacted my husband's ignorant Bagas. I called him up to 3 times, but there was no answer, so Bagas he rarely wanted to take calls from me, for various reasons, be it lowbat, meeting, sterilent and various other reasons,not long ago there was a whatsup message coming in from Bagas

Papa

“What's the ma? I still bothered” fill chat Bagas

“Just want ingetin don't forget lunch pa, it's time for lunch” I said attention, no answer but already read, already read, “diread doang not reply dah kayak read aja” newspaper I said to myself then smiled to myself

Tok tok tok tok

“Non”

“Ya mbak Sari? What's up?”

“What non also order food online?” Ask Mbak Sari,

I got up and opened the door

“Why mbak?” I'm confused

“That non no ojol send food to non Rheyna same den Vano” said mbak Sari explained

“Who sent mbak?”

“I don't know non, the bulge is still waiting in front also”

“Owh let me aja mbak who met ojolnya” replied me while smiling at mbak Sari and answered nod mbak Sari

“Iya mas” I said to ojol driver

“This is bu there is a shipment for bu Rheyna and Vano”

“Who are you from mas?” Much

“I do not know ma'am, just the writing is just his phone number” replied the driver ojol explained while giving the package of food

“Owh good mas,how mas?” I asked for the price I had to pay

“Already paid all bu” replied ojol it

“Oh yes, thank ya mas” I said with a smile

“Sama-sama ma'am, I'm sorry bu” said the ojol

I went inside and remembered the phone number, as if I had seen that number, I put the package containing some kind of food and went back to my room to pick up the phone and check the number.

The same number as the mysterious person who sent me the whatsup message earlier.

+6282317898***

“Where do you know my address?”

“Who are you?”

I asked for a little emotion because I felt someone was stalking me.

Ting ting ting ting ting

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“Accepted yes 🙂”

“Eat, you must not have time to cook because you just returned from RS”

“There is porridge for Vano, hopefully he likes it”

“Happy eating”

The answer that made me start to bleed.

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“If you don't tell me who you are, I'll block your number ” I replied in an emotional voice

Some time there was no answer I finally decided to contact the person via telephone

Tuuuttt

“Assalamallaikum” replied saying hello

“Wa’alaikumsalam” my reply that softened instantly, I who was about to evaporate my emotions suddenly softened just by listening to his greetings, his voice was dashing but still soft

“Have eaten his delivery earlier?” Ask

“Who are you?” I asked a little bit

“Hehehehehe, I’m just your secret admirer” replied as he chuckled slightly

My chest immediately thumped, I was like I had heard this voice, but where was it? I racked my brain thinking who he was

“Are you afraid that I might poison you and Vano?” The question then, made me reawaken after a moment of thinking about who the owner of this voice was

“You could have poisoned me, I don't know you, where I know your real intentions

“Hahahaha you are so adorable, how can I poison you, seeing you grieve in the hospital alone I can't, don't think bad about me beautiful” he explained

Waiting for him to see me at the hospital? Is it possible that he paid for all of Vano's inpatient costs?

“What are you paying for my son's entire hospitalization?” Ask to doubt

“eeemmm”

“answer”my phone is starting to get a little frustrating

“I'm sorry, I just want to help you a little bit ” he replied in a slight tone of regret

“Why did you help me?” I'm a lot of people who are starting to soften a little

“Because I have admired you for so long” he replied

“So you still don't want to say what your name is?” I asked who was still trying to find out who he was

“Call me CURRENT “

“What is IT WHEN?” Ask me to wonder

“WHEN I look at you, WHEN I hear your voice, WHEN I look at your smile, WHEN near you hehehe” answered trying to melt the atmosphere

“What’an sih” answered me who accompanied my heartbeat, and cheeks that began to redden in front of the glass

‘Hiks hiks ma..ma..ma...’ Vano is up and calling me.

“Vano looking for you it, suapin use porridge that I sent yes, it is special for toddler”

“Ah yes sorry I closed first, thanks for everything” said I ended this call and put the phone on the dressing table then moved to Vano and carried it.

“Ugh mama's son is up yes,maem yuk nak” I said to Vano and answered with a nod.

I carried Vano and brought him to the dinner table.

“Mbak Sari please in the package there is porridge for Vano, please move it to the bowl Vano yes mbak, and other food please move it to the plate, please,I want to eat after bribing Vano” I explained to mbak Sari

“Iya non” said mbak Sari while bringing the package of food to the kitchen.

Seriate…