I'm Tired, Love Me

Princess

Bagas and I were friends when we were in elementary school, we were reunited at a reunion 4 years ago, when I was in college semester 6.

Bagas was the chairman of the reunion committee. At first I didn't remember Bagas very much, I only remembered his handsome face, but at that time Bagas tried to get close to me because I was sitting alone at the time.

“Hai, you're Rheyna right?” Tanya Bagas tried to get me to talk

“Iya, you....?” I try to remember who is the man in front of me right now

“Bagas, forgot ya Rhey?”

“He..he..he..sorry” I replied while scratching my non-itchy nape.

Our conversation took place very closely, exchanging mobile numbers, until we finally established a relationship.

***

2 months passed after my marriage and Bagas. Unintentionally I turned to a flat object lying on the nightstand, flashing light, inscribed with the words “Princess Calling", Bagas was still asleep when there was an incoming call,I'm confused because there's no usually Mobile Bagas sound and shakes, I'm trying to think Positive, maybe Bagas forgot to activate his tone after a meeting with Big Boss.

From: Princess

So this is gas?

Notifications on Bagas's phone accidentally appeared while I was still staring at the nightstand.

My feelings are flogging, does he have to open Bagas' Cell Phone? Or should he just let it go without knowing who the Princess is? Not without reason, Bagas never told about the Princess and Bagas also never said there was no friend whose woman would call or contact him, not least his coworkers.

Great curiosity made Ku open Bagas Mobile and read the messages there, starting from the message sent by the Princess, I read all the chat between Bagas and Putri. There was no other message I read because the message from the Princess was the only message from the woman on Bagas' phone.

I hold back the tears that have been urgent want to plunge from my eyes, how not to cry if I see the friendly chat of my husband and Princess, Bagas calling Princess with the call “sayang”, and the, The princess often sends sexy photos to Bagas, and other friendly words that hurt Me. I closed Bagas' phone screen and put it back on the nightstand, then I ran to the bathroom and turned on the shower and cried under the water, she said, I want to forget everything I read a few minutes ago, but my heart is already hurting. The man who just married me 2 months had the heart to make out with another woman, the father of the child I am carrying right now had to play heart.

“Yank wake up yuk, you will have to work” I tried to wake Bagas, since married me and Bagas use the word “yank” to call each other.

“Yank let's get up, let's get up late and let's go.” I'm still trying to wake Bagas up, my mind and my heart are very hurt but I have to hold all that up, I want to talk about everything in a good way with Bagas.

“Eeemmmm, yes this yank wants to wake” replied Bagas, his hand while fumbling over the nightstand looking for his phone, after getting his phone Bagas was surprised and confused looking at me.

“What's yank? Take a shower first, I prepared your breakfast first” I passed leave our room and close the door.

I stood behind the door that I deliberately did not close tightly, standing there for a few seconds until I heard a faint sound,

“Sayanggggg, you called me earlier?”

“……..”

“Iya dear sorry I was still sleeping earlier, I took a shower first ya continue to where you”

“……..”

“Don't go to work first, I'll take between”

“……”

“Don't sulk ya babe, miss you”

My tears flowed profusely, I ran to the kitchen and cried there.

30minutes passed finally Bagas out of the room to the dining table, he sat down and was about to have breakfast but his gaze was fixed on my swollen eyes, “yank you were crying? How swollen are his eyes?” Tanya Bagas pitched worried, “oh ndak yank this td nangis because of peeling onions hahahaha” replied me while pretending to laugh, but what happened next was my laughter turned into crying, but,I'm not as strong as I thought, my eyes hurt too much.

“Hikss..

“What's yank? How do you cry gini?” Ask Bagas worried

“Do you love me?” I asked while crying

“What is this question?” Answer Bagas with a tone of confusion

“Is it because of this child that you want to live with me?” While stroking my stomach a little

“Explain what is yank, suddenly you cry and say words that I do not know the direction” said Bagas began to be impatient

“Who's Princess is yank?”

“Pu_daughter? Whose daughter do you mean?” Ask Bagas with a surprised look

“Princess you call dear,Princess you often meet, Princess you want to come soon, or there is still another Princess Princess?” I answered with emotion, describing how my heart hurt

“……”

“Leave me Bagas, I will take care of this child without you, I am still able to raise this child myself” with tears that break I try to strengthen my heart

“Gak Rhey I don't want to leave you and our son” Bagas refused my request

“Who's Princess? What does he mean to you?”

“Putriiii, he was my friend when he was in college, he came back to my life a month before we got married, at first me and he just liked to joke in chat, for a long time we were getting closer, so,when we get married I guess the Princess will stay away from me but no, we are getting closer to this point...” Bagas told the story about the Princess of his phone reads, It was the Princess who called Bagas

“Sayanggg kok long anyway, where are you?” The spoiled voice of the princess echoed in the dining room, where me and Bagas resolved our problems, Bagas meloudspeaker calls from the Princess, who is,

“Put,sorry me yes..” replied Bagas doubtful

“Why the hell baby?” Still with a long voice the Princess asked

“This relationship must end the son, I do not want to lose my wife and child-to-be just because of my momentary feeling to kamu” Bagas trying to break his relationship with the Princess,

“Ha? Are you Ok?” The princess replied in confusion

“My wife already knows our relationship put, I'm sorry all this has to end” said Bagas full of regrets,

“Crazy you gas!” The princess was full of emotion

tuttt tuttt tuttt Putri terminated the telephone connection unilaterally.

“This relationship will never return the same gas” I said with full destruction

“Sorry my kafilafanku yank” Bagas put on a clear face

“I forgive you gas, but all will never come back the same” My words ended our conversation and passed away leaving Bagas and returning to the room.

Seriate…….