I'm Tired, Love Me

I'm Tired, Love Me
The Vano Ku III



I look forward to the results of the blood test that Vano did with anxiety, while holding Vano who was fussy, I was only able to pray that my son be given immediate recovery.


“Child of Giovano Samudra” said medicine part called the name Vano


“Iya mbak my son” said while walking fast


“This is the result, wait for a while yes ma'am after the patient inside the mother can enter sabil show the results of this lab to her doctor” said the medicine officer explained


“Good mbak, thank you”


I waited until the patient in the doctor's office came out, and then I rushed in.


“Good morning doctor” said to doctor Donny


“Again, you haven't healed yet ma'am? It's been tested in the lab, right? Here ma'am I see the results” said doctor Donny asked for the results of Vano's blood test


“Lho bu dengue fever, platelets are very low this bu, immediately taken to the hospital bu” said doctors who were surprised to see the results of Vano's blood test


“Ha? What doctor?” I asked who was suddenly in a daze


“The child of the mother has dengue fever, must immediately get a medical handler at the hospital ma'am, if it is too late to vatal as a result of bu” replied doctor Donny explained patiently because he saw me in shock


“Good doctor, now I take it directly to the hospital” I said, who then stood holding Vano


“Don't panic mom, hopefully it will be handled by her son” said doctor Donny calmed down while handing over Vano's blood test


“Good doctor thank you” said while giving Vano test results and rushed to drive my car to the hospital.


On the way back I tried to contact Bagas, with the concentration I had to share between driving, paying attention to Vano, and contacting Bagas who never got an answer. I finally decided to contact Mbak Sari.


“Assalamualaikum non”


“Wa’alaikumsalam mbak Sari please prepare Vano clothes and my clothes yes, Vano got dengue fever mbak, this is my trip to the hospital, I have a, later mbak Sari I call again at the hospital where I brought Vano” said I explained in a very worried tone


“Ya Allah non kasian den Vano, both non I prepared all the needs” replied mbak Sari who sounded worried


“Mbak Sari I also ask for help mbak Sari bring a change of clothes as well yes, accompany me take care of Vano”


“Good non”


“Mbak please stall the writing on the paper stick on my bathroom door, the writing is ‘pah Vano dengue fever, please contact mama ya pah if you have read this message’ write like that yes mbak, because I contact Bagas can not continue, if you know he came home later” I told mbak Sari to leave a message for Bagas


“Good non”


I hung up the phone with Mbak Sari and refocused my mind on driving and Vano.


Arriving at the hospital, I stopped my car in front of the IGD and carried Vano in,


“Sus please my son is already limp” I said to the guarding nurse


“Why is this his son's mom?” Ask the nurse who came up to me and directed me to put Vano on the bed of the IGD patient


“This lab results sus” I submitted lab results which were then received and read by the nurse, and hurried to leave us


“This bu should be hospitalized immediately yes, because the platelets are already low once”, IGD doctor explained


“Iya doctor please my son” said I weld


“Mother calm first yes, mother takes care of her administration for hospitalization, let the nurse who pasangkan infusion first here” said the doctor again gave instructions


“Good doctor” said I then stood up to the administration section


After taking care of the administration, I returned to the place where Vano had attached the infusion in his hand, my heart returned as if in a pinch of pain once watching a child as small as Vano had to limp helplessly like this.


“Assalamualaikum non” mbak Sari picked up the phone from me quickly


“Wa’alaikumsalam mbak, is everything ready mbak?”


“Non” already


“Ya I ordered a taxi online yes, I am at Pelita Harapan hospital near mbak” house I told the location of the hospital where Vano


“Good non, I wait in front of the house just so fast”


“Iya mbak, yes already if so I order first” said I then hung up the phone connection


After the infusion, about 20 minutes later Vano was moved to the 1st class inpatient room because I asked for it, I wanted my son to be more calm to rest, to sit, even though there was no bed to wait on, and no refrigerator, I could still sleep in a sitting position.


Sari's mother called me when she arrived at the lobby and I told her to go straight to Vano's hospital room, by first telling me what room number and floor Vano was on.


Vano is still very weak, he does not want to eat even drink milk he is only a little. I offered to directly*s* me nor did he want to.


Sari's sister took turns to keep next to Vano with me. I sat on the couch and pumped my ASI because if not in the pump it will seep and make me hot cold and sick at my p*y*d*r. Hope Vano wants to drink it little by little.


“Mbak I order dinner online only yes?” I said to Mbak Sari


“So much non, I follow aja”


“Let's mbak Sari who took it under ya”


“Each non”


After the food we ordered online came, we ate together while keeping Vano who was willing to drink milk even a little. That afternoon Sari brought me some food before she left for the hospital, she cooked me an omelet and also sauteed kale. He said it was the only thing that could be cooked quickly, so that I could keep eating lunch, because he knew I must have forgotten my lunch because I was too panicked about my son's health.


Bagas hasn't called me until tonight, not knowing where he is at the moment. Actually I suspected it, but I always dismissed my bad thoughts. I always tell myself that everything is fine, even if it's not like that. The message I sent was only one tick, the phone I called was always inactive. Really I stayed because I didn't want Vano to grow up with no papa. I want to give a whole family to Vano, just like my parents gave me their full attention.


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