I'm Tired, Love Me

There's a Citan Wandering

“Then I lied dear” he replied while removing the hair that was on my shoulder, I read back word by word written on the sheet of paper, but it was struck with a gentle kiss on my neck and followed by a whisper of “I love you” in my ear.

As I stiffened, there was a strange rumble in my chest, I paused for a moment and was fixated on those words. But before long I woke up to my position and stood up to change seats,

“Yesterday mbak Sari makes a nice cake call low mas, want to try?” my bargain diverts my nervousness

“Now transfer? Kok nervous so” he said with a smile teasing me

“Again there citan roam noon bolong” replied me indifferent “mau gak?” Ask me back

“Boleh, but ya” bribe with his burly body seems less suitable he asked me to bribe him hahaha

“Emang situ baby?” I asked cynically, and walked to the refrigerator to get a piece of the cake

“Mau dong so your baby” start ngacoh deh nih men

“Nih eat first, I want to go to mbak Sari first briefly” thrust lepek containing cake and pass go to mbak Sari's room

“Mbak Sari” call me excited while lifting the map that contains my DIVORCE CERTIFICATE

“What is non?” Tanya mbak Sari saw the map that I still hold

“This mbak” I open the map and close to the front mbak Sari “I have officially separated from the men who do not think I exist mbak” continued me as free from shackles

“Alhadulillah non, happy non sure and believe didean there will be a brighter future, do not repeat the same mistakes, happy self non first new later around non will be happy, do not be happy, except for those who do not like non-happy” clearly seen the look on the face of mbak Sari who joined beaming with the decision letter in my hand

Sari's mobile phone clinked a sign there was an incoming message, glimpsed the message without being opened then his gaze turned to me, his eyes turned to me,

“Non I want to ask permission down for a moment can?” Putting the iron he held

“Why mbak?” My investigation

“Buy sanitary napkin mbak, out of stay I wear this aja”

“Wear have me just want mbak?” Lent

“Wear the brand that irritates me non” mbak Sari give reasons “sewhile non, just buy in minimarket below situ aja kok” connect mbak Sari

“Iya mbak not pa pa pa, I nitip youghurt which usually yes mbak which taste strowberry”

“Any non” mbak Sari rushed to snatch her wallet and sweater

I went back to the TV room and sat on a single couch holding my old laptop while in college. Mas Arlo was busy with his phone. I was looking for references to draw so that when I entered the race my preparation was ripe

“Non, den I say down briefly” pamit mbak Sari

“Let me buy a pack of Safe cigarettes all ya” call mas Arlo make mbak Sari stop

“This money, the same please buy me batagor beside this apartment ya” stand up to mbak Sari and hand over a piece of money a hundred thousands

“The Safe Pack is where is it? What are the cigarettes?” Ask Mbak Sari

“Pak Aman is in the parking lot below, try to find and ask him what cigarette he wants

‘Duh will be long mbak Sari, nih people say the hell use nitip-nitip all’ I speak in my heart. Don't want to just be alone with her in this apartment, afraid of things happening that you want eh! It means things that hahaha doesn't want

“What's it all about?” He was standing behind the sofa I was sitting on

“Kepo really deh” replied I indifferently do not turn my eyes on the 14-inch screen

“Ih jutek very sih” while bending his body close to the side of my head from behind

“Ngapan the hell deket-deket” me who was surprised and tilted my body away from him

“You see what you are looking for there” he replied casually with a view that is still fixed on my laptop screen

“Aduh faran dong mas” slightly push arm mas Arlo

“Nih was far away a lot of nih” he replied as he retreated two steps behind the sofa

“That's so good” I replied while confirming my sitting position back, raising both my legs and sitting cross-legged on the sofa.

While he was back concentrating he suddenly hugged me from behind,

“Mas freelin, lil” ucaapnku truncated

“Sstttttt” he whispered in my ear with the index finger of his left hand he put it in front of my lips which made me go silent for a moment

“If you want to say someone will see, calm down baby, Sari I have asked to buy a little long ago” answer that makes me surprised, with his hand caressing my cheek

“Jadiii..” I turned my head to get angry, but…

Cup cup cup

Three kisses each on the forehead, cheeks and ends in the lips. I had wanted to push him, but with both hands in his hand with just one hand, I clenched my lips and closed them tightly, not wanting all this to continue as it had been. He turned his body towards my front while still sticking his lips together. His eyes looked at me intensely like he was saying what he felt. I looked at him with anger, but it didn't seem to bother him.

Closing my laptop with his right hand, and putting it on a small table next to the sofa, while his left hand still grasped both of my wrists. I shook my head intending to say ‘don't continue’ and he just knitted his eyebrows together and then raised both eyebrows like saying ‘mau what?’.

I was about to lower my legs from the sofa but his legs were instead attached to the front of the sofa and my legs were locked unable to move. Raised my hands up and pushed me against the sofa. Her lips pushed my lips so I looked up. His right hand was playing on my neck which made me round my eyes even more, and he was smiling even more with my angry look, a second later he bit my lip made me open my mouth to scream but it was a mistake that gave him access.

I couldn't resist this temptation, I was a normal human being, all my might breaking free, but the more I tried the more I got stuck.

I looked at her eyes and began to close, enjoying it, and my eyes were hypnotized to follow her eyes and close mine. Letting it all happen somewhere will end.

He stopped his fondling, switched to pecking my forehead and said “Think of all the things that can make you happy”, then switch to peeping both my eyes alternately and say “Don't cry over something worthless”, then switch to tucking my eyes in turns and say <TAG1>Don't cry over something worthless<TAG1>, and ending in both of my cheeks “you know that sweet smile of yours that made me fall in love” she smiled and gently pulled my hand to sit on the long sofa next to her.

“Tell me what are your plans ahead?” With my left hand on my shoulder, and the right hand caressing my cheek, it made me a little awkward.

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