I'm Tired, Love Me
Near But Far
We headed to a grilled fish stall not far from Arlo's mas office,
“Mas I ordered grilled fish with one, rice same warm orange ya” mas Arlo mention the order to the seller and is recognized by the seller “you want to order what love?” He asked while hugging my waist
“I bandeng grilled without thorns aja mas” I said to mas Arlo
“Mas add grilled milkfish without thorns one, shrimp grilled honey sauce one, white rice one” call it on mas seller “drink what dear?” Ask back to me
“Warm orange aja mas” I said later
After ordering, Mas Arlo took my hand to walk to the table at the end of the room that was not too crowded,
“Kok calling dear that is mas?” I saw a protest
“Can't? Don't like? Don't wanna? I love you anyway, you”
“Not so mas, I do not feel good if there are people who know us and know us like this” I said explaining
“Means actually you want me to call dear” her flirt while poking my nose
“It's not like mas” I said while propping my face on my left hand “polek-polek eang soap colek” said I continued with a frown
“Such machinery anyway, hug can?” Ask with an angry face to me
“NOO, can't I'm not a doll” I said while glaring
“Who also said you are a doll, if a doll can reply if kissed” he said slightly whispered in my ear and then laughed because I had pinched his arm
“Eh, Arlo right?” Asked the person behind me, I immediately looked up not daring to look at who greeted him
“Eh Adit right?” Ask mas Arlo while standing back to me “when returned from Germany bro?” He asked, shaking hands with the man called Adit
“New 2 weeks anyway, sorry I used not to come at your wedding, my impromptu scholarship in acc because” their chat continues while occasionally mas Arlo stroked my hair
“Your wife is not welcome to me lo?” Ask his friend to Mas Arlo
“Don't be shy, anyways if you know ntar have a crush again with my wife” he says I'm his wife, duh what the fuck this Arlo mas
Before long our food came, and Arlo's friend finally resigned because the order was also finished in the wrap
“I went back first yes, do not forget to contact me if there is free time so we can chat again” said his friend said goodbye, and only in reply with “oke” only by mas Arlo then back sitting next to me
“So call me darling, now say I'm his wife” I said jutek
“Talk is prayer, and my speech is doaku” he replied lightly
“I do not want to be a second wife, do not want to be a mistress of married men” said I reject the words mas Arlo
“I also do not want to have a wife of two, do not want to keep you, are you not an item” he replied still with his leisure
“Ih nyebelin deh” said I was embarrassed by the greeting to PeDeanku, turning my face to the grilled fish that had called me to put it in my mouth
“Dengerin yes dear, if you want I can make you my only wife” she said looking at me who would not turn to her
“Eat aja deh more delicious than the talk that is not clear” said I cut off the chat about something that I think will never be united
After I finished eating I pulled out my phone to tell Mbak Sari that I would bring grilled fish for dinner mbak Sari and mama, when I was about to put my phone in the bag, my hand in Arlo's hand took my phone, then flipped it
“The screen broke like this is still in use anyway?” Ask
“It can still be used, yes in use ajalah so as not to waste money, must save” said I casually took back my phone and put it in my bag
“Mas added his honey-baked gurami one yes, dapak” said a little loud to the mas seller
“Create Sari?” Ask me Arlo
“Ei what’an nih, I insulted this if this” he said refused my money
“For my meal and the one I wrapped mas” I replied with a smile
“No need, you save it for your other needs, I am still able to treat you millions more times, even the same stacks I can buy if you want” he replied with a smile
“It mbak order” mas said seller deliver parcels containing gourami fish
“Thank you mas” answered me kindly and smiled
“Sama-sama mbak” said the seller returned my smile in a friendly manner
“Don't make me jealous why” said suddenly
“Why’an pack jealously” I said then stood up and stepped leaving the Arlo mas inside
After paying the mas Arlo approached me who was waiting in front of the shop,
“Yuk balik” while stroking my back
During the trip I listened to Alm's song. Chrisye,
Since we met first
I fell in love
even though I know you have an owner
But I can't lie to conscience
I cannot avoid this love
Then let me love you
Or I can just love you
Let me love you
Or I can just love you
Mas Arlo again said that he did not want me to avoid him, and wanted to always be close to me. Without him knowing the closer we are, the further we will be. Maybe our relationships and feelings will be close, but this closeness will create a very long distance later.
“Maybe about a week you can get divorced from Bagas” he said diverting talks
“Iya mas not pa pa, the important thing is all going smoothly aja”
One week is pretty fast, compared to I had to take care of everything myself from the beginning without anyone helping
“Greetings to mama yes, healthy continue to be able to cement his son jutek this so wife Arlo Yudhistira” when I get to the front of the house and I want to go down
“Heeemmm start ngaco again deh ah, I entered if so” I said while carrying a package of fish and my bag
“I love you Rheyna Aurora” said suddenly, leaving me shocked and silent for a few seconds, although this was not the first time she said that, but it always made my heart beat faster
“Thank you, for help and dinner, I went in first Assalamualaikum” said I switched the conversation and immediately got off the car, opened the fence of my mother's house and passed without looking back.
Seriate….
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...healthy always the beloved readers 😘...
