I'm Tired, Love Me

New Home

The day has come, the moment when me and the children have to part with mommy and daddy.

“Mom.” I hugged mommy, as if I didn't want to part.

“Do not grieve dear, we are only separated by distance, and can still visit each other.” Mommy returned my embrace and rubbed my back.

“I'm afraid the kids don't feel at home there mom, they're used to playing with oma and her opa.” I gave you an excuse.

“They just need time to learn baby, later also they will get used to it like Steve used to.” I just nod.

“Yuk yuk sad, later miss your low plane.” Daddy reminded us to leave immediately.

“We're saying mom, dad.” Steve started to say goodbye, then followed by children and mbak Sari.

Children do not know that they will settle in Indonesia, they only know if they will vacation in Indonesia, that is the reason Steve gave to our 3 children.

After we finished our farewell, we headed straight to the airport. Twin is very sticky as the papi, in the car they ask to sit next to the papi. While on the plane, Junior succumbed to the bench next to Mbak Sari, while I was with Rafa, and Lea did not want to part with his papi.

Our trip was relatively smooth, only a few obstacles because it brought a toddler who would be bored to be in a dozen hours plane. Just a little help with some of the toys we brought from Germany, and the rest of them will just watch cartoons.

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When we arrived in Indonesia, Mr. Sono was faithful waiting for us. Mr. Sono and another driver whose car will be filled with all of our luggage which amounted to about 8 suitcases, will not be enough if taken so 1 with our car.

“Lho where are we sir?” I asked Mr. Sono who had just passed our house.

“You're home dong baby.” Steve replied, who was replied with a nod to Mr. Sono and smiled meaningfully.

“But the house has passed dear.” I was looking towards the back.

“Whose house?” Steve asked back.

“That's our home.” I pointed at the house that passed quite far away.

“Owh the home of Mr. Sono baby.”

“Ha? Where do we stay?”

“Ya at home we dong.” Steve can always surprise me, with his decisions sometimes taking me by surprise.

I just kept waiting for Mr. Sono to stop the car I was riding, because there must be something Steve would give me without my knowledge.

Mr. Sono honked in front of the towering fence. The fence opened automatically, and the car drove back towards the front porch of the entrance of the house.

“Our house is baby. Come down.” Steve opened the car door, and carried Lea.

“Why did we move here?” I still can't figure out why Steve chose this huge house.

“Yes because children need more space to grow baby.”

“But, how can Sari and I clean a house this big?”

“Hahahaha, who told you to clean the house anyway baby? Your job is only with me and the kids. Others let the waiter handle everything.” We are still standing at the door of this huge house.

The door opened, and the 4 servants of this house appeared. They smiled and lowered their heads.

“This is Mr. Steve and his wife, Mrs Rheyna. And this is to his three children, Junior, Rafa and Lea.” Mr. Sono introduced us to the 4 maids in this house.

“Welcome ladies and gentlemen, introduce me Fitri, this is Siti, this one is Nana, and this one is Ina.” An older servant introduced himself and to his 3 companions.

“Thank you.” That's all I can answer.

“Come baby we rest first, you must be tired.” Steve took my hand, heading for the huge master room.

“Mbak Sari, please bring the children to his room yes. Mbok Fitri, please take Sari to the children's room, all help her take care of the children yes, I'm the same madam want to rest for a while, I'm tired.” Steve ordered them to take care of the kids.

“Honey, your tumben seems tired?” I've seen Steve lately as tired.

“Iya baby, because of the transfer of the headquarters that made my energy and my mind drained. Not to mention the spoiled twin.” We entered a very spacious main room, with a large bed, a TV that was also very large, there was a large sofa as well.

“Didn't shower first, baby? I prepared the warm water, huh?” I saw Steve just take off his shoes and jacket, and then he laid his body on the bed.

“Do not baby, you are the one who soaks warm water so that his fatigue is gone. I took a nap huh.”

“Ya if so dear.” I opened the bathroom door, there was a special room for the wardrobe and a table to dress up. All my needs are there, Steve is really a caring husband, even the little things he will notice if it concerns his wife and children.

I turned on the warm water and filled the bath, then dripped a few drops of the scent to rilex. Soaking in warm water is very relaxing. After I finished cleaning myself, I changed to using a batik negligee that had been prepared in the closet.

I saw Steve who was fast asleep, and had not changed his clothes. I went back to the dressing room, and took a change of clothes for Steve. I replaced Steve's shirt and pants, he just woke up for a little while then fell asleep again, after thanking me and smiling at me.

I looked at Steve, I looked carefully at every corner of his face, something changed there. His face looked tired, although a smile never disappeared from his lips. He looks thinner than before. ‘Darling, thank you for working hard for me and the kids, thank you for always loving me.’ I spoke to my heart not to disturb Steve's sleep. I stroked Steve's face, and my hand was pulled, wrapped around his chest “I love you baby.” Steve said with his eyes still closed. “Love you too dear.” Answer me and rest my head on the recess of his neck.

Usually if my position is like this, Steve would immediately invite me to exercise without mercy, but I just remember that it has been about 1 month, even Steve did not ask me to serve. I just remembered, because all this time I was too tired with the children, until at bedtime we only talked about Steve's work and children's activities. Maybe that's also why Steve gave me some assistants in this house, so I'm not too tired to take care of everything. I fell asleep next to Steve and hugged him.

Seriate..