I'm Tired, Love Me

Explanation

“Waw RHEYNA AUUUROOORAAA, not expecting to meet here now” that voice surprised me.

I turned around and was very surprised to see this figure,

“Ba Gas”

“Why surprised dear? Didn't expect to see me here?” With a mocking smile

“What do you want?” I am so tired today, it feels complete my suffering to meet this heartless creature

“You owe me an explanation of our divorce dear” he came forward to me and whispered beside my ear

“So your attitude is gas, we are nobody else” amukku

“Let's explain to me who helped you with the divorce until I couldn't appeal” Bagas got angry, pulled my hand forcing me to go along with him

“Hey take your hands off man!” Steve's voice was chasing me

“It's none of your business, it's my business with this woman” Bagas stopped for a moment then pulled me back

“Let me go gas, my hand hurts” I tried to pull my hand and stop my way

“This is just your sick hand, you know how my heart hurts when you receive a lawsuit from me, even you have not heard my explanation” Bagas just keep yelling at me

“Remove your hand from my lover pec*ndang” Steve got emotional, I saw his face flushed under the street lights.

Bagas stopped walking, but his hand was still faithfully grasping my wrist, rather gripping him. He felt slapped when Steve said it, or he was surprised because Steve said that I was his girlfriend, which must be when he stopped and turned his body to face Steve.

Steve looked at me briefly, seeing me trying to release the grip of Bagas' hand, but to no avail.

Bugg Bugg

I was shocked when Steve punched Bagas in the face twice, and Bagas' hand clutches came off. Steve immediately pulled my arm, hiding me behind his tall and burly body.

“Ask an explanation in a good way, never force a woman if she does not want, what else is my lover” the words firmly Steve warned Bagas

“She my wife” Bagas do not accept the reality

“Prove if she's your wife” challenge Steve

“We have divorced gas, even divorce deed I have received” I replied from behind Steve's body

“NO, that's your will not me” Bagas still not accept

“Don't be greedy Bagas, you already have a lover who is about to give birth to your child, let me be happy” I sound like begging with a small fad given the pain of betrayal Bagas gave

Steve pulled my hand from behind his body, took me to his face and drowned my face in his chest, he knew I was crying behind his body.

“What more explanation do you want to hear from him?” Ask Steve in a cold tone

“Many things” replied Bagas still by staring at my back

“Okey, let's talk at the cafe” Steve pointed to a cafe that is usually open until 2 pm

I shook my head in a sign I didn't want to talk to Bagas.

“Listen to me Rhey. Explain everything you want to explain, then we go from there. I will always accompany you, do not be afraid yes” Steve bowed his head to my head that is still attached to his chest, and tried to convince me

“I'm tired of all this Steve” I replied softly

“After this rest, I will take care of you” Steve gave me confidence and I nodded my head in approval.

“Alik” replied Bagas and directly walked in front of us.

Steve grabbed me by the shoulder, just as he had led me out of Arlo's apartment.

“This is our problem, why did you interfere?” Bagas angled Steve's emotions back

“Because this woman is my lover” replied Steve without looking at Bagas “ I will always accompany her” he said with a smile looking at me.

“Wait here for a minute, yes, I ordered a drink for you” Steve asked me for permission, stroked my hand and smiled. I nodded and returned his smile.

“Oh his taste change bule nih now” words that make me lazy

“Because local too many hobby cheats” I replied fiercely

“I'm stuck Rhey” Bagas start berkilah.

I silenced him, neither answering nor responding to him.

“Do not talk about things that are out of line” Steve again insinuated Bagas, and sat next to me. He put two cups of warm drink

“Quickly talk about what you want to know from my lover” Steve broke the silence that had happened between us.

‘Damn this bule pretentious an bully me’ Inner Bagas

“Why are you suing for divorce even I have not given any explanation” the same question as the one he had earlier raised

I bowed, ************ my finger because I remembered again how Bagas betrayed me.

Steve's right hand grabbed me while his left hand took my left hand, raised it and kissed it, I was shocked and turned my eyes towards Steve.

“Explain to him honey, so he doesn't bother you anymore” Steve reminds me to answer Bagas' question. I nodded my head in agreement.

“At first I thought you had changed gas, but since you came home every day I started to get suspicious, but I'm still trying to trust you. When Vano was in the hospital for the first time and I had trouble contacting you, I went to your office but it turns out you didn't get into the office, when you said that you went to the office. Aren't you with that woman gas?” I paused my sentence and asked Bagas to reassure my guess at the time.

“I... i..” he stammeredly answered me

“Your attitude has answered everything gas” with a cynical smile I answered him “At the time Vano was the same, with all the peculiarity I felt it gas. You hid the reddish marks on your chest even I know. As loud as you cover the carcass, finally smelled also” said sarcas.

“Even when Vano died you were not on our side.” I said softly with a condescending smile “You know why papa has a heart attack? Because she was injured, her only daughter she loved was hurt by a man who had impregnated her. The daughter he took care of and never hurt, it was someone else who hurt him. Mama told me everything before she picked up her soul mate. Mama who was hit with the departure of papa and my decision to part with you made her not eager to live and chose to give up. Do you know how hurt I was with all this? Abandoned by my only son, seeing clearly with my own eyes my husband was alone with his mistress who turned out to be pregnant, then my father left me for good and finally my mother followed him. So what do you think makes me have to keep you?” I held back my tears by looking at the roof. Steve's hand caressed my arm and smiled as I turned my gaze to him.

“I still love you Rhey”

“Hahaha hahaha he said he still loves me Steve” I laugh at the stupid words of Bagas

“If he loves you then he won't bring anyone else in the middle of your relationship, even if you're still dating” Steve replied without looking at Bagas, just looking at me and still smiling at me

“Thank you Steve” I smile back at his smile

“Be more responsible for gas, there are your child candidates that you must raise together. I'm just an ex-wife, part of your past. Affirm me, as I sheathe you with her” I say more tenderly

“Steve can we go now? I'm tired” with a slightly pleading voice because my heart and mind are so tired.

“Sorry Mr. Bagas seems like the explanation of my lover is quite clear, let him be happy with his new life, and you with your new life. We excuse” Steve ended our conversation.

He took my hand with his left hand, and his right hand carried our drink which we had not had time to drink.

We passed by leaving the pensive Bagas alone, maybe he regretted his actions, or he was disappointed that I didn't want to go back to him, or he felt humiliated, I don't know for sure about it, but I know my heart feels more relieved because I no longer need to hide to avoid Bagas.

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