I'm Tired, Love Me

Finally

Mommy actually forbade Steve from seeing me, even calling me was forbidden by mommy.

Last night when I fell asleep, I heard outside the room some workers were still standing by to decorate Steve's room, decorate the living room that would be used for the wedding of Steve and I, who were married, as well as a back garden that will be used to entertain several families.

Mommy wouldn't let me out of the room, on the grounds that I had to rest because I had to get up early tomorrow morning to put my makeup on.

Time has shown at 04:00 German time, but my eyes have not been able to be closed. This may not be my first marriage, but I hope it is my last. Although I know, the love for Steve is not yet present, but I am sure with Steve's love I will feel enough. Better to love than to love.

My heart was beating fast, the reason was my first marriage, we only carried out the procession of marriage contracts, although here the marriage contract and reception was only simple, but knowing everything Steve had prepared amazed me.

My eyes finally closed at 5 a.m.

At 06:00 mommy came into my room and woke me up. Very mellow.

“Honey... Let's get up son, it's time to get ready.”

Really I feel each very sleepy, “Can I sleep 10 more minutes mom?” Lick him.

“Surely you have trouble sleeping huh? What time do you sleep, baby?” Ask mommy by wiping my hair.

“It looks like around five mom.” My answer is still with closed eyes, what else coupled with mommy's hand caress makes me want to hug the bolster.

“Eits don't sleep anymore dear. You take a shower first yes, then continue sleeping when in makeup yes son. If it's too late later make up is not maximal low, come on baby.” Mommy seduces.

I finally got up and rushed to the bathroom. When I took a shower, Mommy told the fairies to prepare everything in my room. I was surprised when I finished bathing and only used the bathrobe, it turns out that in my room there were 5 people, 3 women, and 2 men who were nervous. They smiled at me, then led me to lay down on the bed that I knew who was arranging, because when I was living in the bathroom, the bed was still a mess.

One woman was on my feet, tidying her toenails and beautifying them. One man on my hand, in charge of beautifying my fingers. Another woman began to touch my face. I was so nervous and tense, I couldn't even smile.

When mommy went into my room and saw me who was like a stiff mannequin for fear of moving, her laughter spread my tension.

“Why do you look like a statue so anyway dear?” Mommy said as she walked over to me.

“Mom, I'm nervous.” Answer's short.

“Sleep, didn't you feel sleepy son, later when it's done they will wake you.” Mommy very patiently stroked my hair, so that I was not sleep deprived, it did not take long to get into the subconscious.

I don't know how many hours of time passed, I definitely feel no drowsiness like that.

Now it's my hair's turn to be touched by the hands of a professional man to make my hairdo beautiful.

After the hair, make up is done, now it is my turn to wear my dress, with the help of the designer to wear it. The dress I feel is very fitting attached to my body, only I have not had time to see the results of the makeup and hair.

After they had all finished correcting me, mommy who had been faithfully waiting for me, guided my hand towards the mirror. I was surprised to see the look in the mirror.

“Very pretty, right? Steve memillih a very beautiful woman.” Mommy praises me, yes mommy is right they have transformed me into a different woman, I do not deny that this dirismin look I look very beautiful, even I doubt that it is me.

“Please wait here baby, Steve is already downstairs, getting ready to run ijab kabul.” Mommy picks up the TV remote and turns on the TV which turns out to be connected to the camera that is in the marriage certificate room.

Steve with a white coat, and hair that is arranged very neatly, and also his face that sparkles even though he looks nervous. Steve looks really handsome.

After Steve said “I received the marriage and marriage of Rheyna Aurora.....” I who watched her in the room immediately held my breath for fear of Steve being wrong, it turns out that Thank God Steve was able to say it smoothly even though he looked nervous.

Mommy guides me to walk out of my hiding place, and come down to meet the man who has become my husband.

When I went down the stairs, how excited I was to see there was mbak Sari, Miss Yuli, even some of the orphanage sisters were also there including Ranti.

Steve's gaze could not be separated from looking at me, with a sparkling face he approached me at the end of the stairs.

“My prettiest wife.” By asking for my hand and kissing her.

I was so happy, loved by the right man, got a new family, and so good I never thought I was so lucky.

After signing the marriage book, we stood up to take a picture with our marriage book.

Steve hugged me tightly, “Thank you for being my wife. Thank you for accepting my love. Stay by my side, no matter what happens I will always love you.” Which woman will not melt listening to the words of love from the man who loves her.

“Thank you for making me the luckiest woman in the world. Thank you for loving me so much. Thank you for choosing a woman like me, it feels like a dream to be with a man as good as you love.” I read Steve's words, and Steve tightened his arms.

“Already, it seems legitimate hugs do not want to escape that, do not miss me non?” Sari's voice made me let go of Steve's embrace.

“Aaaahhhh mbak Sari, I miss mbak” I hugged mbak Sari.

“Congratulations yes non, be happy non because it is time non just enjoy happiness.” Sari's sister who has been with me, who is like my own family.

“There are many mbak” I still hug Mbak Sari, and shed a few tears.

After giving up longing with Mbak Sari, I approached Ms. Yuli and some of the sisters of the home.

“Mother, thank you for coming.” I hugged Miss Yuli.

“It is precisely the mother who is grateful to you and also your husband, son, has already bothered to bring us here. Congratulations son, may your household always be in the protection of God, and always in the blessings.”

“Aamiin, thank you bu.” My brothers loved me and prayed for my home.

After that the event moved to the back garden, which has presented some typical Indonesian menus, and some European menus.

Seriate..