Chandanas

Chandanas
Kiwi (9)



As the night breeze blows quietly, stretching all the worries and obstacles that are in the heart of every person. Highlight the dim moonlight as a silent witness to the irreplaceable times that are happening all over the earth, all over the country, all over the city, even on the roof of a building where no one understands what's going on there.


Chandana buried her face in Kiran's chest. She was crying five minutes ago. Kiran hugged and stroked her back. Not understanding what made Chandana suddenly sob like this. Kiran repeatedly apologized if it was their kiss that made Chandana feel so sad. Kiran repeatedly expressed regret if Chandana was uncomfortable with what had just happened.


But instead of hitting, snapping, or cursing Kiran, he simply shook his head. That's not why I cry. He brushed aside Kiran's apology with a head-butt while unwilling to reveal why she was now so sad that she sobbed without pause.


Indeed, come to think of it, the kiss was not due to Kiran's will. He regained consciousness and tried to turn away when Chandana suddenly landed her lips on Kiran's. Seriously lo Kiran? It's not time to think about it, anyink! Inner Kiran cursed when she still had time to think about it at a time like this.


Kiran didn't say much. After apologizing and Chandana rejects him, Kiran just keeps quiet while hugging Chandana. Sometimes he peeps at the top of the girl's head. The smell of Chandana's hair is really refreshing, Kiran hesitates to decide what the fruit's scent is, but according to her estimation if it's not wine then strawberries.


The two held on in that position until five minutes had elapsed again so that a total of ten minutes Chandana was crying inside Kiran's arms. Feeling her tears had dried up, Chandana let go of her embrace and then got up to stand up, "Take me home" she said softly without looking at Kiran.


The man nodded then took his sweater that was slapped on this concrete roof, folded it and put it in the bag.


Instead of going downstairs by using the emergency stairs as they had departed, Kiran led Chandana to enter a greenhouse which was also Kiran's father's office. From there they took the elevator to get down to the ground floor. Kiran tries to stare at Chandana several times, but she avoids eye contact with Kiran.


What makes Kiran feel confused is, if this is not because of it, then why? If it wasn't for her fault, then why would Chandana avoid Kiran? Not wanting to make Chandana feel worse, Kiran kept those worries to herself. Maybe it'll be better to talk about it next time. Chandana is better. When the pounding in his heart had been more normal. And when he had been able to slightly forget their first kiss that night.


Kiran walks towards her motorcycle and gives Chandana's helmet to the girl. However, Chandana's face looks red, especially her nose. Several times he pulled snot that almost burst from there. In addition, both Chandana eyes also appear slightly swollen and soft. Maybe because he was crying too much.


Doubtfully, Kiran asked, "You sure it's okay? I'm worried about you."


Chandana shook her head slowly, "My ear goes home."


"If it's a mistake sa-"


"My ear goes home, Kiran," said Chandana cutting Kiran's speech.


In a hurry Kiran got on her bike. Turning on the engine then breezed across the highway after making sure Chandana had sat well behind him.


Along the way, Chandana wrapped her hands around Kiran's stomach. The girl hugged very tightly. A hug that implied his unwillingness to let Kiran off, which Kiran of course was unaware of when all this was happening. In addition, Kiran can also feel clearly if Chandana is now resting her head on her shoulders.



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That night, Kiran was completely confused and happy at the same time. Chandana pushes her away, but the girl also pulls her closer. Kiran does not understand how Chandana can make her feel so desirable but at the same time she also feels rejected.


This time Chandana no longer asked Kiran to lower it in front of the minimarket. The girl asks Kiran to drop her off right in front of a large house located in one of the elite housing complexes. But after seeing all the house lights off, Kiran concluded that Chandana might live alone in this big place. Or maybe he lives together with his father who is still busy working.


"Thank you very much" Chandana took off Kiran's hoodie and reached out to give it to her while avoiding eye contact between them.


Kiran took the hoodie and smiled faintly, "Sama-sama."


"I was mulanh first. See you tomorrow," Kiran smiled knots then spurred her motor to leave the courtyard of Chandana's house.


From his rearview mirror, Kiran can see Chandana entering the mansion with weak steps.


Kiran breathed a heavy sigh. I don't know why he felt there was something wrong with Chandana that night. He felt a bad feeling that came out of nowhere. But Kiran understood very well that the feeling he felt was not just a hunch because all this time everything he felt was always real. Whether good or bad, Kiran believes that it will come soon.


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Roka rubbed her saliva violently while Kiran looked at him with a puffiness, "That's a real whisper!" kiran said furiously because of the actions of Roka who repeatedly voiced snoring.


They are now in the school garden. Kiran was engrossed in reading books while Roka had just woken up from her deep sleep. Because there are still no lessons, there is nothing else they can do at school other than lazing around because the loan and return of books have been completed.


"I'm so sleepy!" Roka was still trying to regain her consciousness when she saw Naya who from a distance was seen waving towards her.


"Buset angel!" Roka screeched as she pointed towards Naya.


Kiran followed the direction that Roka meant and then grieved restrained, "Asem lo!" he whispered as he looked back at the book on his lap.


"Morning!" Naya said hello and sat down in front of the two men.


"But Ayang!" Roka giggled softly as she fixed her uniform.


Kiran glanced at Roka amusedly, then said, "Tumben isn't the same Chandana?"


Naya shook her head softly, "She didn't go to school today."


Kiran closed the book on her lap quickly, "Why?"


"In his letter he was ill. I tried to connect but there was no balesan. Maybe he's resting again" Naya explained.


Kiran nodded in understanding. He was worried about Chandana. He was afraid Chandana was sick because Kiran took him to the roof of the building last night. Maybe the girl had the flu or something.


"What time is the game today?" Naya asked as she looked at Kiran and Roka alternately.


"At noon like that," Kiran shrugged her shoulders. He himself is also not sure because he has not checked his phone at all since yesterday.


"Lo why then? Why is your face so beler?" Naya looked at Roka who was still visibly stoned with her head repeatedly falling forward.


"Semalem he played until dawn" Kiran helped give an answer. He felt confident that Roka would not be able to respond to Naya under these circumstances.


Naya gritted her teeth and walked over and sat right next to Roka. He snapped Roka's head to make the man go up, "Oh Nayyy! What the hell!" roka shouts while holding the top of his head.


"Bandel really lo sayin! Even if there are no lessons, it does not mean you can stay up so late! What if you are sick?" Naya voiced her anger. He worries.


Roka smiled mischievously as she hugged Naya, making Kiran throw away face quickly. Kiran was amazed because Roka did everything but she felt her shame.


Naya pushed Roka's forehead with her index finger, "What the heck! Shame to know!" pekik Naya who also felt ashamed of herself by Roka's actions.


However, now they are in the school area where many students and students are passing by. Naya doesn't mind if Roka hugs her, but she doesn't want her fearless and fierce female image to descend in front of everyone.


"Gue wants to talk to you daft," said Naya while fixing Roka's uniform that looks disheveled.


Lazily, Roka replied, "Judah just talk!"


Naya stomps on Roka's shoes to make it go up, "Aw!"


"Not here!" Naya pulls Roka's hand to get off the park bench.


Reluctantly Roka stood up then said, "But then Bro!"


Kiran nodded slowly, refocusing her attention on the book that had now reopened in her lap.


At first, Kiran read quietly and without interruption. Only the breeze and the rustling of leaves accompanied his silence that morning. Not long after, he felt uncomfortable. Feeling that someone was observing and looking at him, Kiran did not know who or where.


Kiran looked around. There are many students and students who are preoccupied with their respective activities. They all seem focused on what they are doing, nothing looks suspicious. But the feeling that he was being watched really couldn't be ignored.


Kiran looked back, no one at all. Only a big tree stands strong.


Not giving up, Kiran put her book on a park bench then walked slowly to make sure there was nothing behind the tree. Kiran slowly approached. His heart started racing, sweat started dripping through his forehead and neck.


There are only three steps left, inner Kiran. Three more steps and he will be what year or who is behind this tree.


*One


Two*


Kiran took a deep breath as she leapt forward, thinking she would catch someone wet.


Three!


Blank.


It was empty and there was no one behind the tree. Kiran scratched her nape, re-circulating her gaze. He had indeed felt very strange lately because not only this time Kiran felt followed. Maybe two or three times in the last two weeks.


Kiran exhaled softly then walked back towards the park bench as someone pushed her from behind. Kiran staggered forward and mounted the horses and then turned with her legs ready to kick.


"Wow! Bro, you want to kill me?" Roka squealed in shock as she saw Kiran's feet darting towards her and stopped right at the threshold of her handsome face.


Kiran, who was just as surprised, hurriedly lowered her legs, "Sorry, I think you're someone else" Kiran said as she walked forward and sat on a park bench.


Roka frowned not understanding, "Hellooooww! Even if I'm someone else, yakali you pushed temen lo keep kicking face he used horses? Throw that time the teeth are the same as the gums!" Roka Seru.


Naya approves of Roka's words, realizing that Kiran looks panicked. It was as if the man felt someone would harm him.


"Gue felt someone was watching me from earlier. It's not the first one, maybe the second or third one in two weeks. At first I thought it was just my feeling, but it was completely different. I feel like he's really close to me" Kiran explained.


Kiran's expression looked tense as she was afraid that what she had in mind would come true. It's more likely to be related to who did all this. Kiran hoped her guess was wrong. At least before Roka said, "Lo too?"


Roka turned to look at Naya who looked just as surprised, then continued, "I've just had the same conversation! These few days Naya and I feel like someone's been following us, and I don't know who that is."


Kiran. Worries proved. That person is now not only targeting himself but also the people around him. With a trembling Kiran felt her eyes start to water, panic began to run through her heart and mind.


Feeling that she knew what was going to happen, Roka tried to calm Kiran down, "Lo calm down! Kiran, terrorize me! Cool out! Breathe slowly, tariikkkk, throw away... Tariikkk, throw..." Roka tried to guide Kiran.


When he was very panicked and frightened, Kiran was prone to having panic attacks that would make it difficult for him to breathe. Roka had known Kiran for a long time so that at least she could help provide first aid.


On the other hand, Kiran started coughing. His breathing rose and fell while his eyes continued to water, as if something was suffocating his neck and piercing his chest. But with Roka's help, Kiran slowly began to be able to reorganize her breathing. He began to get a breathing rhythm even though he was still coughing.


Naya observed the incident just now in panic. He gripped onto Roka's uniform tightly as this was the first time for him to see Kiran like that.


Roka patted Kiran on the back with one hand while the other held Naya's hand.


Within minutes, Kiran had returned to normal even with a breath that was still wheezing.


Roka looked at Kiran worriedly, "It's not your fault, it's not that we're looking at you. Don't blame yourself and let's face this together. Okay?" Roka patted Kiran on the shoulder, forcing her best friend to nod with a sharp look.


Back then, without them noticing someone was staring at the three from afar. Undoubtedly an awkward grin that cannot be easily interpreted.