Romance Love Kanaya

Obsessions

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Such a huge obsession of wanting to have in one's heart seemed to blind everything. Not hearing the words of truth from those closest to him even though they are his own parents.

It feels so good to be able to get what is part of his obsession, whether it is love of fame, or not, position or many others and all that is formed because of an obsession will certainly be harder and seem to impose.

The term, can be like a stubborn person because they do not want to hear everything that people say. Although it was the truth but to him it was not good words that could be done. But that is the opposite right.

If close always chasing every far will always be restless and after successfully getting it he may be satisfied but still there will be a negative aspect or maybe dependence.

That's what Zein is feeling right now. For three days he had not seen his woman of worship, the woman of color for him. Either it becomes a color or it may be Zein who forces the shedding of color for the idol, Kanaya.

His heart was so overwhelmed with anxiety so great, he kept pacing back and forth without a clear direction. Want to find but he does not know where to go but just want to be quiet he also does not feel at home if waiting too long.

That's his mistake, why must have a taste for a woman who has become the wife of another man. Why can't he put his taste to another woman besides Kanaya.

Zein also does not want the truth, but why the more days it feels bigger and less strong to hold.

Zein realized he was wrong, all the people's words were right that he didn't deserve to do that. The feeling he had would destroy the happiness of others, Zein was very understanding. But Zein can't control all of his taste.

Whether it was truly true love or perhaps just love due to obsession, Zein did not understand. But Zein was most obviously very happy to do all that without having to think of a burden of suffering that others would get because of his actions.

"Well, I'm selfish. And this is my selfishness that I will continue to pursue" he murmured.

His eyes continued to observe the house of Dirga who was still faithfully empty uninhabited. I don't know when the door will open wide and will let him into it.

"Selfhood is based selfishness. And basically I want to have her whole and forever," she looks so determined to take Kanaya from her husband.

A hijab girl came in so happy. His face was glowing and seemed to be intending to enter Kanaya's house.

Zein's eyes also instantly sparkled, from behind a glance like Kanaya. Equally covered clothes were also the same height, only to see him slightly contained.

"Naye," Zein immediately jumped up and ran towards the girl before she opened the gate.

"Naye, where have you been why have you been so long?! Nay!" zein's hand immediately grabbed the girl's arm and almost hugged her if not pushed firmly.

"Who are you! how dare to hold me!" his eyes immediately glared with a face that was already standing straight with anger.

Zein also rounds his eyes after he finds out he's wrong, which he stops opening up to Kanaya but either he doesn't know her himself.

"I should ask you, who are you? you are pecking at this house! or are you a thief?" the charges were directly leveled at Zein.

"Every day I see you hanging around here, what do you mean exactly, huh!" it turned out that not only once did he find out Zein continued there but every day!

Who is this girl to the point that she continues to be there?

Muna Az-zahra's. Yeah! she is Muna. The cousin Dirga asked to stay in his house for a few days while Dirga and Kanaya were away.

"Sa_my.." did not want Zein to continue his words he preferred to run and avoid Muna who was so much talk.

"Hey! where are you going! look out until I see you coming again! I'll report it to the police station!" shouted Muna which of course there is a threat.

"Actually who he is, and what his purpose is to come here, is suspicious" Muna muttered.

After being unseen again Zein who had escaped Muna rushed in, she was very tired from coming home from college.

"Rest first while waiting for Dirga mas to come home." back Muna muttered.

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The more careless Zein is at this time, has not met Kanaya he instead met a fierce girl is also very chatty.

"Sial, instead of meeting with Naye instead met the cup*ng fish, small fierce again. Exactly!"

On the way Zein just kept grumbling because he was so unlucky now he won't be easy to go back there. If caught he could actually be caught by the police.

"A girl like that is terrible. The threat will always be proven. Now how should I? where to find Naye?"

Confused yourself right now you are Zein? so look for those who are single do not let your people embrace. Your intentions are wrong must be what you get will also not be appropriate.

"Naye, where are you really?" added again.

With a motorbike that has entered the urban road he is still upset. Obviously he would be very upset and it was because of his own actions.

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Seriate....