Romance Love Kanaya

Accepts

'I should have followed my heart, not my mind. But how can it be? I can't even hear what my heart is saying. Choose for me the right path, if this is wrong then fail. If you still can't believe that this is your will.'

#Kanaya Setya Ningrum

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"Cie cie cie! the one who was lamar, then again rose the guarantee," Arifin teased Kanaya when the two entered. While Dirga had already left Tejo's wak residence and intended to invite his parents to propose to Kanaya seriously.

It was so impatient for Dirga to immediately have Kanaya so that he predicted he would have a wedding one more week. I don't know what kind of marriage will happen because it only does one week of preparation.

Arifin continued to tease Kanaya while the seduced continued to be indifferent.

Kanaya's heart was still struggling with all the circumstances. Why would he accept it?

Even Kanaya herself did not understand. His little heart felt so claustrophobic, so painful but his mind seemed to shut that feeling down.

"Cie cie cie cie," again Arifin seduces Kanaya and finally Kanaya stops the step.

"What the hell, Mom! if Mas Arifin also really wants marriage do not need to tempt Aya. Aya tau, actually Mas Arifin is also very eager to marry right!" courage from where to Kanaya calls out such a voice to Arifin. Usually he will always be quiet and afraid of anything Arifin says, but this?

"You why? if you want to be a bride, you can not be angry, pamali!" Arifin stamped Kanaya's nose with anxiety, of course, the master will immediately protest at him.

"Mas!" his face dodged quickly even though it was too late, while his hands were also raised to flick Arifin's hands.

"Yes yes!" finally Arifin released his own hand he also directly drove out of the house. Kanaya immediately ran into the room.

What's wrong with me?

That's the question of Kanaya now. Sitting limp on his bed, grabbing a pillow and holding it.

Kanaya's mind was so stifled, her heart felt full and crowded. No words can come out and only her tears have come out without excuse.

Why is it that between his conscience and his mind is not at all the same, the two fight each other and call for their opinions. Makes Kanaya more dizzy.

His mind was contaminated with Dirga so that there was not a small place about Yuan that had always existed and continued to try to make him happy.

The shadow of Dirga's face, her smile as well as all of her frowny behavior continued to spin in Kanaya's head like a cassette that was played continuously.

Hiding where are the memories as well as the expectations about the current Yuan?

So fast and felt very easy Dirga to replace the position of Yuan in him.

Kanaya is like a dazed person, unable to think properly, unable to make decisions with the heart. All were answered without permission.

Who made it like this?

Of course the culprit is Dirga Gantara who is so crazy and so obsessed with wanting to have it.

"Astaghfirullah pas 'azim, '" in the rubbing of tears that continue to flow. Kanaya's body collapsed just like that on the mattress, slowly her eyes closed.

'May God prepare the best destiny for us huh, Ayya.'

Yuan's voice echoed loudly from his conscience and passed through the narrow passages that had been fulfilled with Dirga Gantara. Looking for a way out and wanting to resuscitate Kanaya who was like a dazed person.

"Kang Yuan!" Kanaya was aghast, she opened her eyes and immediately sat down with wide eyes. It turned out that screams from his conscience to also in his mind.

Kanaya was glued in silence a thousand words. His facial expression was really like it wasn't Kanaya just a moment ago when Dirga hadn't arrived yet.

"Geeh!" kanaya screams feeling very dizzy.

His heart kept forcing him to remember Yuan but the other members of his mind refused and kept him closed.

What dirga had given him so much that he became like this.

Kanaya didn't think that far, all she had in mind was that she was so happy that she would soon rise to the fold with Dirga. Yet in his conscience is screaming and only tears that continue to come out without an explanation.

"Yes!" call wak Tejo.

Kanaya who was bowing in her seat regained her senses. He sat up straight and quickly replied.

"Start, Wak!" kanaya replied, screaming too.

"Here's a minute, Nduk!" Tejo's wak voice was so sedayu-dayu as if full of affection is not as usual that is always rough. Not only did Kanaya change, even Tejo's wak was the same.

"Yes, Wak!" Kanaya quickly wiped away her tears, running out to approach Tejo's wak calling out. Looks like there's something to talk about.

"Here sat down," wak Tejo patted the place next to him asking Kanaya to sit there. In the middle between Tejo wak also wak Ami.

Slowly Kanaya sat down, she lowered her head as her two wak_ looked at her.

"Yes, are you sure you have accepted Dirga and will marry her?" so soft wak Ami spoke.

She was the second woman after my mother who really made me happy. A sincere woman is like a mother. Also the woman who continues the struggle of mother to make me better again.

"Kenopo asked like that, Mom. Aya herself said she was ready. He has also received it" said Wak Tejo did not accept with the question wak Ami.

"What the hell, sir. I just want to hear it from Kanaya. When he says ready in front of me I will be sincere. I will also definitely support him," the two instead wanted to argue with themselves over this matter.

"My, answer, Ayy! don't change your answer. Opo wak will be humiliated later," again Tejo wak voice as usual. Always rude and also full of emphasis.

"How, Ayy. Do you really accept it, ask again wak Ami.

I kept picking up the words that would be my answer. The doubt is so great in my heart. But all of a sudden...

"I accept it" I replied spontaneously. I don't know where those words came from but they obviously just came out of my mouth.

Wak Ami was silent in disbelief, while Wak Tejo smiled happily.

"That's it, Mom. Kanaya had already accepted it," said wak Tejo in accompaniment with a smile.

"Alright if you have accepted it. There's nothing you can do if it's your decision. May you not make a mistake and your decision will not make you regret it later."

The words of Ami were just like the wind in Kanaya's ear, just passing by, passing by without stopping first. Not as usual who always heard and digested well, but this time all there is nothing in the bubris.

"Maybe tomorrow a new Dirga comes, Mommy. And we have to prepare everything" said Wak Tejo.

"Hem," wak Ami nodded. If it is like this, only prayer and blessing can be given to Kanaya.

'May you always be happy, Ayya. Wherever you are and with whoever you are side by side, Wak Ami's inner self.

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