
'Why do I love him so much. Why O God! To the point that I can't take away all the memories with her even though I belong to someone else. Forgive me for loving her so much and for sure hurting your heart, sorry.'
#Kanaya Setya Ningrum
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It's not true how Kanaya is. For the sake of wanting to meet with Yuan in having lied to Dirga that he wanted to go to the tomb of his parents for a while. Even Dirga who intends to follow Kanaya is not allowed.
With a hasty step Kanaya so rushed to the garden. He is not alone, because there is Hani who accompanies him.
"Yes, are you sure that Mr Dirga won't get angry?" Ask Hani who is so worried. Hani does not know the true personality of Dirga, Kanaya also has not. He was just too afraid that Dirga would be furious if he found out Kanaya had lied to him.
"I don't know, Han! That's why we have to be quick. We must get there immediately before Mr. Dirga realizes it," replied Kanaya who was so hurried.
Actually he was scared too, but this was the last resort. He wasn't sure Dirga would give permission if the reason was to meet with Yuan.
"But I'm so scared, Aya," With disordered breathing as Hani continues to run, she still takes the time to talk, as well as Kanaya.
"Same, Han! Actually I was also very scared," Kanaya replied without looking over. Just imagine Kanaya was already very afraid, what if she really got caught by Dirga. I don't know what's gonna happen to him.
Until both of them arrived in the garden which became their destination. Kanaya or Hani immediately rushed to the end of the garden, there would be the clear Yuan house was even all the movements of the people were also very clear.
Kanaya was so anxious to wait, she was already impatiently waiting for Yuan's arrival when she herself was unsure of his presence. But, hopefully Yuan will come.
"No, did Kang Yuan not come home? Han, you told Kang Yuan about my marriage?" Kanaya.
Hani continued to link her hands together, she lowered her head as she realized she had never contacted Yuan at all and told him everything. All of that happened because his phone was confiscated by Arifin before he managed to contact Yuan.
"Huhn?" Kanaya approached, she found out Hani's unease, "what's wrong, you contacted kang Yuan right?"
"Ma_sorry, Aya. I_I can't reach him." Answer Hani limp.
Just as limp as Hani Kanaya is also the same. He was very steady to come to the garden because he thought Hani had told him and surely Yuan would come. But turns?
Kanaya is wrong for not asking Hani first. Maybe he was so eager to see Yuan, but in reality everything was not as beautiful as what he wanted.
"Be_means kang Yuan won't come dong?" Kanaya's gaze was so focused round towards Hani. His heart felt so slashed right now that he finally cried.
"Ma_sorry, Aya. All of this is not my will. But it was Mas Arifin who threatened me. Even now my phone hasn't been returned."
So honest Hani to Kanaya, indeed from the past there has never been a cover-up with Kanaya or Wati.
Kanaya turned her body limp, seeing Yuan's sturdy house standing like waving and wanting Kanaya to come. But it's not possible. Everyone would scorn her if Kanaya went to Yuan's house after she had become Dirga's wife.
"Kang Yuan, forgive Kanaya," he said, continuing to sob.
Hani was silent in guilt. He can't help his best friend, can't help anything even until Kanaya belongs to someone else he knows isn't who Kanaya expected.
Kanaya sat down. But fortunately Kanaya wrote the words on a piece of paper.
"Han, please give this to Kang Yuan when he comes back huh. Please apologize to me as well because I can't wait for him. But rest assured, there will be no one who can replace Kang Yuan's position in Kanaya's heart," Kanaya thrust out a small white envelope. It looks just an ordinary envelope but it is actually the outpouring of the heart of a Kanaya Setya Ningrum.
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After Kanaya Dirga's departure was so unsettled, she felt very curious about Kanaya saying she wanted to go to her parents' grave. It was impossible for him to go there but did not allow himself to come along.
Curiosity that makes Dirga follow Kanaya secretly certainly accompanied by Arifin who knows more about the ins and outs of the area.
"Or maybe he?" Arifin said that makes Dirga confused because Arifin did not explain properly.
"Maybe?" Dirga repeated Arifin's words with a frowning face confused.
"Follow me!" Arifin ran and Dirga ran after him.
Indeed, the distance is very far if by walking alone, but it will be very fast if by driving a car and they drive a car at that time.
Not long arrive in the garden that became the place where Kanaya and Hani exist now. Dirga or Arifin both rushed to quickly make sure whether or not Kanaya was there.
It turned out that the two of them could see her the girl sitting at the end of the garden facing towards the village of Ambung. One continued to comfort while the other continued to cry.
"I'm sorry, Kang. Aya is guilty of not being able to keep a promise." Kanaya.
"Han, why is my destiny like this" Kanaya's heartache is so great. She loves Yuan so much but why is she now married to Dirga and is tied up so strongly and not easy to escape.
Even Kanaya herself didn't know, she was very far away from Dirga at first but now she can't even get away from him. In his heart was Dirga. Whether it was love, or perhaps only because of the influence of the mahabbah that Kanaya did not understand.
"I love kang Yuan, Han. But I don't understand why I can take it," The words were off Kanaya's lips. Which with that word fosters a anger of Dirga.
"Kanaya!!" Shouted Dirga so loudly. Shocking Kanaya, Hani even Arifin who was next to her was also very surprised.
Kanaya turned her head in fear, her body instantly trembling violently.
"Tu_lord Dirga?" Kanaya stood up with a trembling body as well as eyes that did not dare to look at Dirga. How the face full of anger Dirga, also how his eyes that have reddened Kanaya do not know all that.
"Is it worth you to marry me but you love someone else, Naya!" Excited Dirga with a step so fast approaching Kanaya.
"Ti..." Not even Kanaya finished her words Dirga had already forcibly pulled her hand.
"Follow!!" Dirga dragged Kanaya down mercilessly, pulling violently and ignoring Kanaya who stepped in distress as well as her hands in pain from being clutched by Dirga violently.
"Master, don't force Kanaya!" Shouted Hani, he wanted to chase but was stopped by Arifin.
"What kind of friend are you. All this because of you. If you don't pump Kanaya her husband won't be mad at her. Now you are satisfied! Is this really your goal to destroy their marriage!" Accuse Arut of sadism.
"No, Mas. Hani had no intention of doing that!" Hani tries to brave Arifin.
"Don't interfere again with their business. Until their marriage is broken then you will bear the penalty!" Arifin's index finger was standing in front of Hani's face marked she was not messing with his words.
Arifin just left with anger too. He was afraid that Kanaya's marriage was also messy.
Hani was sitting limp on the grass in the garden, staring at Arifin's back which was getting further away. Even Dirga as well as Kanaya are no longer visible now.
"O Allah, take care of Kanaya. Don't let Mr. Dirga do anything bad to him" Hani said.
"Han, are you here? Where is Kanaya?" The voice of the person who was waiting for his arrival now Hani heard. Yuan came after Kanaya left.
Truly, fate was not on the side for the two of them to meet.
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