Romance Love Kanaya

Canggung Atmosphere

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"Daniy!!" kanaya shouted so excitedly as she was about to enter Hani's house. He was really looking forward to meeting his best friend.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Han. ni.." Kanaya's words faltered as her eyes saw Yuan sitting in the living room with Hani.

The two turned their heads simultaneously with their hands carrying their respective cups for them to drink the contents.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," not only Kanaya who was shocked was also glued to silence on the spot but Hani was also Yuan the same. They looked at Kanaya in silence.

It was unthinkable for Kanaya that she would meet Yuan this soon. He was still not ready to meet, he immediately hesitated to enter further and further.

If he could he'd back off and come back out but he couldn't. His legs seemed unable to move either forward or backward.

"Yes," Slowly Hani put down the cup he was carrying, he turned his head towards Yuan as well to Kanaya in turn.

Now Hani is confused, what should he do. There was no way Hani would hinder Kanaya from entering and not allow Kanaya to meet with Yuan. But Hani also hesitates that Kanaya comes in and comes face to face with Yuan.

What if Dirga catches up and he'll find out. Will he be angry like that? Of course Hani is very confused but also very scared.

While Kanaya as well Yuan was still looking at each other. This was their first meeting after Kanaya got married.

Had it been, they would have been so happy and excited to meet like this but now? they were so far away even though they were close.

His heart is still close, the distance of the body is also close but the distance of millions of hopes will become a mahram is now very far and will not be possible.

Their heart kept working like it used to, its heart was still the same giving a very strong vibe. Not much has changed, but it has diminished.

why must now, why must be found again when they are both trying hard to forget each other.

Burying each other deep in a dream that was once knitted together.

Yuan stood up, he wanted to step up to approach Kanaya. His longing was so great that finally his two eyes drained the holy water without his will.

Likewise with Kanaya, her tears also flow along with the eyes that still continue to stare.

The room became so quiet, there was no sound except the breath and the beating of the heart that only they themselves heard.

"Ay," one step started by Yuan, but he retreated again due to Dirga's arrival.

Wanting Yuan to shout seeing all this, it still feels unable to see Kanaya especially now that it has been embraced by men who hold the status of her husband.

"Nay, why?" ask Dirga and resuscitate Kanaya.

Quickly Kanaya wiped away her own tears as well as Yuan who was now back in retreat.

Really, a very sad atmosphere.

"Are you okay?" ask Dirga.

"Hem," just a small smile that Kanaya let out was also very heavy and difficult.

Dirga knows very well, it's not easy for Kanaya or Yuan. And because this also makes Dirga's guilt increasingly back and bigger.

'Astaghfirullah hal azim. Sorry, I'm God. With what I can make amends, will this guilt never be lost in me at any time?' the inner Dirga is also sliced by this situation.

If time could be turned back, Dirga would never do any of this and would never want to get to know Kanaya. But how else, he can't do that.

'Forgive me, Nay. I'm sorry, Yuan. I'm sorry if it's possible to forgive, ' Dirga just kept on with her lips trying to put out her smile.

Things got very awkward, everyone fell silent and nobody spoke.

"Yes, Dirga, let's go in" and it was Hani who broke the silence between them all.

"Hem," Dirga nodded as well as Kanaya who was so slow.

Dirga continued to embrace Kanaya to enter Dirga know Kanaya is very heavy to return to face Yuan. The three of them sat quietly while Hani took him to the back and intended to make a drink for Kanaya as well as Dirga.

Before long Hani came back out with a tray containing two cups. He's an allotment for Kanaya as well as Dirga of course.

"Please drink, Ay, Mas Dirga," so polite Hani said even though he still followed awkwardly.

"Thank you, Han," Dirga replied while Kanaya just kept her head down. He was confused, he was nervous about what he would do and what he would talk about.

Though the initial intention he wanted to meet with Hani, wanted to let go of his longing but did not know there was Yuan there and now there was a very awkward situation like this.

A moment of silence Yuan opened his voice.

"A_Yes. Congratulations on your marriage. Sorry Akang couldn't be present then," slightly shaking Yuan's voice but still coming out perfectly.

"The people pray that it will last and and happiness is always bestowed on your household as well as Dirga," he added.

"Mas, please take care of my sister huh. Happy for him" he said again.

Whereas Yuan always patented Kanaya as his future wife but now the position has changed to a younger brother. Yeah! maybe it was the best relationship for them. Because Yuan as well as Kanaya was already like a brother sister.

"I will always be happy. Don't worry, your sister will always be happy with me. And I'll make sure of that" replied Dirga who was also in an awkward voice.

For the sake of keeping the feeling of Yuan Dirga releasing her arms to Kanaya. There is nothing wrong with Dirga doing that because Kanaya is his wife and always will be. But no!

Dirga would not show his affection with Kanaya let alone in front of Yuan like this.

No more chatter that is so important, no joke also happened. Everyone was silent in their minds.

'Forgive Aya, Kang. Aya was guilty, ' Inner Kanaya who was so sorry.

'Alhamdulillah, it seems like Dirga really tried hard to make you happy, Ay. Akang was happy to see it. I pray you will be happy with him. Don't you think about me here, let me bear all this pain myself. You don't, ' Inner Yuan once glanced at Kanaya who kept silent without a word.

While outside, precisely in front of the window there was a look of annoyance, an interesting spectacle that he hoped would not be accomplished. Who else if not Arifin.

"Sucks. Why did it even become like this anyway? not fun, just go home," grunted himself.

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