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'My night is empty of you, my night is so crowded with hope and prayers about you. Downstream the wind bears witness as these eyes look at the sky carving a beautiful smile on your face. Keep smiling, even if I can't see it.'
#Kanaya Setya Ningrum
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Pensively pensive the five fingers after carving out a few sentences on the white paper. There are several sentences that represent the expression of the heart that is marked by longing by being represented by deep black ink from a black pen.
Sitting in an old chair whose base is also damaged and the wood is also worn out. Facing the night yard through cracked glass that can be destroyed at any time. Maybe it can be called like that, because out there can be seen stretches of sky that emit light in the form of stars.
Among the sparkling stars above there is a radiance that seems to carve a face of a person who is missed. His face smiled lovingly, imprinted in the foam of memories that deliberately wanted to be held do not want to be released.
His face as well as his smile really made Kanaya able to attract a smile without awareness. But this happiness is always swayed by the rogue wind that carries a cloud that covers beauty.
"How are you doing there? I'm in good health, right?" Eyes continued to look at the distant glass of the sky that slowly began to close.
"Tonight the wind felt different from yesterday. Did I leave something to him? Or is it just a smile that I send?"
"The heart feels knocked, could it be that I called. Or maybe I miss me?"
A heart that had been held in a great longing made Kanaya think so. Though what he said was indeed the real thing, the lover of his heart misses him a lot and repeatedly reviews the smile when he remembers it.
The hope stalls are again written on a sheet of paper from a yellow diary book. Occasionally the hand stops moving when the memory knits again hoping for a desire that appears in his heart.
There is never an expression of love, but true love is in the hearts of both. Mutual feelings, mutual laughter, also sometimes crying each other because of what is experienced by each other even though the eyes do not whistle each other face to face.
"Oh, I haven't slept yet. It's night already!" The cries from inside the room startled the daydreams of Kanaya. The sound of Wak Ami is always full of softness.
"Teacher, Yes! I have to get up early tomorrow!" It is different from Wak Tejo. His speech log was a little rough a little snapping which instantly made Kanaya feel scared.
"She_yes, Wak!" Kanaya's answer was a little harsh. But there are nervous people who control it. More inclined to fear.
"Don't forget to turn off the lights!" Excited again Tejo wak.
"Yes, Wak."
Slip the pen in the diary book that has been closed first. As if still not willing because in fact there are still so many hope temples that are still running around in his head.
But what is Kanaya. He's just a nephew, only a conscious life is always a hassle. Kanaya immediately moved, turned off the lights and went to her own room next to her son's room.
Maybe it's time to pick up a dream. Who knows, the person he misses will be present in his dream world as well.
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"Kanaya!" The shout was so jarring like it pierced Kanaya's sense of hearing. The voice that Kanaya had always feared. Wak Tejo called him.
"What's up, Wak?" Kanaya asked with breath for irregularity.
"This, Wak wants to go to the market first mumpung still morning. Don't forget to feed the chicken to the goat. After that you help Wak you metik chilli, it seems a lot of fear not finished later." Declared.
"Yes, Wak." Kanaya nodded.
Wak Tejo immediately finished his coffee which stayed a little. Leave the sandpaper that settles. Kanaya was still standing in place until finally his wak_ moved to leave.
"Ojo lali!" The last warning before Tejo's time actually went from the front of Kanaya.
"Yes, Wak." Kanaya nodded. After the departure of the wak Tejo Kanaya cleaned all the dirty glasses, put them in the bucket and he returned with the job that he had left.
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The garden looks very large. The redness of cayenne pepper is so beautiful in view making the hand also want to quickly pluck it after the eyes see.
Kanaya set out on her own there was no Arifin with her. Both of them do what they should.
"Yes, when is rabbi's arep? (When do you want to get married?)" Ask an adult male who is old and is very suitable for marriage. He is Arifin, the son of Wak Tejo and wak Ami.
"I don't know, Mom. Only God knows." Kanaya replied as her hands continued to move picking the chili that was in front of her.
"You should get married this year, Aya. Otherwise I'll marry you myself!"
"Opo anyway, Mas. Where can Mas Arifin marry Kanaya. And Kanaya herself is also a retail rack when Aya's soul mate will come!" Kanaya Protest.
"At opo, Toh." Kanaya and Arifin turned their heads as the voice came out from Ami's wake.
"It's not opo-opo, Mom." Arifin replied. There was no way she would say that she urged Kanaya to get married soon. Who else wants to marry? The person Kanaya dreamed of marrying still needs two more years. Not to mention the others, it might still take time
"Oh, kirain on the opo talk, really serious." Wak Ami follow began to be busy picking cayenne pepper that is ripe.
While Kanaya was silent, she did not want to answer because she also continued to be glared at by Arifin. Don't let Kanaya in anything like Arifin. Kanaya thought so scared.
"Yo, hurry up a little methiknya later to noon."
Kanaya's hand moved even faster, she was used to picking so it would be very fast.
Kanaya glanced at Arifin for a moment, she instantly turned her gaze back because Arifin grinned. I don't know what that guy meant.
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