Romance Love Kanaya

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'A destiny that never goes along with a hope. I love her, but fate brings others to be mine. O Allah, give me sincerity to accept your destiny.'

#Kanaya Setya Ningrum

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Sit alone in the room. Leaning his back and folding both legs and hugging him, that's what Kanaya is doing right now.

Quiet yourself with meaningless daydreams. The screams of the heart were also as if he did not hear and feel, all he continued to ignore. His mind was empty and could not work properly. At the cross of two sweet memories always fade away and disappear like the wind.

Istighfar who was always chanted on his tiny lips as if unable to seep into his heart. His soul is sometimes empty despite repeatedly filling it with all the good memories or good wishes he wants.

Slowly, only tears are suddenly coming out of the eye. Dampened her cheeks until it dripped over the black-colored skirt she was currently wearing.

"Emak, father, Ayya misses!" only that scream could escape his lips. On the sidelines of the istighfar that continues to be spoken.

A great longing for his parents. There is no longer a longing for others that cannot be had. The longing broke up after no more news from him even the friend did not come to show himself ahead of the most historic day for Kanaya.

"Kang Yuan, Hani, Wati, do you really hate me and don't want to be my best friend anymore?" negative thoughts are present in his mind. I don't know what the real reason why it's all invisible.

It all seems to leave him alone. No one accompanies even no one to say a word to give spirit or just smile say hello. Really, his heart was very fragile in the absence of those he had so much hope for his presence.

Kanaya's back is getting sobbing. The night was quiet even though it was so crowded out there with people preparing everything for their wedding tomorrow.

Already from that moment she thought she had fallen asleep but in fact, Kanaya was completely unable to close her eyes. He was so scared, agitated in wishful thinking that he wanted to forget for a moment.

Along with her empty wishful thinking Kanaya slowly spread her body, hugging the other pillow very tightly.

"Father, Mother, Aya wants to come with you alone," the words were so heartbreaking to herself. The longer it is not the more sleepy but even bright but poignant because of the tears that never stop.

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Munchies. Restless, without knowing the reason happened to Yuan at the moment. In the late night he still could not sleep, but he was also very tired because of his activities.

From earlier Yuan just went in and out of the boarding houses, it was unclear what happened to him but he could not sleep.

Yuan stood in front of the hostel, looking up at the sky that was so pitch-black and there were no stars at all, not even the moon at all. Where are they all?

"Yesterday Hani called me fifteen times, and now I can't call. What's really going on, what's going on?" his thoughts were directed at Hani's call yesterday.

Given that Yuan was getting more and more unwell of his mind. It was as if he felt that something bad was happening.

"I'll be home tomorrow. Otherwise, I wouldn't have known what had happened" he murmured.

"O Allah, do not let evil happen to those closest to me, do not let my loved ones be sad let alone shed tears. Keep them from things that are not good," he hoped sincerely from the bottom of his heart.

The increasingly painful cold made Yuan decide to go into the boarding house, he wanted to try again to sleep who knew he would be able to close his eyes.

Yuan laid down his body slowly next to Angga put his hand on his forehead and it looked like he was so very thinking, whereas he himself was at a loss as to what he would think at this moment.

"Astaghfirullah thing 'azim, what is this?" Yuan turned to tilt making his own hand a pillow. Really, he wasn't feeling calm at all at the moment.

Shalawat also istighfar kept alternating out of his mouth. Making himself comfortable until finally slowly he could close his eyes after a long time.

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Some Dirga families also came all Buntar villagers also came to witness the most sacred event. Kyai Achmad has also arrived.

Although not too fancy show, but very festive.

Hani or Wati did not come, for some reason, but Kanaya did not know. Many times he turned to look for his two best friends, still he could not find them.

Kanaya was completely alone, no one accompanied her. Kanaya was lonely because no one came.

Kanaya does not want to be made-up so excessive, only simple makeup that still does not cover how his real face. Even Kanaya does not want to be added artificial eyebrows, that's what she wants.

White style made from embroidery, white hijab, white scarf that dangles long behind also roncean jasmine that reaches the stomach and also the bando of jasmine that is added with a silver-colored crown. That's what Kanaya was wearing. Just simple.

Even though only simple makeup and simple clothes still make Kanaya look so beautiful. The bride's aura is so radiant, even the smell of jasmine is also so bright as to hit the passing noses.

Kanaya continued to wait in the room, while outside the event had already started and Kanaya had clearly heard her voice.

Kanaya's body was so trembling, her heart was the same. While his heart continued to beat in erratic agitation.

"Qobiltu Nikahaha wa Tazwijaha Kanaya Setya Ningrum bint Rahmah alal Mahril Madzkuur wa Radhiitu bihi, Wallahu Waliyut Taufiq."

"Well!" exclaim pak penghulu.

"Well!" answer all the witnesses in unison, even all who came also exclaimed with great happiness.

Flowing_lah Kanaya tears at this time, change_lah now status to be a wife of a Dirga Gantara.

Someone he never knew and never wanted to know before. A man she did not imagine would be her husband.

Destiny is so sweet-sweet bitter to Kanaya. He loved another man, expecting another man to be a priest for him but it turned out that God was destined to be another man.

Kanaya sniffled alone in the room. Either a happy cry or indeed a cry that comes because of a wound.

Kanaya changed the tissue in her hand that was wet with tears. She kept her head down until she didn't see the coming of the man who was now legally her husband, huh! Dirga was in front of him now.

Dirga took a handkerchief from her white coat she knelt before Kanaya and slowly swept Kanaya's tears. Clearly, it made Kanaya instantly raise her face and look at him.

Dirga smiled as her hands moved to dry Kanaya's tears. Dirga continued to do so because Kanaya also let him.

"Crying may be, but just as necessary. Don't exaggerate. It won't be good in the end" Dirga said very gently."

"Ma_sorry," Kanaya answered and Dirga just smiled.

"Sa_I just miss my mom and dad" Kanaya said.

Dirga knew very well which bride would not cry. On his happy day he was alone. Without a motherless father accompanying him for going to the Creator.

"Send prayers for them, only your prayers_are what they look forward to. Not your tears." said Dirga again gently.

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