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Of course Dirga's departure is not like what he said to Kanaya but he went to a hospital that has been referred by a doctor who can handle.
All Dirga did it alone because indeed no one accompanied him in this treatment. Many times he beristighfar because he feels guilty to his family for not telling the truth, but how else the situation has not allowed him to say the truth.
The hospital that handles Dirga also felt very sorry because he was treating for his very hot illness but there was no family who accompanied, obviously they would all feel very sorry.
Not just for treatment as usual but this time you do chemo which is expected to kill cancer cells in the head, because that's the advice given by the doctor who first handled it.
"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim," Dirga will do whatever is most important he can recover and will be able to live happily with his wife and child after he was born in the world.
Various tests Dirga did until he finally entered the chemo room with people who are very experts in the field.
Dhikr continued to say whether it came out of his lips or just in his heart but clearly Dirga only remembered God and asked for healing from him because God had lowered the disease to him and God he will also lower the medication for himself.
Grain of tears out accompanied Dirga's hope to be able to accompany all the fantasies that flashed in his head.
There is a fear of what if the disease cannot be cured, what about the fate of Kanaya and her child will be without her.
"Mas, mas should be the spirit. Remember the smile of family happiness and make them an encouragement for healing mas," said the doctor before chemotherapy_nya began.
"Hem, thank you doc."
The doctor smiled with Dirga's words that looked tough even though he actually hid all his sad feelings to the doctor.
"Can we start?" ask the doctor.
"Hem," Dirga nodded. Sure, faster is better, right?
'O Allah, You have brought down this disease, and You have also lowered the cure. The servant has put his trust in doing what he can do, and the decision is finally left to You.' Dirga mind.
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After noon and in the break Zein went to meet Muna at the campus, of course to invite lunch together.
As much as possible Zein will always take the time to be with Muna so that they can really strong relationship.
"Mas, I said yesterday I wanted to be honest with Muna. What really happened to Mas Dirga?"
Muna was so impatient to find out what disease had actually befallen her cousin's sister. Zein had promised him to be honest and now he could not wait to find out.
"Bent on dong, honey. We spent the lunch first" Zein said.
"Promise huh?!" Muna was very clear. Of course he didn't want to until Zein lied to him.
Last night Zein should have said but because of the fatigue Muna slept first. So who's wrong? Muna herself is.
"Yes yes!" Zein also similarly insists that he didn't I lied to Muna about Dirga. He has promised to always say anything and there will be no secrets.
Eventually, their lunch is over, and Muna grows impatient.
"Mas, say it quickly" he said again.
"But you're not in shock. And yes! You don't tell Kanaya first, it's their problem so let Dirga himself say it. But I will yes persuade Dirga if she still won't say."
"Yes, hurry up and say it, Mas." The more Muna can't wait to find out.
"From the drugs that have been checked, the drug is a drug that is commonly consumed in patients suffering from cancer, Yang."
"Can_cancer?!" peekik Muna could not believe it.
Zein nodded quickly, that was indeed what Safari said. Especially in the clear when Dirga immediately dizzy when only in jitak by Zein even though only very slowly.
"Astaghfirullah, dirga mas," listless, Muna was immediately lethargic and also very sad.
Muna was already straight like that and felt no longer eager to do anything what about Kanaya?
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