
'Forgive me if I'm wrong. But rest assured, my love for you is never wrong. I love you and I want you to be mine. Forever.'
#Dirga Gantara
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The car continued to drive, towards the direction of the inn that had been Dirga for a stopover during his stay in Magelang.
His anger is still very passionate if you remember the adorable girl who was with another man. Though Dirga himself also knew that the man was closer to Kanaya than he who was still relatively new.
"Sir, are you sure you won't do anything?" the driver is making a sound. Do what the driver meant. Does he still want Dirga to do the thing he so desperately wanted to stay away from yesterday?
Dirga fell silent, but his mind kept fondling the things he wanted to do. Dirga wanted to have Kanaya completely, but he was also unlikely to do that. But that was yesterday, not now.
After all it is clearly seen that the rejection of her puja girl is only because of other men.
"If I think it's okay to do that, sir. If his influence is gone, he is yours. Or maybe, she's already pregnant or has a child with you."
Really not a good driver. The driver who kept trying to light a fire on the stove whose oil was spilling.
'Is that really what I should do? but what if I lose him too, am I ready for it?' inner Dirga.
His mind is constantly at war between the right path and the slightly veered path with the same purpose.
If Dirga follows the right path he will certainly reach the destination even if I do not know when. But if the wrong way could be he will get lost, let alone to the destination he may not remember the way home.
When Dirga arrived at the inn, he immediately dropped his body just like that on the bed. He seemed to lose his enthusiasm for activity.
"Is this what we call heartbreak?" muttered.
"It feels very painful. That's why I don't want to deal with love, but what's with me, what's with Kanaya. Every time I try to forget but the shadow seems to keep swirling in my head. Her smile, can make me smile too even if I just imagine."
So confused Dirga. Why can it be like this. He who never approached the opposite sex and never seemed interested once was immediately attracted to heartbreak like this.
"How can I have it?" his eyes were staring at the ceiling, he really wished he could be with Kanaya. Forever ever!
So many better, prettier women, who must have been more everything than Kanaya but Dirga was never interested, and only with Kanaya will her heart instantly tremble and firm on Kanaya_lah her heart will be anchored.
Very simple village girl. Village girl who is orphaned and also with a myriad of shortcomings. But Dirga's heart even adored the ordinary girl.
Slowly Dirga's eyes closed. Lost the fatigue in his heart due to the togetherness of Yuan and Kanaya. Rest is better than to keep thinking about the path he should take.
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It was a bright morning, as bright as Kanaya's face, now in the courtyard of the house with a broomstick in her hand.
For a moment he let out a long sigh enjoying the cool air in the morning. Looking at the mountain scenery that looks very clear in his eyes.
The encounter with Yuan yesterday seemed to bring positive energy to Kanaya until finally she was so excited this morning.
"Ojo smile to yourself, Ayy! the Dew Dew Dew loh entar!" exclaiming Arifin who happened to fit out.
"Where is the Goddess of Dew, Mas! Arifin is making yo!" kanaya exclaimed with a crisp voice but very adorable.
"Yes waiting for Ilham to fall from the top of Merbabu, Mas! Hhhh," Kanaya struggled to hold back the laughter after saying that.
Smirk wasn't happy getting out of Arifin. I don't know, everything Kanaya did and said must have been very disturbing. Arifin doesn't like Kanaya very much. Feeling jealous when Kanaya gets abundant affection from wak Ami.
"Huh, speaking of which, I'm proud, '" said Arifin and passed and went back in again.
"The inspiration is coming soon, Mom! oh no, but Rani's coming!" kanaya yelled at Arifin. Rani is a Arifin girl who until now has not been able to get.
Arifin stopped the move. Reversing quickly and glaring disliked towards Kanaya.
As Kanaya frowns, she realizes that her jokes are not liked by Arifin. Though his intention is only to joke not to mock.
Seeing Kanaya had lowered her head, Arifin did not call for a voice. With his eyes alone is enough to make Kanaya afraid what if added with his voice that is always enough to make Kanaya afraid?
So afraid of Kanaya that she did not realize the arrival of the car that has now stopped behind her. Even the occupant of the car had gone out and stood beside Kanaya.
Fuh...
The blow from Dirga made Kanaya aghast, instantly staring at him, looking at the focused face in her eyes.
"Why in the morning is it that sour-faced?" said Dirga but Kanaya did not mengubrisnya and so focused with the face in front of him.
For what Dirga came early in the morning like now. Is it a garden business he wants to buy yesterday or is there some other business?
Kanaya's heart thumped, her heart immediately racing so strongly. What's up with Kanaya now?
It was not as usual that was fine on Dirga's arrival but now it was like something had happened to him. What Dirga did to him, even Kanaya's gaze changed as if she was attracted to him.
Her little heart cried out refusing to continue to look at him, but it was different from her unwilling eyes flashing before him. What influence is this?
"Assynolajet. Morning, Naya," said Dirga so gently.
"Wa_wa'alaikumsalam," his voice seemed so melodious in Kanaya's ears. The voice that shook his heart. Why does it feel like there's a compulsion from everything that's happened to him.
Dirga did not do the mahabah_nya right to ensnare and thrill Kanaya as it is today?
"Master, come?" ask Kanaya.
"Yes, come to take you away. Bring you home to our home, "he said so softly, so sure that only the two of them heard the voice.
Not as usual who always refused and upset but Kanaya is now just silent, like a buffalo who is so obedient to his master.
'Forgive me, Naya. Only this way can you be mine. Sorry," inner Dirga.
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