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How could Zein say what happened to Dirga if Kanaya herself was now in the hospital bed and had to rest completely. She also should not think too hard because it will interfere with the health of her baby.
A very violent clash had made Kanaya experience a landing but thank God not a miscarriage but the womb is now very weak and must rest.
Dirga had been very scared earlier, what if something happened to Kanaya as well as the baby she would definitely be destroyed and it could be that she who was also sad would lose her spirit for her recovery. Thank God, God still has another will.
"How, Mas. Did Dirga agree to tell Naya everything?" whispered Muna. They even went to the hospital.
"No, and now I'm sure Dirga's more than not gonna say it. The state of Naye this time around was really very unlikely to receive this very sad news."
There is a sense of regret for not being able to help much and make Kanaya can know Dirga's disease, but how else? What happened was not their desire.
"Until when, Mom?" Muna had been very hopeful that Kanaya would know today too, she was the one who was more entitled to know for all of it.
"I don't know when either. Let's just look ahead."
The two continued to whisper with the same hope. But what if it's like this, then, if she forced to tell Kanaya if something happened to her pregnancy, surely Kanaya also Dirga will be more sad right and of course they will be blamed?
While Dirga? Dirga continued to be next to Kanaya who was asleep on the hospital bed due to the influence of drugs. Kanaya has to rest.
Dirga continued to hold Kanaya's hand sadly, even though her tears had continued to flow for fear that something would happen to Kanaya and her pregnancy.
But now Dirga has calmed down after Kanaya received treatment from doctors and doctors say the baby can still be saved only weaker now.
'How could you possibly say what happened to me if you were in this situation yourself, Nay. If you say it, something will happen to you, to our son. And mas did not want this to happen.' Dirga's inner.
His son and Kanaya are his strength and his happiness, how could he sacrifice one of them just for Kanaya to know the pain.
"Mas, who is patient yes," Zein approached, touching Dirga's shoulder and giving strength.
Dirga was so worried, he was afraid that Zein would be determined to say everything. That can't be allowed, can it?
"Mas, Muna and I went home first. We'll come again tomorrow" said Zein.
"Hem," only briefly again Dirga answered and remained the same not turning.
With Zein and Muna coming home would not be very good because it means that no one will open their voice about his illness in Kanaya.
"Patience, Mas," this time Muna said and Dirga just nodded.
"We go home first, assalamu'alaikum," Muna and Zein actually go home, leaving Dirga there alone to look after Kanaya.
"Wa'alaikumsalam" he answered.
Dirga continued to hold Kanaya's hand and did not want to be released. He wanted to be able to continue with her, accompanying in Kanaya's current state.
Kanaya needs him the most and she should stay by his side right?
"I'm sorry, Nay. You have to lie to you. I can't be honest, especially with how you are now. Sorry, Mas," said Dirga so softly.
His heart is so sickened by what is happening now. But he also regretted not being able to tell Kanaya the truth.
Either until when he will hide from Kanaya whether tomorrow there will be an opportunity or not but what is clear for now will not be said.
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