
'What should I do. I couldn't bear to see him suffer, but I wasn't ready to accept the pain he was given either. Am I being too selfish to let her suffer on her own? Yep! maybe I'm being selfish. Ii'm sorry. Let me set my heart to be strong and able to accept everything.'
#Kanaya Setya Ningrum
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So busy Kanaya is, she starts to do everything she's used to. Cleaning the house, washing, and also the usual thing he did, so it will not make him feel distress.
Only one that Kanaya has not been able to, washes using the washing machine. In his village no one has, Kanaya also does not know the sophisticated machine.
From just now Kanaya was just observing, she was confused how to also how the machine works. Afraid of misfortune, Dirga is also afraid to hunt for him Kanaya chooses to wash manually. It would be cleaner, he thought.
Kanaya's busyness is clearly seen by Dirga who turns out to be standing behind the door, he smiles while watching Kanaya who from earlier he observed the machine until now.
"Nay, why are you washing manually? why not use the machine to make it faster. You also will not be too tired," Do not have the heart to finally come out of hiding Dirga.
Kanaya looked over in surprise, instead of Dirga still being sick why come to see him instead? kanaya asked him to rest.
"Loh, Tu_tuan kok even come here, right Aya tell rest," Kanaya looked up, she remained motionless.
Instead of answering Dirga but Kanaya even protested because of Dirga's arrival.
Dirga knew very well, Kanaya also wanted to learn to use the machine but she was afraid to tell Dirga.
"Here I teach," Dirga immediately took all the clothes in front of Kanaya that she had soaked and wanted to rub it. Quick Dirga inserting into the machine.
Kanaya quickly stood up, her eyes gawking because Dirga was already moving so fast. Kanaya seemed to not realize it and now all the clothes are already a henchman in the washing machine.
"Close_lah and look carefully," pinta Dirga.
Doubtful Kanaya stepped up, indeed slowly her legs were moving completely like a starving snail at this moment.
Impatiently Dirga immediately pulled Kanaya's hand, squeezing her between herself as well as the washing machine.
Kanaya's heart was pounding again. Dirga's body that still feels hot managed to stick in Kanaya's back body. A breath greeted her cheek as Dirga turned to teach her.
Dirga looked forward through the right while to the left of Kanaya there was also Dirga's hand that touched the machine. Can't move Kanaya at the moment.
"This is the soap place, and here the fragrance place.turn here then the water will flow on its own and will later work on its own. After finishing later it can stop spinning and can be opened," explained Dirga.
"You understand, right?" ask Dirga. There is no intention to lock Kanaya in front of him because teaching is impossible with a long distance, thought Dirga.
"Hem," Kanaya nodded, trying to quickly understand even if she really understood or not. The most important thing for Kanaya is that she can be released from Dirga as soon as possible. Wouldn't it be that Dirga would leave too, right?
"Alhamdulillah if you understand. I know you will quickly understand everything," Dirga smiled she turned to face Kanaya exhale Dirga who greeted so quickly made Kanaya also turn her head.
Both of them dissolved with their eyes deepening. I looked deeper and deeper until I felt like I was washing everything away.
The turmoil of something present in Dirga, again he must be able to fight hard to be able to hold it.
His eyes were getting flushed with something turbulent getting bigger. The heart keeps telling the names of Allah and asking for protection so that he will not hurt his woman.
With a trembling body Dirga tried to put her lips together, hoping that she could control herself and gently touch her woman.
There was no rejection, from Kanaya even he closed his eyes to feel the softness given by Dirga.
The longer Dirga's body trembled, the struggle was really great to be able to control himself and his emotions. The shadow of new things kept spinning in his head.
How he will get satisfaction when he hears screams from his partner.
Dirga's tears flowed with great passion but she held it back. It was actually not her passion that she endured, but rather her madness that would hurt Kanaya.
Kanaya thought Dirga could do with gentleness without her tormenting, but it wasn't! Dirga remains tormented for holding everything back.
Kanaya should what?
Does he have to give himself up to be hurt by Dirga in order to satisfy him? Was it only in such a way that Kanaya could perform her obligations.
"Tu_lord..." Kanaya releases her second lip which is only limited to sticking, wanting her to wipe away Dirga's tears, the tears of her suffering that Kanaya cannot share.
Not even that hand until Dirga left just like that, his passion grew bigger and he did not want to hurt Kanaya.
"Master," Kanaya turned to follow the silent departure of Dirga without a word. Only tears explain everything.
At least Dirga can control himself and not force his will again, that's what makes Dirga feel relieved.
Kanaya wanted to chase after Dirga, she came out of the place but just as she wanted to go into the room to chase after Dirga Kanaya heard the sound of greeting that was so echoing.
"Assalamu'alaikum!" his screams made Kanaya stop the steps. Stop for a moment and move in the other direction.
Kanaya approached the guest who came and turned out to be her two in-laws.
"Wa'alaikumsalam, U_umi, A_abi," Kanaya was so nervous to see the sudden arrival of her impressed parents-in-law.
Is it true that suddenly or maybe Dirga approached Kanaya to convey the arrival of his parents?
"Ma_get in Umi, Abi," Kanaya.
The two smiled happily, finally being able to meet his daughter-in-law after the wedding.
Before long the two entered there was one person also who entered with some crackles. I don't know what Kanaya is saying, don't know.
"Mom, this?" looks like the guy is confused.
"Take it to the kitchen. All enter the refrigerator," said Umi.
"Well, ma'am," the person went straight into the kitchen while Umi directly embraced the confused Kanaya.
"Where's the air, Nduk? Umi wants to jewel him. It's legitimate to run away without saying goodbye," said Umi.
"Hem... Mr. Dirga, Mr. Dirga's in Umi's room, another break."
Umi also chuckled at Kanaya who was still calling Dirga with the call of Tuan.
"Some thing, Bi. Usually if the newlyweds who take a lot of breaks are the women, why is this even Dirga?" Umi chuckles. Don't know what makes his son rest as much as he does today.
"Let Abi meet him, Umi" Abi was ready to step.
"Harp.., A_abi. Let Aya alone call Mr. Dirga," interrupted Kanaya before Abi actually met him. Kanaya does not want Dirga's situation now known by her parents Dirga cardboard also does not want it.
"Yes, you called him" Abi resignedly handed over his wish to Kanaya.
"Umi and Abi please sit down first. Aya will quickly return," Kanaya hurried over.
"Don't be long, Nduk."
"Yes, Umi." Kanaya passed quickly.
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Seriate....