Romance Love Kanaya

Opportunity For Dirga

'I won't force you to stay but I won't tell you to leave either. All I leave to your _because you have the right to determine everything about your way of life, not me. Choose what your heart says.'

#Dirga Gantara's.

''What if I won't leave, will Master explain to me honestly? I just need honesty because all relationships will go well if there are no lies.''

Now Kanaya has started to talk so much, not like yesterday who continues to speak but because of the screams of fear.

'Kanaya\_ku has returned to what it used to be. Kanaya who so much to say, may your smile will also return soon, Nay, 'inwardly full of hope.

''How, Sir. Will you tell me everything?''

''Yes,'' Kanaya's voice managed to resuscitate Dirga who was daydreaming looking at Kanaya, Kanaya, once again Dirga was fascinated by Kanaya even though now her face is not smooth as before because there was bruising due to Dirga's blow yesterday.

''Sadism is a disorder, Nay. S\*k abnormalities that can be experienced by some people, and most who suffer like that are men.''

No doubt Dirga explained to Kanaya what she had been going through at the moment. Whether Kanaya will really accept it or not is an important recent affair she has been trying to explain to him.

''To\_what kind of disorder?''

It turned out that Kanaya did not hear everything clearly what Savira had explained, or maybe she was just testing Dirga's honesty. Might?

''Like I did to you yesterday, Nay. This is what happens to Sadism sufferers. And I have that, Nay. Now say. Are you still willing to stay with me after knowing that from me?'' Dirga looked at Kanaya fixedly.

The shocked Kanaya was also in disbelief. It turns out that behind all the tenderness and compassionate soul of Dirga there is also a very terrible monster soul.

Now what should Kanaya do, endure and help for Dirga's recovery or perhaps go away from it and forget about ending all that is just beginning?

''Forgive me for not being perfect for you, Nay. But I can do anything, I can't do anything but accept and try and fight to be cured of this. Not only are you tormented, but I am more than that.''

''Every time I remember everything and see your suffering\_ I can only feel pain and regret. I can't do anything either because I'm sure you won't accept that either, right?''

Yep! every time Dirga approached Kanaya was always frightened and also drove her away, so how could she possibly accept Dirga's presence to help her heal.

Kanaya continued to struggle with her thoughts, if she persisted would she be sure of the strong pain like yesterday that still persists to this day?

But if he were to leave, what about a principle he had planted long before this marriage took place. The principle that Kanaya made by herself with a promise to herself was also that she would never back down and would not walk away from a marriage like anything.

Live only once, love only once married also only once. That was the principle that Kanaya had set up. He thought he would be able to easily live the principle but it turned out to be very difficult. It was so heavy.

What if Kanaya violated her own principles? whether he will be happy or will suffer more than now.

Kanaya's principle is just a principle made by himself who is a servant, everything that happens will still Canaya submit to the Creator. Somehow the life path he got. Either according to the principle or not. Wallahua.

Dirga gasped to hear that from Kanaya, he could not believe that Kanaya was ready for it all. Accepting that means he'll be ready to get more violence when Dirga wants it.

Now Dirga hesitates to receive permission from Kanaya. Obviously Dirga doesn't want to hurt Kanaya anymore. He will not be able to see his beloved wife will suffer even more.

Truly, Dirga became like a hypocrite now. The heart also his mind is not in line. He wanted Kanaya to stay with him but she also didn't want to hurt him anymore.

''Are you sure of what you said just now? you'll get things like yesterday all the time, Nay.''

Now there was no doubt in Kanaya's heart to move forward. This was his first battle on his household trip.

With her accepting marriage to Dirga she indeed had to accept everything. Including this that actually never crossed his mind.

''Help me to be strong against this. We fight this battle together. We will win our victory in the future. No matter how long, Aya was sure we would definitely win.''

Tears came out of Dirga. It turned out that he had actually obtained all the precious diamonds in his life. A heart that cannot be compared to anything.

Dirga was sobbed in front of Kanaya, unable to resist the turmoil to stay in her eyes.

Doubtful Kanaya's hand was raised, wiping away Dirga's tears with her still trembling hand.

''Me\_crying may be, but should not be excessive. Smile, because it's better Kanaya said.

Dirga smiled, apparently Kanaya remembered the words she said after the wedding yesterday. When Kanaya says things like Dirga said to her.

Kanaya followed with a smile, although it was still obvious that there was a fear but it was also obvious that Kanaya was trying to fight him.

Savira, who happened to pass by to pick up a minun and hear the conversation, now joined her tears. How mixed Savira felt, of course he was very happy.

He had been very sure from yesterday that Kanaya would accept whatever happened to Dirga if Dirga was honest, and it turned out that everything was true.

'I know this, Ga. Your wife is a good woman. He is not crazy about your wealth even though he knows you are a very rich man. She is a very sincere woman and very deserving of all your affection. May you heal soon, Ga. And you can live happily, inner Savira.

One that still did not dare Dirga say, he was very afraid to say about the mahabbah he did to get Kanaya.

Maybe you don't want to lose this opportunity. Kanaya already wants to accept it and she's afraid if it's honest about her mahabbah\_.

'Forgive me, Nay. There's still one I can't say right now. Hopefully someday you will still accept me and give me a chance again after knowing it, ' Dirga mind.

The two continued to smile with their eyes still meeting. Really, this is the happiest thing for Dirga.

Seriate......