Romance Love Kanaya

Meet Dirga

'If there is still a chance, forgive. However, if it can not then do not force, you can choose the path according to what you want. But, I still hope that you will forgive me and will stick with all my mistakes.'

#Dirga Gantara

''Kanaya!'' the sound of screaming came from behind Kanaya. It's obvious she's Savira who can't find her in the room.

It turned out that Kanaya had been there since just now just that she kept quiet and listened to what the two were talking about.

Savira immediately fell silent there when he saw Kanaya who continued to see Dirga. Did Kanaya hear what they were talking about? that's what makes Savira's heart feel like it wants to stop beating right now.

''Kanaya,'' Savira's voice was so soft and almost inaudible. Even his ears did not hear.

Of course Savira was afraid that Kanaya would hear and would ask Dirga what had happened to her.

Kanaya completely ignored the call from Savira she stayed focused with Dirga who was very surprised at his arrival and continued to look at him without blinking.

Like like a statue of the three even glued in place each of them certainly also with their respective minds.

''Naya, are you okay?'' dirga asked in a very doubtful voice. Even very reluctant impressed.

Dirga slowly approached Kanaya and at that moment Kanaya trembled even more. Seeing that Dirga immediately stopped his steps. Dirga knew that his wife was still very afraid of him.

Especially in addition to Kanaya's face that began to pale as Dirga got closer. That means that Kanaya is still very scared.

''OK, I'll go, '' although Dirga really wants to be with Kanaya but Dirga knows enough that Kanaya still needs time.

With a feeling that was also very broken Dirga began to turn her body. It was actually very hard for him to leave Kanaya, Dirga wanted to exist and accompany Kanaya. Even Dirga wanted to be able to help Kanaya recover. But whatever the power of Kanaya still does not want to accept his arrival.

Kanaya was so doubtful, she was very scared but she also needed an explanation. Actually Kanaya came out of the room as well because she was looking for Dirga. Not seeing the arrival of Dirga made Kanaya become like an item that was thrown away after being used.

''Tu\_lord,'' Kanaya's voice was so soft. Calling Dirga with a trembling voice.

Hearing himself called would make Dirga immediately stop the step. He still did not turn his head because he was afraid of mishearing, who knew his ears were having problems. Is that right, right?

Dirga was silent for a moment just to make sure if there was a call for him or not and it was not there. Fiks, Dirga just misheard. Maybe he was just hallucinating because he was too hopeful.

'Conscious, Ga. He could not have called you, Dirga's inner self and rushed again to step away.

''Tu\_lord. Is master not going to explain to Aya with everything that has happened? Will master just throw me away after Master takes the most precious thing in me that I have been guarding all this time?''

Although with a raucous voice was also trembling but Dirga was very clear to hear it.

Now Dirga believes that he did not hear wrong. That was Kanaya's voice.

Dirga's heart was so blooming that she could hear Kanaya's voice she was allotting to herself. He had been waiting for it since yesterday and now he had heard it.

Seeing and hearing that, Savira decides to leave them both. Savira wants the two of them to speak from heart to heart without anyone who would make them uncomfortable. Savira's feet stepped away.

Dirga's doubts are approaching. Kanaya looked scared but she tried hard not to get scared in front of Dirga.

Kanaya's fingers met each other in a tangle signifying that she was extremely agitated. Kanaya is afraid that Dirga will do the same as yesterday again.

''We sat there, ''' with Dirga. Dirga's hand wanted to grab Kanaya's hand but she refused and walked past Dirga just like that.

Dirga was very sure, Kanaya's heart was already very strong in any test so she could very quickly heal her injuries by herself.

Dirga followed Kanaya and eventually they both sat on different benches a little distance away.

For a moment the two of them were silent, no words came out of their lips until Dirga finally started talking.

''Nay, I'm sorry, Dirga started the conversation, her face lowered with a heart that was back in pain.

Recalling second by second all the events that Dirga did made Dirga feel again a very deep sense of destruction. He had not expected that such a frightening thing would happen to him. But how else, the rice has become porridge, it has already happened and can not be turned back and the storyline changed according to his wishes.

''I know I was wrong, maybe I didn't deserve a second chance from you because what I did was so bad. I'm nothing more than a criminal. Even I've been like a psychopath.''

So bad judgment on yourself, but Kanaya also did not arrive to give such a judgment.

Kanaya hesitated to answer. He was still very afraid to speak because he was very afraid that his words would be wrong and Dirga would come back angry until he ended up doing what he did yesterday.

''You deserve to hate me, Nay. And I will accept it with sincerity. Because I deserve to get that from you.''

Once Dirga's resigned now and very leave everything to Kanaya. No matter what happens, he will not complain, let alone be angry. Nay!

''What is Sadism?'' ask Kanaya.

Meaning true, Kanaya heard all that she had been talking to Savira earlier.

Dirga's eyes immediately rounded and looked at Kanaya, she couldn't believe that Kanaya would find out so soon.

Once Kanaya finds out if she'll stay away from him? that was Dirga's fear so great. He was not prepared to lose Kanaya even though in a few moments he also had the thought of letting go of Kanaya if he did choose to leave.

''Sir, please explain to me what Sadism is.''

So great was Kanaya's curiosity about the abnormalities experienced by Dirga today. Perhaps with that he would be able to determine what path he would take.

''I-it?'' Dirga was very doubtful. Is it true Savira said that she should be more open to Kanaya. But, it's true. In domestic life must be open to each other and nothing should be hidden.

''Say, Sir. But if you still want me to stay here with you and continue this household.''

Even being a husband and wife, Kanaya is still so cold. It was exactly the same when he had repeatedly rejected himself back then. Will Kanaya be like this forever? hopefully not.

''Promise you won't leave me?'' ask Dirga.

Kanaya quiet.

''Don't you know that you will eventually leave me. Go rest and do not be too you think about things that you should not know, said Dirga.

It would probably only be useless if Dirga explained it but Kanaya would still leave. So it's better not to care to tell, thought Dirga.

Seriate