Romance Love Kanaya

Disillusioned

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As soon as Kanaya waited for Dirga's return from the office. She had all prepared including dinner for the two of them.

It felt very lonely when Dirga was not around so Kanaya spent time in the sewing room or else she started learning the grilles for package C.

Kanaya is very confident to prepare everything for package C. He continues to learn and learn. Sometimes he was alone but sometimes there was Dirga who helped him and explained that Kanaya could not.

But thank God, although it is difficult and has never been but Kanaya is very easy to understand everything Kanaya does have a diluted brain so Dirga is getting excited and there is no doubt to make Kanaya can master everything.

In the middle room Kanaya kept pacing back and forth by constantly twisting her hijab. Sometimes her eyes also look at the door and hope her husband will come home soon.

"Tumben mas Dirga hasn't come home yet. Is there a lot of work in the office?" muttered.

Kanaya walked towards the window, opened the curtains slightly and peered out and there was no sign of Dirga's return.

Kanaya re-entered look he more and more restless, these days he is so easy to miss Dirga, longing for togetherness as well as the affection he always gave to him.

"Why haven't you come home yet?" said again.

Finally after a while waiting for the sound of the car to get into the parking lot Kanaya heard, her smile was clearly emanated and Kanaya immediately returned peeking through the window after it was confirmed that she was the new Dirga Kanaya immediately ran out to pick her up.

Kanaya wants to jump straight into his arms but Kanaya knows Dirga must be very tired because of work so Kanaya just immediately smiled and answered the greetings from Dirga also regretted it.

"Assalamu'alaikum," said Dirga.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, Mas. How did you just get home, Mom?" his hand slowly slipped out of Dirga's hand and took over his briefcase.

"Yes, sorry. There was a sudden meeting with a client from Jepara so I couldn't go home sooner."

"Would you like to eat first or clean up first?" the two stepped up with Dirga embracing Kanaya. Really, these are the little things that Kanaya always miss when Dirga is far away.

"Bath first let it taste good. If it's still dirty it's not good, it still smells, too" replied Dirga.

Kanaya nodded and continued to walk with Dirga up to the room.

All Kanaya get ready for Dirga. From home jerseys also sarongs. Yes, Dirga's habit of only wearing such clothes at night and it was already very well memorized.

While waiting for Dirga to take a bath Kanaya re-opened the book on the table, studying it again and again until she really understood. Although Kanaya has not thought about school lessons for a long time but it does not make it difficult, Kanaya who actually has a high IQ will always be easy.

"How is there anything you don't know?" not long after Dirga came out of the bathroom rushed to pick up the change of clothes that Kanaya had prepared while looking at Kanaya for a while. Yes, just make sure where his wife has learned.

"Alhamdulillah, so far Nay can still understand," replied Kanaya.

Dirga instantly ruffled Kanaya's hair before she went to the dressing room. She came back soon and was fully dressed.

"We're eating now, Mommy?" Kanaya stood up to Dirga who was willing to sit next to her.

"We'll eat first, Mas. After that it just started again. Later I will be hungry again, yuk," asked Kanaya.

Dirga who actually wanted to sit was forced to stop because Kanaya had tightly grasped her wrist and pulled her to the dining table for dinner. Dirga did not avoid him to follow what his wife wants.

Enjoy dinner at home. Dinner at Kanaya's own.

Dirga was so greedy to make Kanaya feel very happy because Dirga was always greedy to eat his cooking. That is the little happiness of a wife, her cooking is appreciated and liked. No need for compliments as long as you can eat it is very happy.

Dirga really knows what and how to make his wife happy, even though he knows Kanaya does not need those compliments but Kanaya still gets them.

"Nay, do you want to know any important news?"

"News? what news, Mas?" Kanaya was certainly immediately curious about the news that was meant by Dirga. What news is it?

"Mas Arifin was willing to marry, but failed," said Dirga who managed to make Kanaya immediately round her eyes also stopped her hand movement to redden her food.

"Married? when, how about Ngabarin Nay?" so surprised Kanaya with the news of Arifin's wedding that did not invite him.

"Keep, why fail?" also surprised because his marriage must fail. I don't know what the problem is to make an event so sacred like a wedding that it can't run properly.

Disappointed, sad and in disbelief.

Did Kanaya deserve to have that feeling after everything that's happened. Can he be disappointed in his family for not inviting him at all? does that mean they no longer think of him as a family

any more?

"Are you sad?" Dirga knows Kanaya is very sad, but she just wants to make sure.

"Why didn't they invite Nay ya mas, is Nay really no longer considered a family?"

Kanaya's voice was so soft, so great was the disappointment in her heart but was it worth her feeling?

Now that he was sad, did they also feel what Kanaya was feeling right now? I think not!

Maybe only one person felt the sadness that Kanaya felt at this time. Not only sad because it was not invited but Kanaya was also sad because she was very sure Wak Ami was also very sad.

"Perhaps, they're afraid you're busy again" Dirga replied.

Though Dirga really know the reason why Kanaya is not invited, they no longer think Kanaya may only be Wak Ami who is still dear.

One person alone would not be able to defeat the selfishness of Wak Tejo as well as Arifin. They are a father and son who are really the same and very compact in nature.

"But at least they told Nay, didn't they?"

"Yes it should be, but yes you should not think too much. Better now you think about how you can succeed in package C tomorrow. And can achieve all your goals. That's better, right?"

"Hem, maybe mas is right," Kanaya replied slightly limp. Although he tried to accept but anyway they have ever given affection to him.

"Mas, why did the marriage fail?" apparently Kanaya still wanted to know the real reason.

"Hmmm...."

Dirga explained everything, what really happened and no one was missed.

Now Kanaya can only shake his head in disbelief and continue to be privileged, why Arifin can be so evil that it can make a child pregnant outside of marriage, not even one, but two at once.

"Wak Ami must be very sad, right?" asked Kanaya who instantly changed her face wryly.

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