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All feels so fast, Kanaya's pregnancy has grown up college has also continued to run very well but Dirga? His illness is still not cured even he still does not want to be honest with Kanaya.
There is always something if he wants to be honest, there are always obstacles and make him always fail with intentions that are sometimes very mature.
When he was ready with all the consequences it always never happened until now.
Muna is also pregnant. She is also very happy Zein and the happiness felt by Kanaya and Dirga who will be parents too they feel. Everything feels perfect, because in all households it must be the child who will be the ultimate perfecter before the treasure, right?
They also always come alternately to each other's house just to play and at the end of it they will just chat. Men talk about temporary work issues that women talk about about their very different pregnancies. Muna is more sensitive.
As they are currently gathered in the small house of Zein and Muna. Not all kinds of treats for them are just tea for Dirga and Zein while for Kanaya and Muna there is a juice alone along with some snacks.
They also do not talk to each other in one room but in a different place. It is clear not to disturb each other about the very different chatter of them.
''Mas, how is Dirga now? it's getting better, isn't it?'' zein's question was so slow that it even seemed to whisper so that Kanaya would not hear it.
Dirga shook slowly. All he has done all the advice from the doctor he has also done but until now it still makes no difference, even getting worse.
''Mas, until when will mas hide this from Naye? he deserves to know everything that is natural now. Come on, don't give it any more time and tell him as soon as possible.''
Zein was so hopeful that Dirga would say everything to Kanaya. No one wants anything bad to happen to Dirga but all the destiny that will happen in the future no one knows, including Dirga as well as Zein himself
''I'd say there's time, Mom. I've been trying to say it but there's always something in my way and it's like no one's allowed me to say it.''
Yeah! doubt indeed enveloped Dirga's heart and was so great. He was just so afraid that something would happen to Kanaya. It would be impossible to imagine if his fears were real.
''Maybe Mas Zein is indeed an account that is still too afraid to be able to say everything honestly. I was so scared that something happened to him.''
''I know the mas. But whatever happens I have to keep saying it I believe nothing will happen. Naya is a very strong woman, she will definitely be strong when she hears the news, Zein said.
''Look, I can't break his happiness. I will not take care to remove that smile. I really can't afford it,''
Seeing Kanaya's smile now so happy when talking about pregnancy with Muna is one example that makes her very unbearable to tell Kanaya.
After Kanaya knows for sure her smile and happiness will disappear, right? then how Dirga will have the spirit if the smile that became the encouragement has disappeared.
''It will be very heavy mas, but whatever it is mas must still say.''
Zein touched Dirga's shoulder which now looks very bitter. He was very worried about wanting to say the truth or not.
''God willing, I will definitely say.''
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