Romance Love Kanaya

What's Going On

'Forgive me for hurting your heart. Forgive me for being so stupid that I don't want to hear your explanation. Sorry, sorry, sorry.'

#Hani

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Kanaya's cry was so broken along with the footsteps that kept running away from Hani's house and towards the garden where she used to meet Yuan.

He was very hopeful, that he would meet with Yuan at this time. Hoping that Yuan would come and comfort him, relieving the pain as well as the confusion he had in his heart.

Bruck...

Kanaya fell down while her legs were tight with her own skirt as she ran. Of course, the knees as well as both palms will feel sore when they hit small pebbles that are partially attached to the palm of his hand.

Hiks hyks....

Kanaya's cries were breaking. His heart was so fragile that it was also so broken because of reality also because of the words from Hani just now.

Maybe he was evil, he was heartless because he did not say anything to Hani or Yuan. But how will you? even he himself did not know anything because he was also so spontaneous to answer.

The wounds on his palms as well as on his knees were not comparable to his heart, his heart was really very sick.

Kanaya got up, cleaned up the naughty pebbles that were stuck and then she ran back. Now the pace is faster than ever. Kanaya was already impatient to be able to meet Yuan even though she herself was unsure.

The wild grass of Kanaya is just like that. No matter what her legs will be scratched by the weeds or perhaps the shy daughter of a wild body.

Kanaya focused on only one place, but the garden became the most comfortable place when with Yuan. A place that can see the natural scenery can also see Ambung village very clearly.

Arriving in the garden that Kanaya was headed to, his body collapsed just like that in the corner of the garden that really showed the village of Ambung, more precisely the house of Yuan.

His eyes continued to observe, the house that now looked closed. Is there maybe no one? is it true that at the moment Yuan is not at home and will not come?

"Kang, what should Ayya do now?" ask him to yourself. There was no one there but himself who was accompanied by a breeze that carried Kanaya's wounds.

Does it really bring a wound? or maybe a new injury?

"Aya kangen, Kang" he said again who had been sitting limp.

It turned out that no one had come, not even Yuan. Is it true that he does not deserve to be with those who love him?

Negative thoughts continue to wander his brain. He was afraid that everything would happen.

"Ayya was afraid, Kang" he said, which was getting sobbing.

The answer that has been given why it feels so much to be changed again. Kanaya wants to retract those words but why can't it feel. Just saying 'No' he can't.

Little did he remember Yuan, but not with all the great expectations on him. Only little Yuan tucked in his heart, but still unable to change everything that had happened to him.

"Why doesn't anyone want to understand. I, I want to refuse but I can't."

"All so fast. I don't even know what happened to me. What happened to me, why did I become like this. Argh!!" Kanaya cried out in frustration, lowered her head and continued beating her own head with both hands.

"I'm sorry, Kang. Forgive Aya!" the more broken his cry now. Kanaya is really unable to withstand the wounds as well as the twists and turns of her life journey which makes her very dizzy.

Pluck...

"Don't hurt yourself, Aya. Nay! I'm sorry, I'm sorry for the words that hurt you, sorry!"

Hani came and directly hugged Kanaya just like that from the side, stopping the movements of her two hands that hurt her own.

Kanaya remains rebellious, she still wants to torture herself even though Hani has been holding her.

"Yep, Han. Release me! stay away from me, I don't deserve to be by your side, I don't deserve it! I'm evil I'm heartbroken, Han. Go!" drive Kanaya.

"No, Aya. I'm not leaving. I'm sorry, Aya. Don't punish me like this," Hani also ended up feeling the sadness that Kanaya felt even though she did not know what kind of injury actually happened.

"Go, Han! I don't deserve to be your friend" Kanaya keeps trying to push Hani but Kanaya's fragility now makes her lose to Hani until it's Hani_ who hugs Kanaya.

Cries broke out from the two, hugging each other and settling the wounds that might be able to come out.

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Sitting alone on the outskirts of Hani and Kanaya's garden now, the two are calmer and can talk to each other with weeping that has subsided.

Facing towards the village Ambung hoped to see Yuan who was on the move there. Though Kanaya herself knows, this is an active day and Yuan must be in college but what is wrong if there is hope.

"What's really going on, Ay?" Hani turned his head, this time he wanted to listen to all the explanations from Kanaya's lips directly.

He will hold all the actual words still lodged in his truth.

"I don't know either, Han. I'm also confused as to why I can take it for granted."

"Wak Tejo or Mas Arifin forced you?" getting curious now.

Kanaya kept silent and did not answer. Although not directly but Wak Tejo actually contributed to this. If Kanaya doesn't accept it maybe she will also force it.

While Arifin, obviously he forced her. It even gives such a disgusting emphasis.

"Based on them yes, I guess they must be the culprit. What exactly do they want?" Hani looks very upset. Although Kanaya did not say it but Kanaya's silence was already the answer for her.

"Han, can I ask you a favor?"

"What can I help you with?" ask Hani.

"Please call Kang Yuan. I want to talk to him. I want to tell him everything. If he really likes me, I want Kang Yuan to come propose to me before the wedding happens. Please help me, Han." ask Kanaya.

It turned out that his full consciousness was still getting. Apparently the dirga mahabbah has not really mastered it.

"OK," quickly Hani picked up her own phone, quickly contacting Yuan who was feeling at a distance.

Tut. tut's...

Many times the phone calls but there is no response at all. Could it be that Yuan is busy right now?

"Where, Han?" So expect Kanaya at this time, hoping that she will be able to talk to Yuan and say everything that became her wish.

"Not answered," Hani shook his head weakly, "but I'll try again."

So agitated Kanaya waited but until many times the call was made there was still no response at all.

Weak, that's the current Kanaya. His wish was not granted.

"Yes! Kanaya!" not yet Yuan picked up the phone Arifin's voice was so echoing. How did he know Kanaya was there?

"You're really here. Hurry home, it's Dirga same parents come to see you!" arifin exclaimed when he saw Kanaya who was very surprised at the place with Hani.

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