Romance Love Kanaya

Loving-bond

'Ikhlas and patience are the way of all problems. Two things that I have to live with, even in any way. Strengthen me, O God. Let me be of use to him and do my duty well.'

#Kanaya Setya Ningrum

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Despite trying to control it, Dirga still can not. Although Kanaya has also asked to continue and accept all the pain but Dirga does not want to continue.

Kanaya's bated cry had already managed to paralyze her passion and had completely plummeted and turned into guilt.

"I'm sorry, Nay. Again I have hurt you" he said, stroking Kanaya's cheek gently.

Although it hurt but not to severe like that time, even Dirga did not hit Kanaya just grabbed her hair after releasing the Kanaya hijab by force.

"Master is not wrong. I apologize for not being able to endure the pain" Kanaya also cried because Dirga was the same.

The warmth that they should both feel must be restrained because of a great test that God has given. This may be the first test for their family.

"Now go to sleep, it's very night," Dirga's pinta and wiped Kanaya's tears with her fingers.

"Master must also rest," Kanaya's pinta was also directly nod by Dirga.

Both of them slowly spread their bodies. There is a sense of guilt for each other.

Dirga asked Kanaya to turn her back, with that there will definitely be no more passion that appears for tonight.

"Sir, if there is any way that you can be satisfied without hurting me, I am sincere even if it is in any way" Kanaya said.

Dirga. He wanted that too but he hasn't found that way. If there is Dirga will certainly do it because he is also very eager to fulfill the inner living as a husband.

"May I hug you?" dirga's permission and divert the conversation.

"Hem," Kanaya nodded in permission and finally Dirga put away the bolster that was in the middle of them earlier and immediately hugged Kanaya from behind.

The distinctive aroma present in Kanaya's hair made Dirga feel very comfortable. His heart also continues to be privileged as well as his lips that continue to recite praise for the Lord.

In the comfort of the night, gusts of wind entering through the cracks of Kanaya's ventilation holes began to close their eyes.

The dream will soon be picked up by Kanaya, hoping that her dream is the most beautiful dream from her previous dreams.

"Nay," call Dirga but Kanaya doesn't know anymore.

Why else?

Why at the time of seeing Kanaya pulas this passion Dirga back up. She hesitated for fear of hurting again.

Dirga turned Kanaya's body until it became supine, her lips were so beautiful. It was still very red because of the former.

Not wanting Kanaya to feel the pain to make her passion even more heightened, but seeing Kanaya's eyes closed peacefully made Dirga more turbulent to touch her.

Is this one way to be able to touch Kanaya without hurting her? But how could he possibly touch Kanaya when she falls asleep like this?

He will be satisfied but like Kanaya. If he realizes that he is not?

But Dirga's passion is getting bigger now, and he can't take it anymore.

"I'm sorry, Nay. Maybe this is the way. I'll tell you the truth tomorrow, even if you don't wake up right now."

Slowly Dirga began to touch Kanaya his throat was very round. He wants to finish his passion tonight.

Until finally Dirga actually did it in a state of Kanaya asleep.

Kanaya was silent, as if she didn't know anything when she was fully aware. He felt everything Dirga did. Kanaya accidentally does not open her eyes because she does not want to lose her release again.

'Forgive Nay, Sir. I'm sincere if it has to be this way. I'm sure someday I You will both enjoy the fabric of love with real and fully aware, ' inward Kanaya.

Although still sick Kanaya continues to hold it, certainly do not want to make Dirga aware that he knows.

Until finally Kanaya felt Dirga's body tremble violently along with the fast hunting breath. Yep! Dirga finally got his release.

It was Kanaya's forehead with gratitude but also guilt.

"Thank you, Nay. But also sorry," said Dirga.

It turns out that Dirga found a way to be able to get all without hurting. But if Kanaya knew, maybe she'd feel hurt. It was not his birth but his mind that he tormented. Think Dirga.

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Kanaya wakes up first she also goes straight to the bathroom. Of course he's gonna take a big shower.

Meanwhile, Dirga also woke up immediately after Kanaya entered the bathroom. Dirga felt very surprised, the growth of Kanaya woke up earlier than him.

"Rich showers?" dirga's heart was beating strongly. Was he found out last night? then what will he say later. Will Kanaya be angry? that's what Derga was afraid of.

Dirga was still waiting, he was up and moved to sit on the sofa with misgivings.

Before long Kanaya came out, of course she was also fully dressed as well as hair covered by a towel.

Dirga immediately ran, moreover he saw Kanaya who was also shampooing.

"Nay, ka_kau? you shampooing?" this is what disturbed Dirga's mind last night.

After waking up he had to tell Kanaya and had to take a big shower. If not any worship will not be accepted because in a state of great concern _.

"Yes, why?" kanaya pretended not to know. Kanaya just wanted to know if Dirga would be honest with her or not.

"A_have you u_was your intention to take a shower...? Hem?" So doubtful did Dirga speak.

"What's the bath?" ask Kanaya.

In his hands, Kanaya wants Dirga to be honest with what he has done. He doesn't want to be a big liar.

"Here," Dirga pulled Kanaya to sit on the sofa after sitting Dirga still continued to look at Kanaya with arms that did not come off.

"Nay, actually. Actually I've done it," Dirga lowered her head.

"Do what?"

"A_didn't you feel anything last night?" does Kanaya really feel nothing? thought Dirga.

Dirga's face had paled he was afraid that Kanaya would be angry with him.

"I did it while you were asleep. I'm sorry, Nay. Ii'm sorry. A_I can't help everything, I'm sorry," Dirga turned to kneel before Kanaya. Begging for mercy to forgive.

His two hands were already fused before Kanaya with faces looking up at Kanaya's face.

"If you want to be angry, just be angry with me. If you want to hit me as you like. But I beg you to forgive me," Dirga was so frightened.

It was not Kanaya's intention to demean Dirga by allowing Dirga to be what he is today. Kanaya just wants Dirga's honesty. And now he has got.

Kanaya sat down in front of Dirga. Separate Dirga's hands and embrace her.

"So I'm sorry, I know everything, sir. Aya knows. If that is the only way then do it, Aya sincerely."

"But you have to promise Aya. Today we go to the doctor. You must heal, "pinta Kanaya.

Not whatever Kanaya wants, just a cure Dirga alone.

Dirga nodded resignedly when yesterday Dirga wanted to oppose Savira for treatment. He believes in his own way he can be healed. But apparently not, he will always lose. He needs someone who really knows the problem.

"Yes, I'm going to the doctor," Dirga nodded steadily and it made Kanaya happy.

Obligations, as well as duties as a wife, Kanaya must still run well even though in her heart there is no love. Kanaya will continue to learn and strive to shift Yuan's position and replace with Dirga, her husband.

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