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Late night Dirga to home. The house already looks very quiet and the main lights have been turned off it is a sign that the occupants have been asleep in the dream world.
Dirga had no intention of waking up Kanaya because he knew his wife must be very tired with her activities today. Fortunately, Dirga always carries a spare key so she can enter without having to ask to be opened by others from inside.
Slowly he entered. Very slow even his steps seemed to have no sound.
Dirga hesitates to go to her room because she believes that right now Kanaya must be sleeping with Muna. But he was eager to see his wife's face he missed so much.
His hand slowly opened the door of the room but it had not been touched that the door had opened from the inside. No Dirga, no one who came out of the room was equally surprised.
She was Muna who came out feeling thirsty and wanted to take a drink. He did not think that he would meet Dirga.
"Mas," Muna turned her head towards Kanaya who was fast asleep.
"No need to wake up, he must be tired. Hem, you're sleeping in the next room is okay, right?" ask Dirga.
Muna smiled let alone asked not to be asked Muna would choose to stay away from couples who want to miss. Don't want to be a deterrent to couples who want to combine still, right?
"Quiet, Mas. Let alone sleeping next to sleeping in the living room is also okay," Muna's eyes glanced mischievously. There's only one cousin.
"No need in the middle room there are two rooms nganggur you can choose up to you."
"I chose something further, fearing you both."
"What do you mean?"
"Dengerin talk, Mas. Why do you want to do it again? do you want pol gas for almost a week off?" Muna chuckles.
"Mun," was furious that Dirga saw that Muna was also increasingly chuckling and running away.
"Message one girl yes, Mas!" his yell.
'Huffff,' Dirga's breathing felt so heavy all because of his cousin's behavior. It's easy to say a girl's message is a child's message just like a rujak message!
Slowly Dirga entered, closing the door slowly as well. Putting things on the sofa and then approaching Kanaya so soundly.
He sat down next to Kanaya, seeing how peaceful he was sleeping. Her hair that slightly covered her face she put away and now really looks the face of Kayu Kanaya who some days she misses.
There were no words coming out that there was only a gentle, loving kiss on Kanaya's forehead before Dirga went to clean up and change her clothes with one that was more comfortable to sleep on.
Thankfully, it was not until a week later that he could see his wife again. So happy Dirga.
It did not take long for Dirga to clean in the bathroom and change her clothes with a home shirt also wrapped around the holster.
As soon as he caught up with his wife, he laid down his body next to Kanaya. Pulling Kanaya's head and changing her hands as a pillow. His one hand also directly hugged Kanaya who remained unmoved. There was no response at all, maybe Kanaya was very tired.
Kanaya's brow was pecked at many times, channeling a very deep longing in her heart.
'Is my love really selfish?' dirga's inner self recalls Yuan's words saying that his love was selfish.
'Forgive me if this is selfish love, Nay. But I promise, there will be no selfishness to always make you happy. I will not fight for your happiness. That's my promise, ' he said.
'Patience, Ga. Patience.' her mind again.
Until finally choosing to close your eyes immediately rather than later will lose control.
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The sound of the alarm woke Kanaya at three in the morning. As long as Dirga was gone he always woke up at that hour. Obviously to perform the sunnah prayer, teach for a while and then clean up the room while waiting for dawn to come. And after dawn he went out and did everything else.
Slowly his eyes opened, there was something heavy sitting on his stomach. Is this Muna's hand? kanaya thought that straight to Muna.
Obviously Kanaya immediately thought like that, it was because the two of them slept together last night. If not Muna then who else?
At the touch of that hand, it slowly wanted to get rid of because Kanaya wanted to get up.
"Muna's hand is bigger?" said confused.
Quickly Kanaya opened her eyes to awaken until she was fully conscious.
His view is still unclear because he who just woke up also with less lighting. His hand immediately turned on the main light and it finally became clear who was next to him with the hand that was holding him.
"Mas Dirga's? I didn't see it wrong?" his hand raised and rubbed his eyes repeatedly. She opened her eyes again and it was clearly her husband.
"Is this really Mas Dirga?" Kanaya was still making sure that she had clearly seen it was her husband.
"What's up, Nay? did you forget your husband's face, Hem?" it turned out that Dirga had woken up from earlier he just wanted to wait for Kanaya's reaction when he saw her.
"When do you come home?" suddenly Kanaya becomes nervous because of Dirga's existence. Not meeting for almost a week made him nervous again like he used to be.
"Why not wake up?" coined.
"How could I wake you up who looks so negligent in your sleep, dear Naya."
Instead of releasing his embrace but Dirga even closer his body to Kanaya to really stick.
Kanaya. The more nervous Kanaya is when she is in closer proximity to Dirga. Moreover, this is clearly how the state of Kanaya who does not wear hijab.
Although married but Kanaya is indeed more often wearing hijab and very rarely Dirga can see the beauty of his real wife.
In addition to the clothes of Kanaya who only wears a short-sleeved negligee only makes Kanaya shiver when Dirga touches it.
Sometimes the memory of that day still comes, fear often always haunts him when close to Dirga. Though he himself always said he would try to survive.
Increasingly nervous when suddenly Dirga just put his lips on Kanaya's lips. He was speechless with eyes rounded with a heart that was beating strongly.
"Hem, I miss you so much, Nay," in his embrace grew tighter and tighter as if unwilling to let go. Obviously Dirga was unwilling to let go, he was really afraid of losing.
'Mas Dirga why?' kanaya's mind is confused.
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Seriate....