Romance Love Kanaya

Strive Sincere

'The Mahabba will not bring good at the end of the story. There will be a full wound at the end of the story. Maybe it can be done Mahabbah, but is it ready to accept all the consequences? It's not me, it's not what I want. I want his love to be present purely, not in the wrong way.'

#Dirga Gantara

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Footsteps are getting slower after continuing to run but still can not pursue his two best friends.

With a black bag hanging from Kanaya's shoulder, he continued walking alone. Observing the towering Mount Merbabu before him.

It was on this mountain land that Kanaya was born, raised full of affection. The place where he joked, laughed and even cried as well as this mountain became a witness to the beginning of his life journey.

Starting from continued in the abundance of affection by both parents until finally the affection was cut off and left alone.

"Why did it all become like this, Mommy?" the question was along with his yet perfectly orderly breath.

"Why mom and dad left Aya alone. Why don't you take Aya too, Mom. Why is it only the father who was taken, "his eyes were centered on the top of Merbabu, then circled and stopped at the public cemetery which was not far from the road he passed.

Kanaya has not come for a long time, Kanaya has long forgotten about the place until she seems to have no time to come.

"Mother, Father, Kanaya misses," he murmured.

Kanaya's feet seemed to show the way where she should go. His feet stepped towards the burial place to visit the navel of his parents.

Legs kept stepping, breaking through the people's garden so that Kanaya could quickly arrive. And stop at two mounds that are only soil and there are tombstones as markers.

Throw Kanaya's body in the middle between the two centers. Sitting limp as if losing energy for his life.

The bones felt lost to stand up even to sit upright Kanaya was unable to.

There were no words to speak, only drops upon drops of tears that began to flood his cheeks. Both hands grabbed the two gravestones on both different sides and finally broke the cry of Kanaya in front of her parents.

Hands slowly descended, grasping the ground that was still slightly wet from yesterday's rain.

"Mother, sir, Kanaya is kangen," the first greeting to greet her parents.

With tears constantly flowing his hands slowly uprooted the weeds that were beginning to grow. Clean as clean as possible using both hands.

Making sure everything was clean Kanaya's body collapsed on her belly button, hugging her as if she was hugging her mother.

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The car kept going, and Dirga kept silent saying nothing. His thoughts were only about Kanaya, Kanaya and Kanaya.

How can she have Kanaya and be able to get her love. It was so easy for her to get whatever she wanted, but why was it so hard to get love from a girl who had managed to move her heart that seemed to die for love.

'How can I have you, Naya. What can I do so that you can be mine, Dirga's inner self.

Hope is so great about Kanaya, not only limited to admiring and happy love when the love is happy. But his love is the love of having it fully.

Is it really love, or an obsession? I don't know!

"Sir, can I do something so that the girl can accept you?" ask the driver who is always loyal to accompany wherever Dirga goes.

"With the almighty, sir," he said.

Even Dirga himself can do that without asking anyone for help. Although not getting the title as if ustadz but Dirga is also a former santri, who clearly has a little omnipresent teachings.

Only with a little prayer that continues to be neatened easily anyone will bend his knees to him. He can get it easily without having to work hard.

But, was it really only that path that Dirga could take to be able to get Kanaya?

What if he managed to get Kanaya but at some point the power of his almighty faded or perhaps lost, would Kanaya still want to be with him? or maybe you want to accept it and stay.

"No, I wouldn't do that. I really like it. I love him and want to get it the right way" Dirga replied.

"Ta_but what if you keep failing?" I don't know what demon possessed the driver's head so much that he urged Dirga to take the wrong path to get Kanaya.

For a moment Dirga fell silent. Thinking, would he be able to be rejected again by the girl he really likes? will he be able to see his girl together and be happy with others?

Dirga is not a fool, he knows the great usefulness and consequences that he will get after everything is lost. It could be the hatred of the person he is mahabah_i that he will get.

Instead of getting love but only will he get suffering also regret after everything slowly drifted away. At first it will be sweet, he can be happy. But everything cannot be eternal.

"No, I can't" he said with complete confidence.

"You know better what you have to do, sir," said Dirga's driver.

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'Dear, do not be sad. My mom loves you too. We want to be able to see Aya happy.'

'But, Mak. Aya wants to come with you. Aya is not strong with all this, Mak, ' so loud Kanaya says it will her wish.

'No, Honey. Rest assured, you must be strong. Happiness is waiting for you there. Although we are no longer together, my mother will always be in Kanaya's heart. We will always be there and always accompany Kanaya. Never blame fate and live out all the destinies that have been your way. Someday happiness will come.'

"But, Mak.'

'You're right, honey. Take your happiness,'

'But, Sir. Kanaya will only be happy if she stays with you. You are the happiness of Kanaya.'

'Pick up your happiness, honey.'

" Mommy! mak! The father!'

"Mr!!!" Kanaya was aghast from her mother's belly button. He dreams of meeting his parents. The two continued to say the words that Kanaya had to go through. For sure Kanaya must be able to sincerely live everything.

"It turned out to be just a dream," he murmured. Though Kanaya hopes to actually meet her parents, she can even be with them again. But impossible, their nature is different.

"Excuse Kanaya who is on the verge of giving up and despairing, Mak. Kanaya will try to be sincere. Whatever God has destined for Kanaya will be accepted with a sincere heart" said Kanaya.

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Seriate......