Romance Love Kanaya

The missing positive thought

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How can the mind always be positive if the reality of things that happen as if it does not show the direction of the thing.

Kanaya has struggled to work hard and believes with her husband that there will never be another woman besides her in the heart of her husband, but looking at his current change was certainly the thought that would instantly pop into his mind.

Finish dawn which they usually use to teach together but now there is only silence that ends up being ended by Kanaya because it feels very impervious.

"Don't torture me like this. Isn't it us who always say that everything should be discussed and nothing should be hidden in a marriage relationship? Why is it that now Mas is denying his own words."

Kanaya increasingly left in tears her words had started to be unclear because it had changed with a raucous voice and was also trembling.

"Say, Mas. Tell me," Kanaya is increasingly unable to reveal everything. In fact, the words that have been spoken not yet how many days.

Dirga pecked on the spot, still standing on his back to Kanaya who was still sitting on his red prayer mat.

Dirga's eyes began to glaze over, a huge wave had already started to fill his fertilizer but was still trying to hold on to it with all his might.

"Why, Mas. Why do you make Naya happy but you end up doing it like this. Where are all your promises. I never demanded anything, I never expected anything that Naya herself could not get. Naya just wants Mas. There's nothing else!"

Kanaya was still trying to condescend her words she would not dare to say in a high tone to Dirga.

"If you are bored with Naya, just do whatever you have to do. Naya doesn't want to be like this."

Breaking down Dirga's defense as well, he immediately ran back to Kanaya and hugged her.

Regretting her current way, she was so confused as to how she could not afford to say for fear that Kanaya would always think of her illness and would affect her pregnancy.

But Dirga also could not see Kanaya like this. He was so sorry that his actions had even made Kanaya think she had grown tired of him even thinking that there was another woman in their midst.

"No, there's no one. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, "taken tightly over Kanaya's sobbing body.

His headache is nothing compared to the heartache of seeing a beloved wife like this because of her actions.

"It's not like that, I'm really sorry."

His regret has not been able to stop crying let alone the pain in Kanaya, it feels so impenetrable and probably will not be easy.

How would not be more sensitive considering all his life stories. All come with a million affections but after that go like the wind and leave a trail of wounds in the heart.

Kanaya was still very traumatized by all of that so she would actually be immediately offended when Dirga slightly moved away from her.

"Mas can't do this, mas can't," Kanaya wants to let go but Dirga keeps planting and doesn't allow Kanaya to escape.

"No, I won't do this again. I'm sorry."

"Promise?" Kanaya released herself raising her hand and raised her little finger.

"Promise" Dirga's little finger greeted with a face that nodded in agreement.

"Now smile, hem!" Dirga guided Kanaya to smile even she also smiled first.

Just like that which Kanaya wanted, little happiness and also the little attention Dirga gave.

Of course Kanaya will immediately smile even though it is only thin, but her heart is really happy to make Dirga return.

"Sorry, I have no intention of doing this to you. I do not intend to be far away especially until your duakan. I've done a lot of work, sorry."

"Really?" ask Kanaya.

"Hem," Dirga nodded as she indeed had no intention of doing everything.

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The happy morning of Kanaya has returned with Dirga's usual return. Enjoying breakfast together they continued to smile even the two returned friendly and also mutual bribe-greeting.

Wak Ami who looked back was relieved he could finally see Dirga as usual and also Kanaya could smile again.

When Kanaya's smile disappeared as if the spirit of life wak Ami also seemed to disappear and after all parts returned now Wak Ami's happiness has also returned.

"Son, your Wak advice is often shared like this. Spend time together and don't keep thinking about work. Work is important but if the energy is too pressed it will not be good in the end. And also your relationship will have distance."

"Yes, Wak. Let Dirga take care of it later," Dirga smiled as she went back to feed Kanaya and made sure she was full before she went to work.

"Are you going home early?" ask Kanaya. Of course he was afraid that Dirga would lie to him because some days Dirga always came home late.

"God willing. I'll be home early. Mas want to always spend time with you, Mas also want to see firsthand how the development of this pregnant woman."

"ah! pain, Mas!" kanaya's strangling because Dirga pinched her nose.

"Hahaha, sorry. It's just so jolly."

Kanaya is getting excited because she can see Dirga who can laugh again with loose. Although only for a moment but it feels very relieving.

Kanaya wanted to see something like this next, Dirga who always smiled without a smile was forced. He wants to be truly happy by seeing their real happiness not just as a cover for other problems.

"Alhamdulillah, finally finished too," Dirga's last bribe was given to Kanaya.

"Thank you, Mom." Satisfied and excited Kanaya chewed for her last mouthful.

"What the hell is not for you. Again, I'm sorry."

"Hem, remember yes, Mum. Do not repeat like yesterday. If there is a problem tell Naya and we try to find a solution together. Mas problems will be my problems too so Mas never feel alone" Kanaya reminded.

"Yes, it won't" Dirga replied when there was actually a big problem that he was still hiding.

Dirga was still not ready to tell Kanaya because she felt able to handle it herself. Although the first step he was wrong but for the next he made sure it would not be again.

She won't let Kanaya cry again because of her, she has to be happy.

If Kanaya's smile is her strength doesn't it mean that Dirga should make Kanaya smile?

"Mas left first yes, Assalamu'alaikum," he said.

"Wa'alaikumsalam."

'You haven't been completely honest, Mom. There is still something you are hiding. Even though you tried hard to heal her but I can see her. A wife's beliefs will never go wrong, Mom. We hide something from Kanaya, ' Inner Kanaya.

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