Romance Love Kanaya

Disappointment

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On the way Kanaya kept silent, not because sad but very disappointed after knowing all the truth about Wak Tejo as well as Arifin who turned out his affection so far was a falsehood.

Can't be believed that they were so brave of him, all his goodness just to get what Kanaya has so much right.

Why should it be like that, the old man who he considered very good and very sincere to him turned out to be all just a lie.

There is nothing to be proud of now that they have nothing to hope for and will never be trusted again.

Dirga was so worried to see the state of Kanaya who looked so disappointed. Even he did not look at Dirga at all and continued to look out looking at everything that the car passed.

There is a sense of regret in Dirga's heart because what he did made his wife sad like this. yesterday came with a great happiness but now he came home with a very big wound. Which husband will bear to see the wound of a wife who is so dear to him.

"Nay, are you okay?" dirga asked while touching Kanaya's shoulder.

Kanaya did not turn her head at all she was still dissolved in the disappointment caused by the person she had believed all along.

"Nay," Dirga once again called and this time Kanaya turned her head.

His eyes look so tired look so tired mixed with a sense of disappointment that is so great. His eyes were red withstanding a great turmoil that wanted to come out but Kanaya did not allow it and was clearly evidently welled up in it.

"What's the matter, tell me the same Mas," Kanaya's hand held tenderly in that way Dirga was very sure Kanaya would tell all that was being felt.

But it didn't seem to be because Kanaya still remained silent not a single word came out of her lips that there was only an increasingly large wound visible within her eyes. Really, Dirga felt very sorry.

Enclosed Kanaya's body until entering the Deck of Dirga. Being hugged in hope in such a way could make Kanaya calm down.

But it doesn't seem to! kanaya's cries suddenly broke and wet the clothes Dirga was wearing.

"Cry, Nay. Take it all out if only that can calm you down. You are not alone there is Mas who will always be with you, accompany you through the toughest times of your life."

"We fight together and we go through all this to the end and we get happy."

The tighter Dirga hugged Kanaya who is now increasingly sobbing. It will not be prevented by Dirga crying Kanaya who continues to come out in his arms instead Dirga instead let and ask Kanaya to get it all out.

Dirga was very sure after that everything would be fine and Kanaya would return cheerful and happy as ever.

"Mas, why was Mas so kind to Kanaya when the person who Kanaya believed the most had the heart to cheat behind Kanaya?" kanaya asked by staying in Dirga's arms.

"What if Kanaya can't repay all the kindness that Mas gave to Kanaya. Kanaya was very afraid that one day it would change."

Yep! fear is also a sense of disappointment that makes Kanaya also afraid if one day Dirga did the same thing even though he himself was sure that Dirga would not be that much with him, he said, but no one knows the future, not everything can change. Hopefully not!

"What are you saying, Nay. It will not make you suffer. I promise to always make you happy."

"And yes! mas never asked anything of what Mas has given you only one that Mas asked of you you are always happy and also smiling it is more than all." replied Dirga.

"So don't think too much that Mas will ask for a reward. Mas is not Arifin nor is Wak Tejo greedy for treasure. Sincerely, Mas also loves you very much." explained Dirga with full confidence and made Kanaya convinced that what was said was the truth.

Kanaya is increasingly convinced that what she hears is the real thing Dirga is unlikely to do the same as Arifin also wak Tejo.

Had Dirga only wanted something from Kanaya it would not have been possible for him to give everything, right? maybe Dirga did it.

Until so tired Kanaya cried in Dirga's arms and did not feel her breath slowly began to be regular and the sound of stuffing no longer heard it means Kanaya has fallen asleep.

Dirga saw Kanaya's face and it turned out that his wife's eyes were closed with regular breathing but still occasionally he was as excited.

"Well, sir," replied Mr. Danu obediently drove his car to the place requested by Dirga to the inn.

Maybe tonight they will stay there again and again their vacation time is still there one day they can still use for something that will make their relationship closer even closer.

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Kanaya slowly opened her eyes, clearly confused because she was in a foreign place that she had never visited before.

His eyes looked in all directions looking for Dirga but did he not see her whereabouts, then where was Dirga?

"Mas!" kanaya shouted and slowly started to get off the bed.

Slowly the feet began to step and immediately the sound of splashing water he heard from the direction of the bathroom, it means Dirga was in the bathroom.

Kanaya breathed a sigh of relief because Dirga would not be able to leave her. Kanaya is so grateful that Dirga never feels tired, leads her on the right path and is always there for her.

Dirga only wants Kanaya's happiness and it is very clear from Kanaya's eyes, where maybe Kanaya will doubt Dirga now.

Gleck...

Kanaya swallows her own saliva as the bathroom door opens and Dirga is seen hands laying on her chest and just wrapped a towel around her stomach.

Kanaya's face was hot when she was sure it was red by now.

"Nay, what's wrong with you?" unaware of what Dirga was wearing at the moment, she asked Kanaya what was happening to her. Of course his wife was very embarrassed now, rather she was nervous to see her husband in such a state.

"I_it," Kanaya turned her back and ended up turning her back. It was only now that Dirga was aware of what was happening.

Dirga just smiled observing herself who was in such a state, not even if she went straight to pick up the clothes and put them on but instead approached towards Kanaya.

"Why should I be ashamed, I am your husband. You are clean over everything. You are free to see it even halal to touch it," said Dirga.

At his hand reach Kanaya, pulled slowly to make Kanaya back towards him. Placed Kanaya's hand on her chest would certainly feel how Dirga's heart rhythm now.

"Even this heart beats only for you, Nay," he said.

"Well!" Kanaya raised her face, looking at Dirga who was looking down on her.

Dirga walked forward eroding the distance with Kanaya. But that distance remained because Kanaya walked backwards.

Until finally Kanaya can not retreat again after she got back in her bed. Kanaya fell down and Dirga caught up with her.

"Riddho?" ask Dirga.

"Hem," Kanaya was still in a state of panic. He was still overwhelmed by his nervousness.

"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim," bismillah as the beginning for the next event of the two of them. Continue with the prayer before actually getting into the core event.

'O God, help me to hold everything. Don't let me hurt my wife, ' Dirga's inner hope.

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