Romance Love Kanaya

What is hidden

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The pain seemed to disappear when he saw the happy smile of his beloved wife. Even fatigue also seemed to fade with a small happiness that can be realized for the wife.

Every smile becomes a force and flows positive energies that make the defense for immunity stronger.

Prayers along with efforts to find a cure. Qualifying as a servant, if pain should be seeking a cure and also praying the issue of healing are all left to the God of the creator who gives the pain and who will lift the illness.

Although by hiding the disease that Dirga did not give up and continue to do treatment to doctors who are already experts in the field of the disease.

Thank God even though the disease is a dangerous disease but it is likely still curable because it is still in the early stages. Hopefully, what the doctor said will be real and Dirga can be cured also live a happy life with his son and wife later.

No one accompanied when Dirga checked up at the hospital he was always alone but he never felt alone because the wife's prayer was always with him.

All must be hidden so neatly by Dirga even just taking medicine he always hid from Kanaya also he who kept it and that Kanaya did not know.

Although Kanaya is always worried when Dirga experiences dizziness but Dirga can always be sure that she only experiences dizziness and nothing serious, but, and Dirga always said all that because he was exhausted and just lacked rest.

Every meal Dirga would always go to the workspace and take the medicine there and of course immediately drink it there all really hidden from Kanaya.

But lately Kanaya feels suspicious why Dirga always goes to work after finishing eating, although the reason is always about work but does not make sense because every meal is finished. Isn't that a strange thing.

Unbeknownst to Dirga Kanaya followed him very slowly. He didn't want Dirga to know who was following him.

But unfortunately when you get to the front door of Kanaya's workspace can not enter because it turns out the door is locked from the inside, of course this makes you very curious what Dirga actually hid.

"Why is the door in the lock?" Kanaya Mumbles.

His hand had just pressed the doorknob to be able to open it but nil he could not at all.

"What are you hiding from Naya, Mas?" Of course the question mark will always appear in the mind of Kanaya. The more days Dirga also the more strange he seemed to move away from her even though slowly.

In the increasing age of pregnancy but Dirga seemed to slowly start away, for some reason but Kanaya felt it very much.

Sad, that must be how Kanaya felt. Though he also felt that he did not have any mistakes and he also always did what Dirga wanted but I don't know Kanaya himself did not understand.

Now Kanaya returned to the room with a sense of disappointment because she did not get any answers from the curiosity he had felt for days.

With Dirga like this Kanaya became to feel himself who had a mistake. Even Kanaya also felt that Dirga was no longer the same as yesterday who was so close and always wanted to see him happy.

Kanaya sat in the window seat looking at the raindrops that were slowly pouring down so clear glass. The coldness felt rushed into the heart because it might also be due to the loneliness that he slowly began to get.

Usually every night when he finished dinner he would spend time with Dirga learning things he did not know about religion or about the business world but tonight he did not come.

"Why, Mas? Why do you feel so far away now, what's my fault?"

Kanaya who is always more sensitive now only slowly shed tears by facing the night yard in the middle of the raindrops that coincide with tears.

His hand stroked his stomach which began to bulge his face down and seemed to want to tell all grievances to his son.

"You're patient, son. We pray together that Abi will return to us as before."

Tears continued to flow so it felt his heart hurt because it felt dumped by Dirga.

Is it possible that there were other women, so Dirga became like this now?

Although trying to close his eyes but in fact Kanaya did not succeed. His heart was really very agitated as well as feeling very scared.

Until finally after 10:00 pm Kanaya heard the door of the room slowly open and footsteps slowly began to approach until there was someone who was following lying next to her. It must be Dirga. Kanaya did not see him at all because she slept on her back to the place that was now filled.

Kanaya is also still completely a brother as she is completely unable to sleep. He wanted to talk asking Dirga What really happened but he seemed to have no courage for it.

Until finally both of them are silent with their respective minds and equally unable to sleep.

Dirga kept looking at the ceiling thinking about everything he was doing right now. He once turned his head towards Kanaya and he felt very sorry for having tried to stay away from his land.

'Forgive me, Nay. Mas does not intend to stay away from you but every Mas near Mas feel unable even though actually Mas really need you.' Inner Dirga.

Dirga misses Kanaya very much, very much. Although he was very close but it felt like he was also very far away. Dirga also felt very miserable why again it should be like this.

Kanaya used to be patient after knowing about the disorder, did she have to be patient again after knowing her illness?

Dirga changed her position, she tilted towards Kanaya then hugged her. Many times he kissed Kanaya's head which he thought was sleeping when in fact it was not at all.

The relationship is so very close beyond marriage, which is a love relationship under the divine ridho. There was no word in either but in the body touching each other so quickly brought comfort until drowsiness came and it was slowly their eyes closed simultaneously.

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On each prayer, in one prayer that one Kanaya also Dirga is. Facing the Divine on such a beautiful morning.

Prayer as usual requested by Dirga but in the heart of Kanaya, tucked a special prayer and really he asked. Dirga returned as usual without any distance.

In silence Dirga flipped and reached out his hand of course immediately welcomed by Kanaya. Kanaya fell silent while welcoming a helping hand.

Kanaya hopes this time Dirga will talk and will say everything. Wasn't he himself the one who always asked Kanaya to be honest in anything?

But, it turns out that Dirga is still silent he even moved even though he also gave a kiss on Kanaya's forehead. Why only action, no sweet words, words full of advice are also full of hope.

Dirga began to step while folding his alphabet of course still in silence.

Kanaya's heart ached the more, the more confused she became. What exactly was his mistake?

"Mas, get angry at me, rebuke me saying anything if I have it wrong. Don't keep me quiet like this, I'll never be able to, Mom."

Kanaya bowed in tears her lips began to speak because she could not stand Dirga's attitude that changed too far.

"What's wrong, Mom. Whaaat! Is Naya really nothing to me anymore, Mas. Is possible... Is there a better woman than Naya? If there is something better and Naya is no longer worthy then just take the woman home. And meet Naya and let Naya see that better woman."

Bad thoughts are certainly there and will obviously always overshadow Kanaya.

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