Romance Love Kanaya

Honest

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Kanaya's pregnancy, which will soon be until the day of labor, makes Dirga ready to say what really happened to her. He hoped that this time he would not fail.

Actually still very scared but considering what happened to him did not improve making the determination very big in Dirga's heart. The feeling of fear that he would be late told Kanaya when she really could no longer because there was no more ability.

Inside her study, Dirga picked up a paper from the hospital that first gave her the bad news. Her tears were flowing without knowing why. His heart is obviously heavy.

''Are you going to be angry after you find out, Nay?'' Dirga was also very afraid, not afraid because Kanaya would be angry and disappointed with him but she was very afraid that something would happen to Kanaya.

His heart was so heartbroken, he was so grieved that he had not said it at all. What if he says everything?

In her tears slowly, she must be strong because she will not be able to make Kanaya calm later if she herself is very fragile like now.

Not even Dirga moved from where her tears flowed back, her hands raised touching her own hair that turned out to be exhausted.

Everything that exists now is just a fake because it is just a fake hair that he bought specifically so that Kanaya does not know if it turns out that she no longer has hair.

Actually, not only in her hair that she can no longer maintain but her body as well, she looks so thin and dry like never before.

Dirga's grief grew as his hands removed the false hair and exposed his bald head and there was no hair left.

''Excuse me, Nay. I cannot defend his_. Mas has continued to try with various treatments but it turns out that God has not allowed Mas to heal, he said pilu.

Dirga's cry was so broken, she was so helpless now. His body was limp along with the tears that kept flowing as well as the hand that gripped the fake hair he made exactly like his own hair that used to be.

He looked at her grievously, why should this be the way. It used to be a time when the first marriage big problems happened to him and that's why he had to fight hard.

In just a few months he was happy and became the happiest and luckiest man when the bigger problem came back to him.

The results from the hospital said she had suffered from brain cancer, and it turned out that it was also the aftermath of the illness that Dirga had experienced since the beginning of the marriage. He who tried to hold it to the highest point there is a membrane of his blood that broke without him knowing until finally it is what causes his cancer now.

Now Dirga can only submit to the Creator the end of all. Either his illness is coming to an end or maybe his life story is coming to an end.

''O God, if You will indeed desire anything other than what I wish I ask, keep my share of Nayaku, and allow me to apologize and be able to tell him all this first.''

The hope is very simple but it will be very difficult for him to do even until this second alone he has not managed to tell his beloved wife.

Dirga continued to try to strengthen her heart to be able to tell Kanaya honestly right now. Many times he breathed a long breath and also continued to be a part of it. It is the strength he seeks for now.

Until finally he really has been able to set his heart and ready to wear his hair again suddenly the door opens. Dirga was very surprised and at that time his hair was not attached to his head but instead fell on the floor.

''Na_Nay....

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