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The night is getting late now Yuan came home but he first drove Hani. Not only because at the request of Kyai Ahmad but also his own desire because Hani is only alone and the road is also in the same direction so all to go home.
Under the night moon the two clocked but still did not stick to each other Hani so far away that his clothes did not touch Yuan.
The breeze of the night accompanied the return of the two of them the sound of the night animal so mastered the space that was so vast but still the night seemed silent.
There was no conversation from the two just silent but their minds were at war with each other with different dreams. Hani is eager to say something to Yuan giving her the strength to get through her life now but Hani does not have that courage until she is silent.
"Han, have you always messaged Kanaya, how she is now. He hasn't been home for a long time, nor has there been any news. Even from the beginning of the construction of the Villa until now almost finished they have not returned at all" Yuan said breaking the silence.
There was a hint of dislike in Hani's heart as Yuan spoke of Kanaya. Was he wrong, was he guilty of having a taste and a dream with Yuan?
It was not Hani's desire for that feeling to come but the attention as well as the tenderness from Yuan that made that feeling present in his heart. Then, would Hani be wrong if he did not like every word about Kanaya.
Hani does not hate Kanaya but he does like all the memories in Yuan's heart that he cannot forget. Yeah! Maybe it is tucked selfish from the feelings he has.
"Once, although not every day but we often exchange news.he is good. Now she is taking the package c exam, and next week she also has a certificate acceptance event from her sewing course. Thank God he had already completed his course in elementary class, and he said after finishing the exam he would return to the course in advanced class."
The explanation from Hani made Yuan so happy, everything that could not be done by him could now be done by Dirga. The dream that once wanted to be realized for Kanaya was slowly also realized by Dirga. Although there was a sense of regret because it was not him who made it happen but Yuan remained happy because Kanaya's dreams would one by one be realized.
"Say he will also go home after his village so, because he said Mas Dirga did not want to go home to the place of wak Ami," said Hani again.
Although Kanaya did not explain why they did not want to go back to Ami's place, they both knew very well why it could happen.
After Arifin's failed marriage the family was ostracized by everyone, both of Arifin's parents had to bear the shame of Arifin's proven deeds and she actually married both women who had been impregnated.
Now the family is seen getting run over by the presence of two women in the house while Arifin himself is now not at home he went out of nowhere on the grounds of wanting to wander to find work so he could support his two children.
"Thank God if he's okay somehow these days I always feel he's a problem he always appears in dreams with a face so sad. I hope it's all just sleeping flowers" Yuan said.
Hani was silent no longer saying anything else, it was not only in his consciousness that Yuan still remembered Kanaya and her memories even in dreams Kanaya was still always present. Is it indeed Hani will only have a one-sided sense that will never be reciprocated?
Yuan actually drove Hani to the front of the house. It was night, even very night.
Both of Hani's parents are still not asleep, even his father is sitting on a bench in the emperor because he is waiting for Hani to come home.
"Almost a minute, brother?" hani.
"It's not necessary, Han. It's night. Anytime during the day," replied Yuan who refused. The time is already night is not good if the two parents also visit Hani must also rest.
"Almost go, son!" her father's voice screamed a little.
"Thank you, Mr. lik. But no, it's late" replied Yuan.
"Yes already, thank you for delivering Hani and be careful on the road. It's dark!"
"Yes Mr. lik. Assalamu'alaikum..."
"Wa'alaikumsalam" replied Hani and his father simultaneously.
The motor went straight from Hani's yard. For a moment the father and son saw Yuan's departure and entered.
"How's your relationship with Yuan, Han?" the question brought Hani's steps to a halt.
"Why is he upset?" muttered the father.
While Yuan, now even stopped in front of the land that was once a field that will soon become a villa.
This is the place that is usually their meeting place. It was there that Yuan always gave Kanaya her favorite rose.
"Everything's just a memory, Aya. But these memories I can't forget. Even this feeling is very hard to replace."
"Why is this feeling getting bigger even after you can't I have" Yuan murmured.
Such a beautiful building that has been sturdy and just stay finishing.
It can not be seen from the road because it is covered by iron gates that will not be easy to open.
A faint smile came out from Yuan's lips while recalling all those memories.
"May you always be happy, Ay. And pray for me too hopefully be as happy as you are" he added.
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Until the night Kanaya also Dirga just returned home. It turned out to be true, not only stop by the mosque but also stop at the night market which happened to be in the middle of the night.
Like a child Kanaya held a cotton candy snack bought by Dirga. Enjoy it by occasionally feeding Dirga.
"Here you eat, you eat" said Dirga after returning Kanaya bribe.
"No, this is so much. I'm not going to run out, so I have to eat too. If it was only me alone then only I would look sweet," Kanaya chuckled.
"It's okay if it's sweet. It's just like being at home."
Kanaya shook her head in disapproval of her returning to feed Dirga again and it should not be no.
Continuously focusing on driving Dirga received feed after feed from Kanaya's hand. So delicious.
Suddenly Kanaya's hand stopped in the middle between the two of them. Something was happening in his heart.
Suddenly there was a sense of uneasiness coming that did not know why. Not only restless, but suddenly his eyes glazed and one by one escaped his tears. Strange, yes! it was very strange because Kanaya herself did not know why.
"Well, what's wrong?" dirga's car stopped immediately, Dirga was very confused.
Kanaya shook her head, she didn't know. But there was one obvious one, his memory suddenly leading to Yuan.
"Hey, why?" dirga asked in confusion.
"No idea," didn't want Kanaya to explain what was in her memory. He wants to keep his feelings. If Dirga knew, he would be very disappointed, right? surely he would have thought that Kanaya still had hope for Yuan.
Kanaya who continues to sob directly in the embrace by Dirga.
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