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All could only cry while waiting for Dirga in the hospital. Can't see through glass alone.
Kanaya was unceasingly crying and feeling very sad as well as feeling very sorry. The stupidest feeling because he could not understand her husband who turned out to have a very serious illness, even he had thought Dirga did something that betrayed his love.
Either Kanaya is too stupid or Dirga is too smart to hide everything from her. Even Kanaya really couldn't see it because Dirga was so good at hiding it.
Dirga's words continued to twist in Kanaya's memory and made her very afraid of loss. What if what Dirga said was the right thing?
''No, mas can't do this to Naya, '' Kanaya again sobbed.
Wak Ami immediately approached and immediately hugged Kanaya, giving strength to his nephew who was currently really very fragile.
''Patience, Nay. Dirga will definitely be fine, said Wak Ami.
''Vak. Naya was very scared.'' Kanaya is getting sobbing.
''Remember, Nay. You can't be sad too much. Remember the health of the child in your womb, Nak.'' Umi Uswah who spoke he also approached the very weak Kanaya.
All the best treatments are obtained by Dirga, all just want Dirga to recover as soon as possible.
It was not only Kanaya who felt very sorry but her parents as well. They knew Dirga very well but they could not see his son's suffering either.
All this time means Dirga has always lived everything on her own without anyone accompanying her. Imagining that alone makes their hearts seem to be torn so hard that it hurts so much.
''Umi, Mas Dirga,'' Kanaya again sobbed when saying that to Umi. He breaks away from Ami's wak and turns to Umi and the two cry together.
''Patience, Son. Dirga will be fine. We both pray for Dirga yes.''
In a state of crying Kanaya nodded.
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Once allowed to meet with Dirga Kanaya was the first person to come.
Weak and very weak and pale, Dirga smiled at the arrival of Kanaya who was slowly approaching and sitting next to her.
'Perhaps in the final vestiges of Mas's life, ' his inner self.
Kanaya just continued to cry unable to answer anything to Dirga, her heart was so sliced to see the state of Dirga now that it was very clearly seen so thin with hospital hose everywhere.
His hand was left when Dirga grabbed it and pulled up to his lips. Occasionally on a kiss and occasionally rubbed on his cheek and occasionally also placed on his chest so that Kanaya can feel the heartbeat of Dirga.
''What about our son, is it alright?'' his other hand touched Kanaya's belly.
This time his son also seems very disappointed and angry at Dirga for not wanting to move at all, but usually will always be active when Dirga touches it.
Dirga tried hard to calm down at this time no tears came down even if only one drop. This time he was very strong because he wanted to see Kanaya as well as strong.
Dirga also no longer want to offend the disease but instead Kanaya who started it.
''Is it very painful?'' Kanaya is also trying not to cry anymore right now.
''No. ''No. There is no pain that can match when you hate. It hurts when you hate it. I'm sorry, Dirga once again kissed Kanaya's hand.
Yep! maybe there is no pain that will exceed the pain when hated by loved ones for lovers, and that is also what Dirga felt.
''Don't hate Mas ya, Mas will never feel calm later. Pray for the mas to heal as soon as possible.''
''Mas hopes that mas will be able to undergo the obligations of mas as abi when our child is born later. He wanted to make her a complaint and give her a very beautiful name.'' She's trying to smile now.
''Surely, surely mas will be cured and can carry out the duties of mas as his ashes. Adored him, gave him a beautiful name and also accompanied in every development.''
''Thank you dear, it has become part of my life, ''' he said.
''Hem,'' Kanaya just nodded.
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