Romance Love Kanaya

A Memorandum

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So happy Kanaya could meet with Muna earlier when on the beach. Togetherness becomes very crowded with Muna and Zein not only alone.

Now that they have returned to their respective places, Kanaya returns with Dirga while Muna is with Zein. Although he was annoyed, he was finally able to forgive.

On the way Kanaya kept smiling. They both also sing together because Dirga does play music so that the trip is more fun.

"Already maghrib, we stopped at the nearest mosque because if you go home it will still not be an abomination of time" said Dirga.

Kanaya nodded what Dirga said was right. They can pray first just come home or maybe later will come back to stop for dinner. As usual, Dirga likes to say suddenly.

"Yes, Mas." so gently Kanaya spoke made Dirga even more happy.

Time to be spent with Kanaya. If you don't need anything else in life, then Dirga just wants to continue always with Kanaya, spending time together and continue together.

Dirga's daily life has been more to spend with Kanaya but it still feels very less. Still want to keep making Kanaya always smiling and happy and when that happens Dirga's heart is really very happy.

The two stopped at one of the mosques on the side of the road, Masjid Al Furqon. As usual Kanaya always brings you wherever she goes so she will never be confused if suddenly will stop for prayer, while Dirga also always provides kopiah and sarong.

The two went hand in hand to take ablution next to the mosque and then both entered. Incidentally, there are many pilgrims who are there not only native people but also people who happen to stop just to pray as they both. So the two did not wait long for the sound of iqamah iqamah.

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The closeness of Hani as well as Yuan is increasingly clear both often do things simultaneously when Yuan comes home every week. Yep! not like he used to come home once a month but now he always comes home every week and when he comes home he also helps Kyai Ahmad to teach the children that is why Yuan Like got new responsibilities for children and the running time of TPA Al Amanah.

Tonight not only met because teaching children but also met during a routine pilgrimage event led directly by Kyai Ahmad, which was attended by all Santri guardians as well as students and teachers to help.

Everyone knows that Yuan is now close to Hani when in fact they are close also just a friend is not a special relationship because until now Yuan still can not forget the feelings to Kanaya it's been so deep and will be harder to replace with another.

But the parents who saw that misunderstood that they were both close and in a relationship until finally Yuan's parents planned to propose to Hani to be their daughter-in-law, Yuan Prayoga's wife.

The event was so crowded attended by the guardians, teachers, students as well as the surrounding residents who always participated in the event.

All seems wisdom following the positive event is not only a mujahadah event but also there is tausiyah after it. Although the event is always done every night but everyone is so enthusiastic about following a good event that even small children are also very enthusiastic, not only happy when participating in the event but they are very happy to meet their friends again for the second time in a day overnight.

As usual when the event is finished the teachers help and also ustadz will definitely go home late because there is always a next event at Kyai Ahmad's house, yes, even though it is just drinking and eating food that has been prepared by the wife of Kyai Ahmad.

Yuan sat alone outside the house, his memories rolling back memories of the past when he could always see Kanaya sitting next to him. Talk to each other, share stories and also tell each other hopes in the future.

Without saying goodbye the girl went out with others and forgot the dream they had once knitted together. either he forgets right or maybe he is also forced to accept and also forced to forget all the dreams as he is now forced to continue but never come to fruition.

Yuan could only lament all the happy memories that now felt bitter to remember, regretting the time why he had not spoken of his feelings and tied them up.

That was his biggest mistake that finally made him regret it might last for the rest of his life.

Yuan turned his head when Kyai Ahmad came out and patted him on the shoulder, not only stopping there but Kyai Ahmad also immediately sat beside Yuan.

"There's nothing Kyai," Yuan replied by lying. He was lying because his heart was not okay.

"That which is gone, let it go, do not hope again. Let him be happy with the life he is in now. Invite your happiness even with different people. Life must go on Yuan's way, it will never always be in the same place."

"If Allah wills that he is yours, he will return one day. But if God will not be so great you expect him he will never return."

"Run your life. Walk forward never think about the lost time and can not turn back. Relieve him, he's happy. Now bring happiness. I am sure God has prepared everything more beautiful than you can imagine."

Clear grains came out of Yuan's eyes he was eager to move on with life but it wasn't so easy that sweet memories could never be forgotten. Yuan continued to try to pick up happy who was somehow, but he had not yet managed to get real happiness.

Yuan quickly turned his face away from all the memories that were always present in certain moments and when he was in a place that made those memories come back again.

"Ikhlas and patience" said Kyai Ahmad.

Two very difficult words to live. It's easy to say, but it's hard for us to do it.

Yuan did not reply, his lips felt faint to speak even if it was just a word. Only a smile that seemed forced also a small nod that represented.

Once again Kyai Ahmad patted Yuan on the shoulder before he moved on and went back in. At the entrance Kyai Ahmad smiled when he saw Hani who was about to come out with a drink that Kyai Ahmad believed was for Yuan. Kyai Ahmad did not say anything to Hani he just smiled and of course was reciprocated by the same thing by Hani who also immediately lowered his face did not dare to look directly at his face.

Hani came out after Kyai Ahmad actually entered, Hani was stunned to see Yuan who looked sad even his eyes looked as if his cheeks were also wet.

"Sister, drink it" said Hani and surprised Yuan.

Yuan quickly wiped away his tears so that they were completely dry. Although like that will not be able to be hidden from Hani who has already seen it first.

Hani knew very well what Yuan was feeling, but he couldn't do anything either.

"Thank you," Yuan turned his head and smiled stiffly receiving a glass from Hani that contained warm tea water.

Yuan looked back at the dark night yard.

Hani looked at Yuan's gaze for a while, of course, he did not see anything, just the darkness of the night, as well as the lights of other villages that looked so small.

Hani decides to re-enter and doesn't want to bother Yuan because he believes he also can't help treating the wounds that have been so deep in Yuan's heart up until now.

'God give patience and sincerity to Brother Yuan. Give him happiness, as You give happiness to Kanaya and also Mas Dirga now, ' Inner Hani before he actually steps in.

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Seriate....