Romance Love Kanaya

It's all fate

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Yuan was so confused in the morning and looked at the neighbors who were getting ready. Not just the men, though, but there are some women who have been neat and have gathered in the middle of the vast that yesterday became the reception venue for Yuan and Hani after the event will be held at the house of Hani.

Naturally Yuan wondered what was really going on. The neighbors will go where it is until all the crowds.

"Sir, where are you going?" asked the extremely curious Yuan.

"Loh, you don't know pow, instead we're all going to Semarang at Kanaya's place" replied the person who Yuan asked.

Yuan was stunned, Semarang, Kanaya's place?

"To Kanaya's place, Pakde? Who died, Kanaya's in-laws?" ask Yuan again.

"Your father hasn't told pow, we're going to take Semarang to Kanaya because her husband died last night."

"His husband is dead?! Se_night?" really in disbelief because last night Dirga still replied to his chat and also congratulated him on his marriage.

How come?

This news was like a lightning bolt that struck Yuan so hard and suddenly, that he finally went limp with no power. It was as if the bones had also escaped from his body until he was so limp and staggered.

"Yes!" some people instantly caught Yuan's body that was about to fall down due to his shock.

Is this what made Dirga say all yesterday to Yuan. Was this the reason that led Dirga to hand over Kanaya and ask Yuan to continue guarding her?

If this had happened yesterday, perhaps Yuan would not have been this weak as he could have foiled a wedding event that had yet to happen. But now? Not even just on a sheet of paper he was united with Hani but they were really united.

Yuan felt so foolish as to not understand what Dirga was saying. He was foolish because of the words left from Dirga he assumed that Dirga would divorce Kanaya.

But it turns out to be true, Dirga did divorce Kanaya but divorced starch, aka screamed because of death.

Yuan limped his steps so slowly with blank eyes to return to his home. Everyone understood very well that Yuan actually used to like Kanaya, but because the old man did not approve and now it is like this.

Yuan sat down limply in the living room and Hani walked up to him.

"Is Brother Yuan sorry to have married Hani now that he knew Kanaya was a widow?" tanyakanya.

Yes, in his heart Yuan was very sorry that he should have been able to return with Kanaya after this, but with Hani's legitimate existence being his wife, he couldn't ignore that.

"Hani is willing if Brother Yuan will leave Hani and will return with Kanaya. Why do we continue this relationship if in the heart of Brother Yuan alone there is Kanaya not Hani."

"Hani doesn't want to be a barrier to your happiness. Hani is sincere with everything that has happened."

"Hani will be very happy to have gotten everything from Brother Yuan. Despite not getting the love of Yuan's brother, at least Hani gets the rights of Hani as a wife. And Hani was not guilty of having done Hani's duty."

Yuan turned his head towards Hani, he stopped the movement of Hani who wanted to move.

"No, even if I wanted to but I wouldn't do it. This is our destiny. Destiny between me, you and Kanaya."

Yuan was not selfish. He still maintains Hani despite the fact that his heart is Kanaya.

In the clutches of Hani's body and in the kiss of his forehead slowly.

"Kanaya is my past, and you are my future. Help me, help me forget it." Yuan said.

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Grief was great for Kanaya, she lost Dirga on the day they should have been happy with her son's presence.

Staring at Dirga's navel from far away her tears continued to flow. He wanted to get closer but could not because of the situation that was being breathed and could not enter the cemetery area.

All have left, only he remains and also Mr. Danu who waits from a distance.

Mr. Danu was very sad, for years he came with Dirga how he could be steadfast with all this. Moreover, looking at the current state of Kanaya, she was more helpless she knew how Dirga was trying hard to get Kanaya. Now that they have been able and their lives will be happy, separation has taken away their happiness.

"Ayy," Kanaya was still unmoved.

"Patience, Ayy. I'm afraid you'll be strong."

Only Kanaya turned her head and finally she saw Yuan who was standing not far from her with Hani.

Hani was powerless to see how devastated Kanaya was now she wanted to run feeling guilty but her hand was instantly caught by Yuan. She should not have accepted her marriage and Kanaya could have been happy with Yuan.

"You're his best friend, don't leave him when he's grieving" he said. Hani immediately ran over to Kanaya and hugged her.

They both cry together. Sharing in the midst of happiness. The happiness of Hani and Yuan who are married and also the happiness of Kanaya who becomes a mother.

"Be patient, Ayy" said Hani.

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Destiny is not always beautiful. Not always what we expected.

We expect to be with the person who is first present in our lives but if fate has said something else why not? We cannot walk by what is our will. We are just a servant who will go according to what the Creator wants.

And so is Kanaya. His destiny is not as beautiful as the lives of the couple as it should be, his destiny is also not as smooth as his expectations.

Goodbye Dirga Gantara...

Your body will live Kanaya so big and will never be forgotten. Your love is also very great and also very eternal...

First love of life...

END.....