Romance Love Kanaya

Disappointment does not change destiny

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''Na_Nay.'' Dirga's eyes immediately turned to Kanaya who suddenly entered with a cup containing tea that he would give to Dirga.

Kanaya is still unsuspecting but she is very surprised to see Dirga who no longer has hair.

''Ma_Mas, haircut?'' Kanaya was still positive despite her heart pounding with fear.

Although he was positive-minded but seeing Dirga change at the moment made Kanaya very scared. But Kanaya still refused her fear.

Moreover, considering that Dirga who is now more often at home to spend time with him and continue to force Kanaya to be able to quickly explore things about the business world it must be a negative thought will appear in Kanaya's heart.

''Mas, I did not answer. Ma-mas just cut it, right? Ma_mas doesn't hide anything from Kanaya right?''

Kanaya's voice was already shaking violently with words coming out with feet stepping and stopping in front of Dirga.

The fake hair still on the floor was clearly visible to Kanaya and she leaned over to pick it up.

''Ja_so all this time mas?'' kanaya's eyes were round looking at Dirga who was still petrified meaningfully.

Dirga's face turned even paler because of her fear and worry that came along simultaneously.

''Mas, say something to Kanaya. What's actually going on? I'm not hiding anything, right?''

Kanaya's eyes had started to turn red and produced a large puddle that was already very ready to slide swiftly but Kanaya could still be able to hold it.

''Mas, don't be quiet! tell Kanaya.''' Kanaya's voice has turned higher and higher, her eyes are also more rounded until finally a very big fear is unable to make Kanaya hold back her tears.

Dirga's silence had clearly explained that there was something she was hiding but she was very afraid to say it.

Not only Kanaya who finally shed tears but the enormous suffering also happened to Dirga. Dirga returned crying unable to say anything to Kanaya.

''Mas, Naya please say something, what really happened to mas, Kanaya tried to restrain her feelings, she said, setting the heart until now his words that came out were slower than before but still unable to stop the tears that have been kept coming out.

Kanaya took pains to kneel before Dirga after she managed to hold her hand and in elus she even kissed many times.

''Mas, isn't Naya your wife, does Naya mean she can't even do anything anymore so she won't talk to Naya?''

''It was Mas himself who always said that we should not hide anything, but why now Mas is hiding something from Naya, what's wrong Naya, Mas. Naya please tell Naya not to scare Naya, Kanaya said.

Yep! who wouldn't be afraid to be in Kanaya's current position. Seeing all the unusual changes to her husband would make anyone afraid.

Dirga's hands slowly moved and managed to reach Kanaya's face and she moved to wipe away her tears.

''Come on, I'm asking. Whatever you say won't change how you feel about me. Never hate me. Mas may be able to go with anything to bear but mas will not be able to go with bear the hatred of you.''

''If you leave, you must be happy. You go on with your life and we'll have our child.''

''Tell him that his brother loves him very much. And never let her feel a lack of affection.''

Every word that came out made Kanaya sobbing even more. His face continued to shake, of course, would not want to hear about it from Dirga.

''Say what as say! where is Time going!?'' Kanaya immediately released her hand violently from Dirga, of course she was very angry because of all Dirga's words.

With a face and voice that looked so angry Kanaya tried to move but Dirga still held her back.

''No, Nay won't. Mas must stay alive for Naya and our son.''

Kanaya's tears were getting broken how could she possibly be able to do that.

Dirga's words were getting haphazard according to Kanaya how could she possibly be able to.

''Nay, promise to Mas. No one will ask for anything.''

''No!'' how could Kanaya not cry out so-so if Dirga's words were like this as if she would immediately go to face the Robbi.

But Dirga himself has already felt that his life will indeed not be long. Not that he wanted to precede God's will but his strong feelings made him very trusting.

''Nay, actually mas suffered from brain cancer and now it is in the final stage.''

The culmination of his grief Kanaya collapsed sitting on the floor limp and blankly staring but her tears would not stop.

''Forgive me for hiding all this to you.''

With tears that were also very broken Dirga fell and sat helplessly before Kanaya.

Sad, disappointed, angry all fused to attack Kanaya's heart to make her finally unable to speak anymore.

Kanaya felt like she was the stupidest wife because she could not see Dirga's suffering. Not feeling the most stupid but he also felt very guilty and useless as the wife of a Dirga who is very perfect and always gives happiness and always trying to realize his dreams.

''The evil one, the one with Nay, '' only that word came out of Kanaya.

''As sorry, Nay, '' Dirga is very sorry. His hand wanted to touch Kanaya but was slapped by her.

''Don't touch Kanaya! mas makes Naya like a useless wife at all. The evil!''

''Nay. I'm sorry, Dirga kept chasing Kanaya to touch her. The sadness that Dirga felt was able to make even paler even his head seemed to want to break due to the pain.

But, for the sake of being able to make Kanaya forgive him he held all that back until finally Dirga's nose also bleed, he nosebleed.

The hand that tried to wipe away her own tears was now mixed with blood coming out of her nose.

''Nay, please forgive ma...''

Bruck....

''Mas, mas mas!, Kanaya was so panicked he kept trying to wake Dirga but there was no response at all.

''Boy, Umi, Abi!'' all of Kanaya called out to her who was panicking and continued to cry with fear.

Brakk...

The door opened quickly, they thought that Kanaya was screaming because she was having contractions because she wanted to give birth but after arriving?

''Dirga!''

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