Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih

Chapter 99 - Stepping In From the Beginning (Last)

Both Ameer and Hana are both thinking about their future and the twins. They wondered, should it take a step from the beginning again?

All this time, Ameer understood the meaning of the dream that came to her. However, he hesitated to think about it more seriously.

Often Ameer dreams Meizia asks him to open the door for Hana, arguing that Hana needs a place to shelter and the children will be happy with her existence.

After hearing what Syauqi had said to Hana back then, Ameer ventured to think about her dream even more seriously. Sure it might be Meizia's blessing.

"Let's talk to you guys, honey."

"What would you like to talk about?" ask Asywaq while crawling up to the bed to get ready for sleep.

During this time, Ameer was staying in one room with her two children. Although both parents have asked Ameer for the children to be placed in different rooms, they are more independent, but Ameer is still not ready. He felt lonely sleeping without them.

"Do you want ... aunt Hana to be your Mother?" great-grandson Ameer.

"Will Abi be Aunt Hana's husband?" asked Syauqi who was sleeping in the middle, even he had already hugged his father very spoiled. Every night is like that.

"If you want to and Aunt Hana also wants Abi to be her husband, then Abi will too" Ameer said.

"WE WANT!" exclaiming the twins simultaneously which made Ameer a little surprised.

The twins who saw their father's reaction giggled. "May you?" ask Asywaq later.

"Abi's going to talk to Grandpa and the others first, honey," Ameer said.

...🦋...

"You sure?" screeched Abi Thohir with a look of surprise. In fact, Riana and Ilyas could only gawk.

How not?

Hana says she wants to propose to Ameer, she wants to be a real mother to the twins.

"You crazy, Dek?" Riana also screeched. "How can you propose to Ameer first? What if he refuses?"

"Yes, Han, Abi doesn't want you to be rejected by Ameer for the second time" continued the father.

"Abi, Ameer didn't turn me down" said Hana. "We rejected each other, we felt it would be better to be brothers."

"It's a rejection anyway" Abi Thohir said.

As a father, he really hopes to see his daughter get married, have a family like everyone else. However, he also could not lie to his heart that was worried about Hana's condition. Forever, his son will be like that. Abi Thohir was afraid that the man who became Hana's husband felt it was a burden.

"If Ameer doesn't want to, I won't force it either, Bi" Hana said. "I just want Abi to deliver my letter to her."

"What letter?" ask Abi Thohir.

"Secret," she chuckled casually, after which she turned her wheelchair back into the room. I want to sleep because it is night.

"Can he still laugh at a time like this?" muttered Ilyas while grimacing.

"Just do what she wants, Bi," Riana said later. "I'm sure Hana's been thinking about this carefully."

"But what if Ameer refuses, Ri?" his Abi Thohir. "Abi doesn't want Abi's daughter to get hurt again and again."

"Just being rejected by an Ameer won't hurt Hana, Bi. Hana is much stronger now. Anyway I'm sure, Hana wants to marry Ameer just for the twins."

...🦋...

The next day ....

At breakfast, Ameer informs her of her desire to propose to her parents. Of course it made them all surprised.

"I've talked to the kids, they want to, even very happy," Ameer said. "They miss Mom a lot and I'm sure all they need is a Mom like Hana."

"But what if Hana refuses?" ask Umm Nayla worried. Especially considering that they had been betrothed but all failed.

"It's okay, I won't force it and I will give understanding to the children" Ameer replied calmly.

"What if Hana thinks you only feel sorry for her, Ameer? What if he's offended?" Abi Zaid.

"No way, Bi," Ameer said. "Where is not such a woman, she will not be easily offended and will not have bad thoughts about my intentions."

Ummi Nayla let out a long sigh, she looked at the husband wistfully.

In fact, they had absolutely no problem if Ameer married Hana regardless of their niece's condition. However, they were also worried what if Hana only considered the proposal as a form of pity?

"Are you sure, Meer?" ask Ummy again.

"Hey God I'm so sure, Bi," said Ameer.

"Then what about your queen, Hem? You're gonna replace him with Hana?" abi Zaid asked, he understood so much that his son could not forget Meizia.

Ameer was silent for a moment, until this moment Meizia was still the queen in her heart. From the first time I saw Meizia until this second, that love did not diminish in the least.

"What's this?" ask Ummi Nayla.

"Letter" replied Ameer briefly. After that, Ameer left for work. "Please give it directly to Hana yes, Ummi." He asked again, wanting the letter to be read only by Hana.

"Is this going back to old times when there were no cell phones?" kekeh Abi Zaid's.

"Can I bless them?" That's what came out of Umm Nayla's lips.

"Of course, if that's what makes everyone happy."

Meanwhile, Ameer who was about to get into his car was stopped by Abi Thohir who had just arrived.

"Tumben early in the morning, Om," said Ameer with a smile.

"Yes, Om would like to convey a deposit from Hana," said Abi Thohir.

He took the envelope from his pocket and gave it to Ameer. "What is this, Om?" ask Ameer curiously.

"Let's see, see later." That's all Abi Thohir can say, there's no way he said it might be a love letter from Hana, right?

"Then I'll read it, Om," said Ameer. "Now I have to go to work, Om please come in, Abi same Ummi again breakfast."

"Om has to go too, Meer, so maybe next time" Abi Thohir said. He gets back to his car, and so does Ameer.

"Be careful, Om!" ameer exclaimed before her Uncle drove his car.

"You too, son," Abi Thohir said with a smile.

Actually, he would be very happy if Hana and Ameer could live as husband and wife. Especially if it makes the twins happy, but as the father of a child who is seen as having a big deficiency of course it makes him pessimistic. Can she be a good wife and mother?

...🦋...

Today Hana is only at home, she is back to writing a book and this time about the twins. About their greatness and maturity at a very young age, of course, the character of both was not spared from the upbringing of Ameer and the influence of their family environment.

Hana wants people who read her book to pay attention to the education and environment of the growing child, two things that will have a big impact on their lives. And more importantly, understand their character.

Soon, Hana's activity had to stop when she heard the voices of Ummi Nayla and Riana.

"Tumben Aunty is here," thought Hana.

He closed his laptop and got out of the room.

"Assalamualaikum, Aunt," said Hana.

"Greetings, Han," replied Umm Nayla. "Busy?"

"Not at all" Hana replied with a smile.

"I made you a drink first" Riana said.

"No need, Ri," stop Umm Nayla. "Tante came here just to give Ameer a handover for Hana."Ummi Nayla gives Hana the white envelope.

"What's this?" hana asked confused, especially considering that she also sent an envelope like this to Ameer.

"Please read, son," said Umm Nayla. "Tante has to go now, to accompany Om to the condo."

"Oh yes, thank you, Auntie," said Hana while throwing her sweet smile. .

"Together, dear," said Umm Nayla.

"Ciyee, it seems like a love letter," Riana's tease makes Hana blush.

"I'm afraid of the loan letter," replied Hana who immediately made her brother chuckle.

After Ummi Nayla left, Hana returned to her room. He opened the letter and read it slowly.

A sweet smile imprinted on the woman's lips read every strand of the word handwritten by Ameer. In fact, Hana shed tears until she wet the paper.

On the other hand, Ameer who had arrived at his office immediately opened the envelope and he read the letter written by Hana.

Ameer smiled, even moved. The words that Hana wrote felt so touching to her heart. Now, Ameer is convinced to make her the mother of the twins.

Hearts that once adrift only as brothers, now have both promised and committed will be a good partner and parents.

It feels beautiful, it's unexpected.

Their past was indeed a little sad, as the two people were almost together but failed due to matters of the heart. However, they were sure their future would be wonderful.

For now it is about something greater, which is to be a role model of children and also to pursue the details of His love in a long service, a worship that will perfect half their religion.

Is not the course of destiny like that? Unexpected, sometimes also do not know compromise. But destiny is on the right line. Will meet at the end there where in the end people will realize that it is indeed the best.

...EXPIRE...