Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih

Chapter 41 - Different Nights 2

There was nothing Meizia could do to shed all her pain other than crying and crying, but in the end she felt tired herself and her crying came to a halt.

I don't know how long Meizia had been crying under the shower, now she felt shivering, dizzy and limp.

While outside, Ameer is still faithfully waiting for the wife to calm down. Until not long after, there was the sound of a key playing from inside. Ameer immediately stood up along with the open door.

"Mayezia?" call him.

Meizia did not say, she just hugged herself which was getting shivering. "Wait a minute, honey, I'll get you a towel."

Ameer immediately picked up a new towel, as well as his thick and long clothes after which he returned to Meizia who was just standing in the doorway.

When Ameer pushed Meizia back into the bathroom, she refused. "Don't argue, Meizia!" snapped Ameer.

"I ... I'll do it myself" said Meizia.

"Did you know your face turned blue?" his Ameer. "You've punished yourself enough." He continued, taking off Meizia's clothes.

"If you don't want to respect yourself, it's okay, let me do it because now you're my wife, my precious one."

Meizia was only silent, although she actually felt very embarrassed because Ameer treated her like a child that needed to be taken care of. However, he was unable to stop Ameer because he did feel he did not have the energy to move.

After drying Meizia's body with a towel, Ameer put her clothes on Meizia's body.

"Sorry," said Meizia bowed while biting her still-vibrating lips. Meizia's eyes are swollen, her face is swollen. "I'm troubling you." Further.

Ameer smiled softly, he gently embraced his wife and then led her to the edge of the bed. "It's very troublesome" said Ameer. "Since we met, you've always made me do something I never even thought of before."

Ameer dries Meizia's hair with a towel because she doesn't have a hairdryer in her room. "I can do it myself" Meizia said once again.

"Our wedding night is completely different" Ameer said, despite Meizia's earlier remarks. "I have to take care of you like a baby." Meizia immediately bowed in shame, her pale face now began to meet Ameer's words.

"I'm sorry" said Meizia. "Suddenly I felt so scared, I was like .... " Meizia's heart trembled again.

"Don't remember, don't be yanked." Ameer warned firmly. "Do you know a story about a killer who killed 100 people?" ameer asked later and Meizia simply shook her head.

"I'll tell you, listen carefully and understand what I'm trying to say."

Meizia simply nodded, while Ameer now went to hang the towel. After that, he returned to bed, broke down and pulled Meizia into his arms.

Meizia was nervous again, but now she was trying to hold back. "Let's relax!" ameer exclaimed as she wrapped her hands around Meizia's shoulders, as if to say that she would protect Meizia.

"I'm your husband, there's nothing wrong with our current position." Meizia again blushed and she nodded in understanding.

"How is that story?" meizia asked, her voice sounded hoarse, even as if it was about to disappear because she cried for quite a while.

"There was a man, he killed 99 people. Then he wanted to repent, he consulted a cleric and confessed his sin, but the cleric said his sin was too much, he would not be forgiven."

Meizia's frown on hearing Ameer's unfinished story, she looked up, staring at her husband in a daze and full of anxiety.

"My woes are not finished yet" Ameer chuckled as she rubbed Meizia's hair half wet.

"Will he really not be forgiven?" great-grandson Meizia.

"Then ...." Ameer. "The man did not accept and was angry at the cleric's words, he drew his sword and killed the cleric."

"And maybe that's what you will experience in your first step when you want to move, Meizia, people will judge your mistakes and convict you are a sinner" said Ameer.

"Then?" whispered Meizia who was getting scared.

"Then he went back to a cleric and consulted about his desire to repent, he also admitted to killing 100 people."

"Then?" Meizia asked impatiently.

"The old man said that repentance would remain acceptable as long as life was not in the throat, then he asked the man to move to a new environment, because the environment he was in before was indeed full of criminal acts." Ameer returned to the story while looking at the face of the wife who was listening very seriously.

"You know, are the environmental influences very strong? It's hard to stick to the good if the environment is full of ugliness, there will always be temptations and trials."

Meizia nodded in understanding.

"Then?" He kept asking the same question, making Ameer chuckle.

"Then he rushed to the place suggested by the cleric, because he was very eager to repent, he was determined to improve. But in the midst of death's journey comes."

As Meizia's body stiffened, she even held her breath.

"Does that mean he doesn't repent?" He squeaked again, his eyes already glazed over, afraid that it would happen to him.

"Here's God the repentance is received," said Ameer who made the wrinkles on Meizia's forehead deeper.

"He's just on his way" Meizia said.

"God says this (QS An - Nisa; 100) And whoever emigrates in the way of Allah, they will find on this earth a vast and (rezeki) numerous place of pilgrimage."

Ameer read out a fragment of the letter with a smile. "That's why we shouldn't be afraid to go down the good road, even if people say this and that, especially if it threatens the sustenance."

"Right," murmured Meizia. "Then?"

"Next in the letter Allah says" 'Whoever goes out of his house with the intention of emigrating because of Allah and His Messenger, then death befalls him (before reaching his intended place), then indeed, his reward is set with Allah. And Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful."

"really?" screeched Meizia with her eyes wide.

"Right, honey," said Ameer quickly. "When one chooses to repent, to repent, to repent, to resolve, to draw near to Him, to whine for His forgiveness. Then he's like a newborn, holy."

Meizia looked into Ameer's eyes, and for some reason now her heart felt calmer and lighter.

"Did I have the same chance?" lirih Meizia's.

"Everyone has the same opportunity as long as life has not reached his throat" Ameer said quickly. "If you have 100 sins, God has 1000 forgives for you. As long as you really go back to His ways and regret the previous sins."

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Can add *or correction if I'm wrong, btw, this story must be very familiar to us. I'm just telling you the point, it can be long if the detail.

Thank you*.