Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih

Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih
Chapter 94 - Ameer Diamond



Why is death the best thing when it hurts?


Of course, Ameer still did not know what to explain to his son about the question. Ameer does not know what to say to make the 7-year-old understand that death is part of a sometimes unquestionable destiny.


However, all Ameer can say is one thing, God knows what we do not know..


Today, Ashwaq as a representative of his school is preparing to wait his turn to go on stage, then recite the holy letters of the Qur'an that he had memorized since one and a half years ago.


They are in a building not far from Ameer's workplace, the building is already crowded enough with the presence of people from various circles to watch the Quran memorization competition held every year.


"Are you nervous?" asked Syauqi who saw her brother continue squeezing his fingers.


"Come yet, Deck?" Asywaq asked worriedly and his sister just shook her head weakly.


Along with that, their classmate came. Instead of supporting and encouraging their friends to win to honor the name of the school, they came again to mock.


"Did you not have a father now?" ask the boy who is standing by Syauqi's side.


"That's a pity, I don't have a mother, I don't have a father."


"We have a father!" rebut Syauqi quickly, even the boy's eyes were already glazed and hot.


Instead of feeling sorry for Syauqi who was about to cry, his ignorant friends actually laughed together.


"Ceng once became a boy, easy to cry when it is just said to have no mother," cried another child.


"True, after all, it's the fact that you don't have one." Others chimed in, making Syauqi's tears could no longer be weaved. While the kaka just kept quiet while holding the brother's hand.


Yeah, for those who don't know what it's like to have no mother maybe your words don't have are not hurtful words even if they're facts.


Though, those words were like sword eyes that slashed every nerve of the innocent child's body.


"Don't bother us!" Ashwaq tried to act decisively as usual. "Or we'll report it to the teacher."


"What did we do wrong?" ask one of those kids. "We're just saying you don't have a mother, everyone knows that, teachers know that too."


Asywaq's chest rumbled, it was painful to hear that sentence. In fact, his eyes were also teary but he tried hard, he should not be weak because he had to be the protector of his sister.


"Do you guys know? All the participants of the race came with his parents, even we who only came to support also came with our parents. Then why don't you come with your parents when you're a contestant?" babble the boy again which makes the sadness and resentment in Ashwaq's heart fused.


Asywaq had opened his mouth to scold his friend but suddenly his homeroom teacher came and immediately rebuked the ignorant children.


"As a friend you can't make another friend sad, that's not good" the homeroom teacher said.


"The end of Adek is upset, Brother," whined Syauqi.


"Abi said we should be able to resist the upset that it's from the devil, huh?" wheedled.


The guardian of his class who saw it felt full, he also felt sorry for these twins who were always the target of the ignorance of other children.


"You gotta be strong, okay?" ask their homeroom teacher. "Mothers will talk later with their parents so that they are taught a lesson and do not make you sad anymore."


"Thank you, ma'am" said Asywaq. "But please don't tell Abi that they are so often at school, Abi will usually be sad if anyone asks about our mother. We don't want Abi to be sad."


"Well, honey, I promise I won't tell Abi" their homeroom teacher said confidently. "It is Ashwaq's turn to be willing, do not forget to pray, and calm the heart, so that the memorization is not lost, okay?"


Asywaq immediately nodded with a smile, and sure enough.


"Ashwaq Hasanah al - Fatih."


On the other hand, Ameer was stuck in traffic for quite a while because it was indeed lunchtime.


"Oh my God, how is this?" muttered Ameer as she continued to glance at her watch. He certainly did not want to miss when his daughter appeared, it was a very meaningful moment and Ameer did not want to miss it just like that.


Feeling that there was no other way, Ameer left her car there and ran to the building where the race was held.


Ameer did not care about the scorching sun, which even seemed to burn his head. He also did not care about the fatigue in his body, or the sight of people who looked confused to see him running that fast.


Meanwhile, Asywaq is now on stage, but he did not start his memorization because he did not see any of his family coming.


In the spectator seat he only saw his sister sitting sad alone, while the other contestants surrounded his family.


Asywaq was about to cry, until he saw his family coming. Asywaq also immediately gestured for the younger brother to turn his head, at once Syauqi smiled widely to see his entire family coming. However, his grandfather, grandmother, Aunt, Om even his two older cousins came already making him happy.


"Tante Hana!" Syauqi instantly stood on top of his chair. "Here!" he shouted while waving at Hana and the other family.


Hana who was currently sitting on her wheelchair also waved at Syauqi. "It is fortunate that we are not too late" said Shafa breathing a sigh of relief.


"But Ameer has not yet come, but she is the one the twins are waiting for" muttered Marwa.


"Ameer is coming" said Umm Nayla.


"Right, Ameer won't miss a precious moment like this" Hana added confidently. "He'll see his diamonds emit a very beautiful light today."