Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih

Chapter 97 - The Wingless Angel

"What is this?"

Riana showed a pink robe to Hana, but her sister shook her head grimacing let alone looking at the shirt full of flowers, for Hana it was like a child's dress.

"It fits you, Dek," exclaimed Riana.

"But it looks like children, Ma'am," whined Hana. "I want a simple dress, which is not too flashy."

Currently the two brothers are shopping at the mall, as well as entertaining themselves after being busy with various good business jobs and others.

"Yes, what is this?" Now Riana pointed out a plain white robe and Hana immediately raised her two thumbs while smiling widely.

Soon, Ilyas and their six-year-old son came to see them.

"Why didn't Aunt take me?" ask the boy named Hafiz. Instead of swaying spoiled to the Mother, Hafiz actually immediately swung spoiled to her Aunt.

During this time Hana was often spent with Hafiz, not even infrequently his nephew was sleeping in Hana's room because Hana often read stories to him.

"And Hafiz was still in school, honey," Hana replied with a smile.

"True," replied the nephew with a cry.

"Hows it? Does Hafiz like school?" ask Hana again.

"Like, but Hafiz doesn't like it because it's not the same class as Big Brother," whined Hafiz who made Hana and Riana chuckle. From the beginning, Hafiz did say he wanted to go to school with the twins, as well as the twins.

"They're second grade, Hafiz is first class. What matters is one school" Riana said.

"True," said Hafiz again which instantly made them only able to chuckle.

After paying for their groceries, they went home and planned to have lunch at home.

But when he was about to come out, suddenly Hana's book which he had stored in his lap had fallen.

When Riana was about to take it, there was someone else who had already taken it first. The woman handed her book to Hana and Hana saw the woman's arm in a very beautiful henna, reminiscent of Meizia.

All the time Ameer always painted flowers with henna in both of Meizia's handcuffs to cover her incisions.

"Thank you" Hana said as she received the book.

"Sir Hana Karimah, isn't he?" the woman suddenly shrieked who immediately smiled looking at Hana.

"Yes," Hana replied with a gentle smile.

"Geez, I didn't expect to see you in person, ma'am!" exclaimed the woman with eyes that immediately glazed over. "I'm .. I'm really touched by the motivation Hana always says. And as far as you know, the motivation of Mbak Hana saved my life."

The woman in front of him cried, but she immediately wiped away her tears. And that made Hana touched. "Wanna talk for a second?" haggar Hana even though he did not know the girl in front of him.

"We can talk while eating" Ilyas suggested.

"I'm happy" said the woman, as if she had met someone who was her idol.

They stopped by the restaurant at the mall, and the girl started telling stories about Hana.

"I felt like my life was over, Mom, I even tried to end it." The woman showed me her wrist.

"That's a good idea," Hana said when she realized it was to cover her incision.

"I got this idea after hearing the story about your friend, Ma'am." The woman said as she rubbed her already dewy eyes.

"I felt that the world was doing evil to me. One week before my wedding, someone harassed me. My husband-to-be and his entire family refused to accept me, thinking I was inappropriate for them. My father was in shock and had a heart attack. He was in intensive care maybe for about a month, I was desperate and tried to commit suicide, but my mother saved me. And while in the hospital, I accidentally came across a motivational video from Mbak."

Although she looked sad, but the woman smiled at the end of the sentence, as if she was very grateful and happy with Hana's motivational video.

"Everything is a silver lining, all are connected and in the end all will bring good. I like the words of that mother."

"That's my best friend's words, those words also made me open my eyes well to look at life from a different point of view" Hana said. "Friend who also covered his scar with henna, as you did."

"That's right" said the woman. "After hearing those words, I tried to get up and find out what wisdom I could get from the incident. Especially after I know what happened to Mbak Hana, if Mbak alone can face this world, why not me?"

Hana smiled full day upon hearing the woman's words, the wisdom behind everything was truly always there.

"Then what did you find?" ask Hana.

"New self, stronger and stronger." The woman replied with a big smile, as if she had completely healed from the wounds of the past. "After the incident, I set up a community to help fellow women, especially those affected by harassment. Mbak knows himself, as a victim sometimes we just look wrong. And as victims, we are also afraid to speak out. Fear of shame, fear of exclusion and so on, while the perpetrator lives free and quiet."

" That's right" said Hana. "Sometimes women feel weak and feel they will not be able to fight, when in fact women are also strong and certainly able to fight."

"That's what I always tell my friends in my community, Ma'am, that we're strong too" she said.

"In addition, I also found a man who was much better than my former future husband. A man who accepts me as I am, who still considers me holy and respects me. In fact, he always supported my social activities."

"Thank God, isn't that a great and unexpected surprise?"

It was also what Meizia had written in her diary, an unexpected surprise.

The woman nodded as she wiped her tears, this time not tears of sadness but tears of joy as she managed to get to this point, and it was thanks to a stranger like Hana.

After eating and chatting lightly, Hana also paid her way home.

"If Madam Hana has time, can Mbak come to our place? We often talk about Mbak Hana and we idolize motivational figures like Mbak Hana." The woman gave her business card and Hana immediately accepted it.

"God, I'll call you later."

The woman seemed to be getting happier, making Hana also smile happily.

"Who would have thought you to be an angel without you noticing, Hana," said Ilyas, chuckling after the woman had left.

"That's right," said Riana. "That woman is just one of the many people who are motivated by your life, Dek, we're all proud of you."

"I also did not expect, in the midst of my limitations it turns out that I can also be an intermediary for good for others."

Peace with destiny is not an easy thing, especially if destiny is very far from what he wants. However, in the end he must still succumb, in the end he must remain at peace for the sake of further peace of life.

Hana managed to do it, although it took a lot of time. Although it takes a struggle that is not short and not easy. But now he became what Meizia said in her diary.

Trying to bring kindness to others, trying to take the wisdom behind everything that happens.

Now, Hana became a motivator that is well known since four years ago. It all started with him writing a book called "What is the Meaning of Life?" with two different but the same woman. The character who was inspired by Meizia was also himself. They are different but the same.

About a woman who felt her life was ruined, it was over and the world was so cruel. But the same girl felt that this life would not be finished until death came by itself. The world is tough but he knows he can handle it.

Hana looked down, staring at the book she always carried with her wherever she went. It was Meizia's diary that had now become hers, the book that made Hana open her eyes wider and look at everything from a different angle.

In the book, Meizia recounts the days she spent. From the time of her life as Meizia the daughter of Mami Lala to Meizia the wife of Ameer.

Hana took many lessons from Meizia's life as well as her own, and now she is at the point where Hana is already very able to make peace with the situation. She no longer cares about herself being in a wheelchair all the time, or she who can't give birth. His nieces and nephews are also his children.