Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih

Chapter 91 - A Deeper Wound

Ameer looked at the faces of her son and daughter closely, making a faint smile rise on her lips. "Secret to take care of you as you want" Ameer said with confidence and determination. "We're gonna make ummi proud, huh?"

Today the doctor has allowed Ameer to bring the twins, making Ameer feel much calmer. In fact, all night he did not sleep for the sake of looking after his son.

Ameer looked up, so that the tears that returned to pool in his eye pelup did not spill back. "Abi loves you so much, ummi will love you too."

The daughter whined, her hands moved as if she wanted to reach something, and her feet kicked in the air.

Ameer stuffed her little finger into her daughter's hand which was immediately grasped very tightly by her daughter. As Ameer's smile expanded wider, her heart felt a touch again from the tiny hand.

"Thank you, honey," whispered Ameer. "Thank you for making Abi's heart warm."

Now Ameer looked at his son who was still asleep, but Ameer still put his finger into the grasp of the little hand of his son. "Thank you for holding Abi's hand." Ameer's eyes were back in tears, this time feeling happy and moved.

However, grief still greeted her as she recalled Meizia, and she was sure that her children would be very happy if Meizia also held her hand.

"It's okay" said Ameer. "Although the ummi cannot hold your hand, the ummi will always be in the heart of us all."

Ameer kissed her two children on the forehead gently and affectionately, and she recalled Meizia's last request moments before giving birth.

"I've always loved your arms."

"The first embrace that felt so warm, loving and loving. The hug I've always missed for 22 years I've been in this world."

"Once again, I like it."

Ameer gave a smile, though tears fell again because it turned out to be her last hug, as well as Meizia's last request to her.

"My body may no longer be able to hold you, dear, but my heart will always hold you in my prayer."

...🦋...

Hana wiped her tears while looking at the photos of Meizia's children, she had already gotten sad news about her best friend. It felt so painful, Hana's chest again felt tight. However, he tried to accept all of that as an inexorable destiny.

Being Hana was so painful. In just two days after she woke up from her coma, Hana was greeted with painful news.

"I don't understand why fate can make a surprise like this" said Hana as she put her phone back.

"We're not taught to guess destiny, Deck," Riana said. "We are only taught to accept any bittersweet destiny."

Riana said softly, feeling unbearable to see the current state of Hana. And he could not imagine what Hana's reaction would be after knowing her own situation.

"Assalamu'alaikum?"

Hana and her sister immediately stared at the origin of the voice, Shafiq came with a bouquet of flowers and a basket of fruit.

"Waalaikum greetings," replied Hana and Riana simultaneously.

"How are you doing, Han?" shafiq asked as he placed the flowers and fruits on the table.

"Alhamdulillah is much better" replied Hana with a faint smile to appreciate the coming of Shafiq, a smile that actually did not reach her eyes.

Who can smile when they know they have lost their mother and best friend?

Simultaneously, Doctor and Abi Thohir came. And Hana's father did not seem to like the arrival of Shafiq.

"I think you yourself are still in the recovery period of Syafiq, shouldn't you just not wander around and stay at home?" the Sarcas Abi Thohir.

"I just want to see Hana, Om," replied Shafiq.

"The doctor wants to do another examination," Abi Thohir said later while looking at Riana and Shafiq.

"We're going out" said Riana who immediately came out of the sister's room. Not with Shafiq.

"What are you waiting for here?" ask Abi Thohir.

"I want to talk to Hana, Om," replied Shafiq.

"Later, after the Doctor finished examining Hana."

Shafiq looked at Hana, and the girl gestured out only. Want not to want him out immediately.

"Aren't I checked this morning?" ask Hana later. "Has the result come out?"

The doctor looked at Abi Thohir, and Hana's father gestured to speak as he was.

"What's up, Bi?" ask Hana.

"We want to tell you about your condition, dear," replied Abi Thohir as he clasped his daughter's hand tightly. "Whatever happens, Abi hope you are patient and sincere, son."

Hana didn't answer, but she thought she expected what the doctor would say.

"Injury to your spine causes permanent paralysis of you, Hana."

As Hana held her breath, her eyes glazed over and now she grasped her father's hand so tightly.

"It seems .. so," Hana's great-grandson in a choked voice.

Since opening her eyes, Hana knew something was wrong with her body. He could not move his lower body, although at first he hoped it was only a guess. But now the doctor has confirmed that it is a fact.

Hana's heart ached, but she knew there was no choice but to be patient and sincere.

"And ...." The doctor continued while looking at Hana with sadness. "In addition to your injured spine, your spine is also severely injured and that's ... It causes you to not be able to give birth."