Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih

Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih
Chapter 87 - His Destiny



As a result of Meizia who fainted while struggling to give birth to her second child, Meizia was forced to be taken to the operating room.


The male baby had managed to get out in time, the baby was crying very loudly. His legs and hands moved incessantly as if he was venting something.


However, Doctor and Sister's struggle is not over because Meizia's heartbeat is so weak, she also experienced bleeding that is quite severe so now they have to fight to save the patient. Although the probability of success is very small.


While Ameer was just sitting limp in front of the operating room, tears were unceasingly streaming down the man's cheeks given the wife's final circumstances,


"It should have been from the beginning that I chose the path of operation" said Ameer for the umpteenth time.


Both Ameer's parents and her two brothers could only ask Ameer to be patient and pray that everything would be fine.


"Don't continue to regret what happened, son," Umm Nayla pinta as she rubbed Ameer's shoulder. "There's still hope, isn't there? Meizia will give birth to her second child and they will definitely survive."


Ameer looked into the eyes of the mother with a glare, she was unable to hide the anxiety and fear she felt at this time.


Not long after, the Doctor came out and Ameer immediately approached him, looking for the Doctor with various questions.


"My wife and son are fine, aren't they, Doc?"


"Meizia's okay, right?"


"She's already conscious of her stings, right?"


Ummi Nayla embraced her son softly, to give him a bit of composure despite the fact that he was also very panicked.


Abi Zaid, Shafa and Marwa also looked very tense waiting for the doctor's answer. The two brothers held hands, as if strengthening each other.


The doctor who saw their tense face looked sad, even his tongue felt like he was trying to say a single word. However, he knew that whatever happened was his duty to be honest with the patient's family.


He took a deep breath and said, "The patient did not wake up and his heartbeat was so weak. We tried our best but .. but we failed."


When Ameer fell limp, her knees unusually held her body. His mind went blank, his heartbeat seemed to stop and his blood was frozen. In fact, the earth seems to stop spinning.


While Umm Nayla, Shafa and Marwa can only shed tears in silence. Too shocked, and not believing the bad news brought by the Doctor.


Unlike the case with Abi Zaid who just sat limp with an empty gaze. Although he did not shed tears, but it was clear that he was also hit hard by the news.


Ameer held onto her chest that felt so tight, she felt unable to breathe right now.


"Ameer?" Abi Zayd held both shoulders of his son.


"I. .. I had a nightmare, Bi," Ameer said in a voice barely audible to herself.


The doctor who saw it was unable to hide his sadness, even though they were not his family, but the sadness that was seen in Ameer's eyes made him feel sick as well.


"I'm sorry" the doctor said softly.


"No, this .. This must be just a dream." Ameer wiped away her tears but they would not stop flowing.


Ummi Nayla immediately hugged Ameer tightly, both of them now both let go of tears. Shafa and Marwa also could not help but tear at the sight of Ameer who was so injured.


"Ummi, please .. please wake me up," said Ameer in her arms. "This dream is too scary, Ummi."


Ummi Nayla was speechless, she could only gently rub Ameer's back.


"I beg you, Ummi," Ameer whined in a stifled voice.


"Istighfar, Son," said the Mother. "It's not a dream."


Ameer's cry grew increasingly broken, she hugged her mother tightly and let go of her crying that sounded so bitter.


Abi Zaid could not bear to see Ameer's wounds, he immediately turned his face while wiping his tears


While Shafa and Marwa and now rest at Ameer's side and they embrace Ameer with their mother.


Ameer could not believe this fate, only a moment ago she saw Meizia smiling when their daughter was born. Just a moment ago the two looked at each other and held hands.


But why can fate so easily turn things around?


After a bit of calm, Ummi Nayla asked Ameer to stand up to see Meizia. With a heavy heart, Ameer found his wife who was now stiffened.


Ameer looked at his beloved wife's face, rubbed her head and kissed her forehead. Ameer's tears spilled again, soaking his wife's forehead.


"You can't just walk away, honey," said Ameer.


"You promised you'd never go anywhere without my permission." Ameer rubbed the corner of Meizia's eyes slightly wet from the rest of her tears.


"I won't let you go, Meizia!" ameer grumbled while shaking his wife's shoulder.


"Ameer, stop," the mother asked firmly.


But Ameer doesn't care.


"Come, Meizia! Open your eyes, dear," whispered Ameer in despair. "Our children were born safe, they must want to be in your arms."


"Mayez!"


"I don't want to live without you!"


"At least open your eyes once, honey."


"At least say goodbye to me for a moment."


"Meizia, I beg you!"


"You never stepped out of the house without my permission, then how could you go so far away and not ask my permission once?"


"At least say something, Meizia!"


"It's not fair, Meizia!"


"It's really unfair!"


Ameer dropped her head in Meizia's arms, hugged her and cried there again.


Abi Zaid had stood up and looked at Ameer, but seeing her son crying even at the side of her corpse left her even more hurt. He approached Ameer, pulled Ameer and hugged her tightly.


"Don't cry in her arms if you love her, son, '" whispered Abi Zaid. "Sure you know for sure it's not good."


Ameer's tears broke again, now she hugged her father tightly and cried there. Something he never did from adolescence to adulthood.


"I don't want this to happen, Bi!" lirih Ameer's. "It's not fair!"


"Don't say that, son." Abi Zaid patted Ameer on the back. "Indeed like this is the end of every living thing in the world, this is an absolute destiny that cannot be bargained for."


"Why is my destiny so bitter, Bi?"


"His destiny is always the best, Ameer, you must know that."